God please kill me ! I got so sick today !(starts to cry )I missed my sisters party .I went home early and slept. After i woke up i checked updates.Deciding I shouldn't keep you guys waiting I started to type this chapter.To make up for the last one being short , this will be long .Yes read my slaves.My power over you grows strong.(shutup tod!)anyway I miss ya'll.A slight lemon.YAy!Im freakin depressed as hell . My lover hasn't called me and she and my best friend have been togther every day this week! (it's not resonable to think they're cheatin on me.For gods sake their related.!)Sigh. whats a gurl to do ?Anyway on to the third chapter :Strawberry kisses .I changed it cuz i was eating strawberries today!Thanx for reviews.You guys really understand me huh ?Anyway luv ya !

Chapter 3 :Strawberry kisses.

TatsuhaPov

I woke to bright morning sunlight streaming through the window panes . Ryuichi has a hand around my waist. He's adorable when he sleeps. I can see he changed into a t-shirt and boxers once it got hotter at night . He looks good. A small noise stirs my lover from his peaceful sleep . Birds .They're singing a beautiful low melody . It's a song for lovers . A song for me and my Ryuichi .

Looking at the clock I see that it's only 7'o clock . Ryuichi's beautiful smile can be seen even in his sleep . I can't resist so I lean over and gently kiss his sleeping pink lips. His brilliantly shining cobalt eyes open slowly .He smiles at me . Not his normal smile , but a smile that's unique against all his others. It's a smile I can tell that's just for me . He leans over to capture my lips in a soft passion filled manner. He's so gentle and caring with the way he handles love . This is a side I'm sure , few have seen of him . We decide silently ,after my stomach rumbled ..hehe... , that we should get out of bed and eat some breakfast . He heads to his large kitchen area and pulls out a frying pan . His hair has that tossed sleep look to it . He is truly beautiful . He is, after all my guiding light . Beautiful , glowing , shining ryuichi . My lover , for always .

Ryuichi Pov

Tatsuha is really cute when he's up in the morning. Right now , he's sitting at my kitchen table . The feeling he brings to this apartment is truly incredible. After being so deserted and lonely it's warmth is brought by tatsuha's aura . He glows . After all , he truly does shine .

I start making us pancakes . I love pancakes . Tatsuha , I'm sure has never had one . But I'm sure he'll love it. After the perfect golden cakes cool a bit I top them with whipped cream and strawberrys.Setting the plates on the table he pokes a pancake with a fork .

"Is it ..alive ?" he asks poking the pancake again

I laugh . He is too adorable .

"No silly . it's a pancake. Pan-cake. Spelled p-a-n-c --"

"Ok , I get it !"he says laughing.

I start to eat . He looks unsure but takes a bite anway . I can see the look on his face as he eats . He likes it . He quikly scarfs down the food , as do I . He has whipped cream and syrup all over his lips. Oh god , I'm such a slave to him . I quikly move to his side . I look into his eyes . He looks into mine . We kiss . My tounge darts quikly into his mouth . His tounge decides to come out to play as well. His tounge moves expertly around . What a slut " i think jokingly . The whole make out session has become so heated . Somehow we ended up on the floor . My hands at his shoulders kissing him deeply . His hands roam up my shirt and over my chest . I moan loudly as his hands move up and down , caressing my body . God he's good . After all , he's the perfect lover . He loves unconditionally and loyally. I could get used to this.

Tasuha Pov

God this is good. I never would have imagined myself living with , and being the lover of The Ryuichi Sakuma . Deciding to give into lust I pull off his t-shirt . We stop momenterily as he starts to unbutton my own . He stares at my body with glazed , lust filled eyes. We both know what we want. I start to pulloff his boxers . he quikly unbuttons mine. Before I know it we"re on each other again . My hands groping at Ryuichi's perfect body . I shiver as his hands move over me . He smirks at me and whispers huskily

"Don't tell me that Tatsuha the mega-perv is a virgin ? For all the girls you go after ..."

"I'm not a virgin . I've had tons of girls , but I've never been with a guy . I wanted you to be my first and only ."I state simply. He looks seriously into my eyes.

"Then your wish is my command "He says nipping at my ear . God , my ear is such a weakness . Thus I moan loudly. The rest is pretty much self explanitory .

Ryuichi POv

Unfortunetly today is a wensday. This means that I had to come into work . I feel so ..pedophile-ish for what me and tatsuha did . But it was a first for both of us and ...to tell you the truth it was incredible . So I don't keep tohma waiting I head quikly to the elevator , kumagoro tucked under my arm .

Upon entering the room I hand a smiling Tohma new music . He stares at the lyrics and smiles. I know he can give my deepest emotions a fitting sound . He calls over noriko and tells her what to do . They start to play and the new lyrics come flowing out of my very soul.

The price of passion is the eternal fire .

If so then burn my heart with your desire .

Put back your gentle misgivings.

Just give in .

This love is the price we pay for living .

So live on .

And keeping dreaming.

You know it can't be wrong.

The feelings I express aren't done justice in song.

But keep dreaming.

And let your burning desire live on .

Keep up your expressions .

Just give in to passion .Let your light shine through.

It took me a while to see you're guiding me with your light.

Not me guiding you.

Just give in.

Keep shining.

I finish . The room has an eerie silence. Tohma just looks up at me and smiles. Noriko walks up to me and hugs me. Her eyes shining with happy tears . Embracing me she whipsers gently

"Ryu's finally in love"

She sniffles and just smiles at me. Tohma just keeps on smiling .After all , it was a song for lovers. A song for my lover . my light . My tatsuha .

Tatsuha Pov

Since I'm going to be in tokyo I decided to pay my dear aniki a visit . He opens his door and just stares at me . The cigarette that was in his mouth falls to the ground.

"You slut. " he says through gritted teeth

"What ?" I ask innocently

"Don't deny it Tatsuha ! I can smell sex on you . So who got lucky this time ? "he asks smirking

I enter the apartment and sit on the couch . His cigarettes are on the coffee table . I grab one and light it up , only to have aniki take it from me .

"hey !"I growl

"Get your own . Besides I won't condone you taking up the habit. "he says firmly.

"But he took mine and made me throw them out !Please aniki , just one !" I beg .On my my hands and knee's no less.

He looks at me funny and gives me a questioning glare.

"Okay ...back it up just a little bit. I'm confu- Wait !You mean to tell me you had sex with a guy ! " he yells.

I smile sheepishly ,then smirk .

"why is that so wrong ? I mean you go around fucking shuichi all the time and you don't see me complaining ! " I say , making my point .

"Yes, but I love that baka ! I - Wait up , My little brothers in love ? So who is it ?" he asks

I take a deep a breath before answering .

"You know shuichi's friend ,ryuichi, don't you ?" I ask innnocently

He just stares at me before looking at me incredulously.

"You mean to tell me you actually got that guy to like you . Don't you like stalk him ? And if I'm correct you were obssesed and whacked off to that guy at least 5 times a day ?"He asks

"7,But who's coutning. Anyway , yes aniki . I love him , he loves me . And so what if we had sex ? " I ask

He looks at me as if i just shot his puppy.

"He's like 15 years older than you !"He shouts.

"Love knows no boundries"I say simply

Ryuichi Pov

After a few hour of practicing we decide the new song 'Koi' would be preformed at our next concert in 4 days. I fell asleep at lunch break , only to be woken by tohma yelling for some reason.I rub my eyes sleepily and listen to the shouts.

"But cousin I can explain. Me and hiro were only - "

"WHAt ? Making out during rehersal ? Suguru I'm suprised at you .At least wait until after work if you must .!" Tohma said with a sigh

Suguru and hiro both blushed and continued to apologize.I always thought they'd make a cute couple.But geez , talk about how many dissappointed fangirls theres going to be once the media cathces hold of this.Hiro and Suguru exit the room whispering amongst each other. Smiling , I stand up to stretch .

"I'm sorry I woke you , Ryuichi "tohma said smiling.

"It's okay."I say yawning

"Why don'tyou go home and rest ?" tohma says winking.

I hit him playfully on the arm , but agree anyway . I miss my ta-chan . But i Guess love is jsut like that .

End chapter 3

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