Yay Me !Here's the second chapter.I was up all night .As i promised no one will die.Just lots of love!Huggles .You guys who reviewed, I love you.That's the kind of reviews that keep me writing.And if i don't write I'll die!Well no one would care ..but anway this will be a good chapter.Chapter three will contain ..yaoi!1i love yaoi.Not too bad.A nice lemon,maybe some smut.I'll save my hardcore for a different story.So thanx guys!If you think yaoi will ruin this pleez tell me !

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Chapter :Do you love me ?

Tatsuha Pov

Oh god my head is killing me. I thought I was dead. I open my eyes to see that I'm in a hospital. Ryuichi is looking right at me. Oh shit. I start to close my eyes when he speaks to me.

"Tatsuha ,I know you're awake.Look at me"

His childish disposition is gone. The face he wears onstage is in it's place. It's scaring me. I sigh and look up , meeting his sharp blue eyes. I feel like I could faint. I'm not saying anything. I wait for him. He begins .

Ryuichi Pov

I quickly fight the urge to bitch-slap Tatsuha and scream at him. If someone had done that me after I tried this 13 years ago I would freak out. He reminds me of myself in so many ways sometimes. I decide to act like Tohma did , to be calm and patient .I begin slowly and softly.

"Tatsuha , why would you do this ?" I ask him ,making eye contact .

"I...I- Do you love me Ryuichi ?" He suddenly blurts out. He covers his mouth with his hand.

I ponder his question seriously before answering him .

"Tatsuha,you may not know this but 13 years ago I was in love with a woman named Naomi. We met and it was love at first sight. We were engaged to be married. She took off to be with another woman a month before our wedding. Troubled by this I decided that the rejection was too much . So after returning home I contemplated suicide and in the end slit my wrists . "

He gasps at this. My past always seemed to be best when forgotten . Even to myself. I continue.

"Tohma had dropped by to check on me . He found me much the way I found you .In a pool of blood. I know how seriously in love you must be to do the same foolish thing as I did . But truthfully Tatsuha I would die without your love. I haven't loved anyone like that , until now.Yes tatsuha I do love you . With all my heart and soul ."

Tatsuha Pov

He loves me...I must be dreaming. But as I look at him and stare into his beautiful eyes I know it's true . He loves me. Real , true ,pure,undying love. I'm practically melting . As I go to speak Tohma bursts into the room . He looks at me , and then at Ryuichi and smiles. There's nothing to be said. I know he understands. He could always see people for who they really are. He could see that we're in love.

Tohma Pov

Upon entering the room I could find no words . The pure aura floating around the room was overwhelmong. Love . And the purest kind at that . Deciding no words were needed I left smiling . I knew they would always be together. Thats love. And that's nothing to be toyed with or ever let go .

Ryuichi Pov

After Tohma left the room I look at Tatsuha .I move closer to him . Our eyes meet . His dark eyes meeting my own . Leaning in close I brush my lips softly against his own . Only briefly , as if to confirm my own words. Believe it or not this seems too good to be true.

(Sorry bout all the Pov changes.Gomen)

Tatsuha Pov

he kissed me..Ryuichi , the object of my affection just ..kissed me ? Oh god thank you! He loves me. If I had died I would have never known how he really loved. I'm so happy that he saved me . Now we can always be together .Always and forever. Me and my Ryuichi .

A week later

Tatsuha was realeased from the hospital , though he still has to go to therapy.(sorry buddy)

Ryuichi had been there day and night watching over his lover. On the day Tatsuha was to leave he was surprised to have Ryuichi pick him up . Stepping into Ryuichi's Midnight blue firebird , Tatsuha noticed his belongings in the backseat.

" Umm...Ryu ? " Tatsuha asked

"yes Koi ? "

"Why do you have all my things ?" he asked.

"Silly Ta-chan. You're going to live with me from now on . I won't let anything bad happen to you .Promise" Ryuichi said smiling.

Later

When they arrived home in Tokyo Ryuichi carried a sleeping tatsuha into the apartment . Setting down the thin male on his bed ,Ryuichi went back to his convertible to get his lovers belongings. Setting down the bags in his room Ryuichi collapsed tiredly next to Tatsuha .

Their dreams that night , needless to say , involved one another . Tatsuha sighed inwardly at his dream of he and ryuichi making love on the kitchen floor.(something I'd like to see..)

Ryuichi , also needless to say ,grew aroused at his dream as well. Tatsuha was was nearly naked on his bed , a slight blush spread over his face. Moments later ,tatsuha was on his back , moaning and screaming ryuichi's name. Snapping awake the two males looked at each other and blushed.(If you have ever had a kinky thought or dream about someone in their prescnce you know what I mean .) Kissing tatsuha lighly on the lips ryuichi seperated their lips , only to have tatsuha grab him by the shoulders and allow his tounge into his mouth . Moaning lightly ryuichi carressed tatsuha's tounge with his own. getting aroused tatsuha let his hands wander over ryuichi's lithe body . Moaning to his arousal tatsuha sucked lightly on ryu's tounge , causing him to moan again, this time quite loudly.Tatsuha smirked and seperated and laid his head on ryuichi's chest . They fell asleep with tatsuha pulled close to ryuichi , his arm wrapped possessively around the teens waist.Their dreams were sweet dreams.They slept content and safely with each other close .

end chapetr 2: do you love me ?

Oh god .I really do suck don't I ?Oh man.I know it's a little short ,but my mom kicked me off.I would have update yesterday ..but I was kinda grounded . Anyway i hope this wasn't too bad.I'm sorry.GOMEN!Chapter # coming soon.:Koi

Tod says I should delete this stupid story and just end it all but , ryu and sute say to keep trying.I'm sorry . I'll try harder . I really will.Email me pleez.Ryu-chan isn't 100 hyper ya know.Ilove you all .please keep updating.I'm aiming for more reviews .No flames pleeeezzzzz! Wuvs and kisses.

Wuv ya ryu !