Sorry for my litttle outburst at the end of chapter 3 ..heheh...bad day Iguess.I'm sorry to make this short but im very sick right now.and Ive been angsting over personal issues. Anyway Here's chapter four :Passions . Hs anyones ever watched that show ?Well i was watching reruns and timmy fell down the well and ...Anyway I got tod to shutup . Tohma and i had to lock her in the closet.She won't be hurting me anymore!YAY! Anyway here's my new chapter .!

Tod:LET ME OUT!

Sute:Like hell we're gonna let you out !

Ryu;Yeah she almost ended the story and her life!Shutup up you stupid wench !

Tod;(mumbles)stupid slut

ANYWAY

OHH before I forget ..If you like this story then i bet you'd like my hiro/suguru one shot"allthe things he said"If you do read it review and tell me what you think .

. follow the dots

Chapter 4: Passions

TatsuhaPov

Me and Ryuichi are sitting here on the couch . We've been talking about random things . Since the movie started he's had the stage'face on . He looks at me seriously and asks

"What are you afraid of ? " he asks gently

"Hell "I say honestly

"Why ? Is what we're doing really so wrong ? Do we deserve to go to hell for being in love ? What is there to be forgiven ? "He asks

I'm in total shock . Ryuichi can seriously surprise you sometimes. I guess he really does border the line of genius and insanity.

"That's true . We shouldn't have to pay a price for love. Is the eternal passion worth the fire ? To me it is. And if you went to hell I'd go find you there. I'll never leave you . You complete me ."I say . And I know it's true . I'll never leave my Ryuichi . Never.

Ryuichi Pov

I sit and snuggle up to my ta-chan . He's so beautiful . He gives so much comfort and warmth . He completes me as well. Without him I always thought of myself empty . A lifeless , empty shell of a person. Being with him has just , I don't know how to describe it . No words could ever do it justice . it's like before we met I was just Ryu . Now I have confidence in myself . I know I have Tatsuha to back me and love me unconditionally.

I have often asked myself what love is .And now I truly know. True love is feeling whole . Having a person to complete you . Having someone to be with you . To find comfort . To have good thoughts to sleep to at night. To be with someone you know won't leave you . To hear the birds sing and think of them . To be in a room full of people and see only them . To me that's real . That's love. That's my tatsuha.

Now to make things interesting ..

Shuichi Pov

"Yuki !I'm home !" I yell upon entering the apartment. There's yuki sitting at his computer typing away . He looks up to acknowledge me . The look on his face is ..unsettling . I instantly become concerned .

"Something wrong ? "I ask as I pull him into a soft embrace.

"nothing much . Tatsuha came by to visit today . Oh , speaking of which , do I have news for you ..."

Okay . The look on his face tells me somethings not right. This is going to end up being weird. I can feel it.

Yuki Pov

"You know my brothers unhealthy obsession with your friend Ryuichi , right?"I ask him .

He nods'yes'and aks to me to continue .

"Well , today he came to visit. He had sex on him and ..he and ryuichi are living together I guess. "

Shuichi shocked face is totally priceless. If I could only get my camera...

"NO way!OMG thats awesome !They're so cute together !We have to go visit them !"he giggles girlishly.

He tells me about the rest of his day. Tohma's cousin being caught with nakano . I couldn't help but laugh at that . Sigh. Those poor fangirls.

Back to our favorite koibitos

Ryuichi Pov

Tatsuha and I had drifted off into a peaceful sleep . My arm was laying lazily on his waist . Then The phone rang . i swear I will disembowel whoever this is with a fork ! I sigh and pick up my phone .

"Mushi,Mushi "i say , as i usually do.

'RYUCHAN ! Hi!Omg !I can't belive you didn't tell me you were with Tatsuha! "he squeels into my poor ear .Ouch .

"um..yeah ..Did you want something..we were kind of sleeping.."I say lazily.

"OHHHHH...you guys were sleeping together? Oh...how kawai ! I'll let you two get back to bed. BUHBYE!" he yells before hanging up.

Groaning I re-settle myself, pulling tatsuha into a gentle embrace. Placing a kiss on his forehead I drift back into sweet dreams , with my lover by my side.

End chapter 4

Sorry bout this.But I guess a short half chappy was better than nothing. I'm sick and angsty so I was tempted to kill. I'm sorry guys.You've been so good to me. But it's hard to be happy when your suffering from unrequited love sicknes.So sorry ..I have failed you .(SOBS UNCONTROLLABLY) Gomen..I wil write more. After all, tommorrow is another day .