well, here's th update... Chapter 5! Thanks to all reviewers!(i dont want to die!)i'll thank you all in the next chapter!(if there is one) well, thanks for coming to read this! it's very long! i cant believe i wrote this much! um... i hope you like it and please review! Enjoy!

Love Letter

I still cant figure out how you did it… you found out… and you told me…thank god you're still asleep… will you remember?

Sasuke

Sasuke looked up from his diary towards the bed. Naruto was fast asleep under the sheets and would be for awhile with how much he drank. Plus, it was only six in the morning and he doubted that Naruto had ever gotten up that early in his life. Closing his diary and thinking back he remembered what had happened last night.

"The one you're in love with," Naruto replied. Sasuke froze and his mind became filled with questions without answers.

"Why would you-" Sasuke began before he was cut off.

"Sasuke! There you are! Ino had to take Shikamaru home so now we can be…" Sakura stopped when Sasuke glared at her hard enough for her breathe to catch and to make her take a step back.

"Hello Sakura-chan, your yard is very pretty," Naruto said over Sasuke's shoulder before gazing back at the stars. Sasuke glared harder at Sakura to try to get her leave.

"Thank you… I have to go back inside…it's too cold out here… you two should come in soon, too," Sakura said stepping slowly back to the house knowing that Sasuke was mad about something and wanted privacy to probably kick Naruto's ass as he had done so many times before. She had tried to break it up once and Sasuke had started to go off on her too, and she didn't want that to happen again. Naruto had to save her last time.

"Thank you Sakura-chan, we will," Naruto smiled at her as she went back into the house. Sasuke turned back to Naruto's calm expression and immediately his anger was forgotten. It was replaced by the peace and calm that Naruto was radiating and he forgot all of his fears and whatever he was going to say before.

"Yes," he said answering Naruto's question.

Naruto moaned in his sleep and rolled over to face Sasuke. His hands reached out looking for the body/pillow that had been there before. Not finding anything Naruto groaned and his eyes opened a little to look over the empty side of the bed. Lying on his back, Naruto rubbed his eyes and opened them fully to scan the room, finding Sasuke sitting at the desk watching him only wearing a pair of black pajama pants. Naruto smiled and sat up then winced as the world around him spun. Shutting his eyes and lying back down while cradling his head in his hands he moaned in frustration.

"I'll go get you something for that," Sasuke said standing and chuckling a little when Naruto shot up to fast realizing where he was.

"What happe-oh…yeah…what time is it?" Naruto groaned cradling his head again and sighing as the spinning slowed down.

"A little after six. I'll be right back," Sasuke left his room and went into the kitchen making the drink he made him self after all the times he got drunk not being able to stand the loneliness. While making it he remembered more of last night.

"I thought so… I realized it when we were on our way here. I thought about why you would ask me to go with you to the party because you didn't know where it was. Then I remembered the letter I read. I'm the only one you ever interact with. I'm the only one you ask for anything. If I hadn't been invited you wouldn't have gone. You wouldn't have asked any other person to show you the way or to go with you. That's when I realized the way you look at me when I smile, just like you are now," Naruto said smiling at Sasuke's blush.

"So?" Sasuke asked not able to look away from the smile on the blonde angel's lips.

"So what?" Naruto asked playing dumb while his smile grew into a grin.

"So what do you think? What is your reaction to my feelings?" Sasuke somehow remained completely calm and wasn't even frightened at the thought of Naruto turning him down.

"Well, after I accepted your feelings toward me, I started to think of my feelings towards you." Naruto replied looking back up at the moon lighting the night sky.

"And?" Sasuke asked suddenly feeling impatient at the blonde's uncharacteristic patience.

After making the drink he carried it back to his room on a tray along with some tea for himself. He opened the slightly open door with his foot and took in the sight of the blonde half-naked form sitting on top of the sheets against the headboard cradling his head in his hands. He entered the room, closing the door behind him and set the tray on the nightstand next to the bed.

"Here, drink this." Sasuke handed him the glass with a thick red liquid inside it. Naruto eyed it uneasily and quirked an eyebrow at Sasuke.

"It's not poison is it? I won't keel over in an hour?" Naruto teased. Sasuke shrugged and poured tea into a cup for himself. Naruto shrugged and saluted Sasuke with the glass and downed all of the contents in one gulp.

"Feel better?" Sasuke sipping his tea and sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Ugh, that was disgusting but yeah, actually. The room stopped spinning and my head doesn't hurt as much. Nice cure, Sasuke," Naruto made an amazingly good impression of Rock Lee's good guy smile and Sasuke chuckled before pouring Naruto a cup of tea and handing it to him.

"That should make the taste go away," Sasuke said standing and taking the tray and heading for the door.

"Sasuke?" Naruto asked looking down at his lap. Sasuke stopped and turned back to face the blonde with a questioning look. "Thanks… for everything…" Naruto looked up and gave a small smile.

"Your welcome," Sasuke smiled back causing Naruto's smile to grow before turning around and going back to the kitchen. He set the tray down on the counter and washed the dishes while remembering the rest of last night.

"And I think I'm in love with you, too." Sasuke's heart soared at this confession and he could feel a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. "More than anything I want to see you smile because I never have. I want to bring you happiness. At first I thought it was because I was your friend but then I realized that I wanted to bring you happiness, I didn't want anyone else to do it, I wanted to. And I wanted to be happy with you; I don't think I could live without you…" Naruto looked back at Sasuke to see him smiling. He gazed at him with shock written all over his face.

"So, what do you think?" Sasuke reached out to cup Naruto's cheek lightly caressing the skin with his thumb. Naruto leaned into the touch bringing him closer to Sasuke. Sasuke leaned in until he was a breath away from claiming Naruto's lips.

"Beautiful," Naruto whispered allowing his lips to graze over Sasuke's before kissing him softly and sweetly. Sasuke's eyes closed tightly and he kissed back passionately reveling in the sweet, near addictive taste of Naruto's lips. Naruto pulled back and lightly ran the tip of his tongue over his lips, tasting the lingering flavor of Sasuke faintly.

"We should leave before we're caught," Naruto said standing. Sasuke nodded and stood as well figuring that this was a good time before he lost control and didn't care. Naruto headed back to the house before Sasuke pulled him back by the hand towards the gate around the side so they wouldn't have to deal with their friends. They walked back to Sasuke's place still holding hands not caring who saw, even though it was after dark and there were only a few patrons walking around.

"Sasuke?" Naruto asked as Sasuke opened the door to his house and pulled Naruto in after him.

"Hm?" he asked taking his sandals off and helping Naruto take off his.

"I think I'm going to pass out," Naruto said his eyes fluttering as he passed out falling into the safety of Sasuke's arms. Sasuke sighed but couldn't help laughing as he picked up Naruto's amazingly light form and carrying him to the only bed in the house, his. He pulled off Naruto's clothes (except his boxers) so he wouldn't be hot and laid him comfortably under the sheets. After getting ready for bed himself he crawled into bed next to Naruto. Naruto automatically latched onto Sasuke and snuggled against him. Sasuke wrapped his arms around the blonde's form and held him close before laying a kiss on his temple and falling asleep.

'Which brings us to now,' he thought as he made rice porridge and cut up fruit for breakfast. He had unconsciously bought all of Naruto's favorite fruits at the store so that's what he made them for breakfast. Putting it on the tray along with more tea, he carried it make up to his bedroom and entered to find Naruto at his desk reading his diary.

"Having fun?" Sasuke asked laying the tray on the bed.

"Yeah, actually. So Kakashi gave you this? I guess he knows then, huh? Ooh, strawberries!" Naruto jumped up and ran towards the bed climbing to sit next to Sasuke on the bed.

"Yah, it seems so. I knew you liked them, so I got some." Sasuke blushed a little at his confession and began to eat. Naruto smiled and began to eat, enjoying the sweetness of the fruit and porridge.

"Did you go to the store this morning?" Naruto asked offering Sasuke to eat a strawberry he was holding.

"No, I already had them," Sasuke blushed harder while taking a bite out of the strawberry offered. Naruto grinned and ate the rest of the strawberry.

"Thanks," Naruto leaned in close to Sasuke and kissed him lightly. Sasuke blushed harder but raised his hand to the back of the blonde's head from moving as he kissed him back. Sasuke licked Naruto's lips asking for entrance causing him to moan and open his lips. Sasuke thrust his tongue into Naruto's mouth searching for more of Naruto's addicting taste. He found it mixed with the lingering flavor of strawberries. Naruto's tongue moved against his and he groaned into the kiss making it deeper. Naruto put one hand on Sasuke's neck where it met his shoulder trying to keep them there as Sasuke pulled him closer. They finally broke apart to breathe when Naruto was in Sasuke's lap straddling his waist.

"More," Naruto moaned before kissing Sasuke fiercely while pushing him back onto the bed.

(blargh! Stupid ffnet!)(Scene break))

"So they finally realized their feelings. That's good. It'll give them some sort of release." Kakashi said remembering that he had watched them walk back to Sasuke's home holding hands.

"Who?" Iruka asked winding his arms around the jounin's waist from behind.

"No one important," Kakashi turned around and pulled the chuunin into a deep kiss while leading him back to the bed.

tbc... (maybe)

well... what did you think? did i draw it out long enough? should i keep writing? or leave it here? sould i write a lemon or lime or leave it Rated T? please review and thanx for reading!