Why do I cry when I see you not looking at me?
Why do I cry when I'm thinking about holding you?
So many things in my head causing me pain.
Only the thoughts about you make me happy.
"I shall be happy for all my friends" that's a promise I made to everyone.
These scratches on my arms shall not have new ones by there sides… that's what I promised you.
Sometimes I wonder why do I love you at all?
I'm sure all I'll ever be is a friend to you and that's it.
But the thought of making you happy keeps me going.
And the thought of you saying "Ya…I'm sure" keeps ringing around in my head.
So all I need to say is this.
I love you… I'll hold you… I'll kiss you… but most of all I'll love you no matter what.
Beast Boy looked at the typed words on his computer screen. The dim light being emitted from the technological box in his room put down an eerier loneliness around his unlit room. As he checked hi clock that blinked a red12:24 he looked back at his chat window were he wrote something that has been on his mind for quite sometime. With a blank face the sound of the backspace key was heard multiple and he replaced what was originally there with.
"Nah I'm fine… I was just not feeling very well today"
Someone replied back whose name was Nightwalker69 "Ah ok just wonder, hey I am you friend right?"
He typed one word and then logged off and walked over to his bed and slept with his eyes open for most of the night.
Raven leaned back in her chair and looked at what Kingofbeasts wrote. Out loud she said to herself in the darkness in her room. "yup?" She shrugged her shoulders and logged off for the night never knowing what could have been said with the press of a key.
Something that I felt like writting