She through me away!
Just if was garbage… she betrayed me!
I thought I loved her…, but how I can I be sure.
That the one I love is not to hurt me again?
Terra
If only you trusted me.
I could have helped you.
But you didn't listen.
And now it's to late…
But tell me one thing.
Did you actually feel love?
As sat in my room thinking what life means to me and wondering what it's all about
As I held a piece of glass in one hand and a note in the other,
I looked at the reflection,
that was given of by the tool that will end my wondering.
What a fool I must have been!
To think I could be happy!
I pretend day and day, just for them!
What do I get… nothing.
After she was gone I wondered what to do.
Ha! But 'she' could never love me…no she can't feel a thing.
Why can't I be like her?
Able to put everything away
And ignore the one you truly love
And just push them aside!
Not any more will I care.
Because how can I if I die!
I held the blade of my fate up to my throat and wonder if life can ever change.
I hear the door. No go away, they don't listen!
I look up from my pitiful state and see the one who causes me pain.
Raven.
She grabs the piece of glass and throws it away… it smashes… I feel like that was my mind.!
She hugs me deeply… I feel tears, why can I not cry?
She grabs my note and reads it to herself, as she drops to her knees
I reach for
She pulls away.
She runs away!
I fall asleep crying from my soul.
I'll have to be happy again.
My note?
Why do you wonder?
Why do you care!
"I can't take it anymore, I give up, and one of my reasons is that my love for one Dark girl can never be said
No matter how hard I try"
I wake to a new light.