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When I woke up I was in my bed, I guess Paul set me back to after I- OH MY GOD! Jesse! I got up as fast as I could. Once I got up I couldn't help but feel sick to my stomach. Jesse broke up with me last night not only that but I broke his heart, I think he loved me, and I think I loved him back.
I went over to Jesse's house as soon as I was able to move fast enough so I wouldn't have to talk to Paul.
"Hello Mrs. De Silva, is Jesse home?"
"Hold on Susannah let me check." She said as she ushered me into the front hall. As soon as she was out of sight I leaned up against the wall so I could stand because at that point I was having some difficulty with that, I heard footsteps, so I stood up again.
"I'm sorry Susannah he's not here right now you should come back later." But, when she went upstairs I heard her taking to Jesse so I know he was up there.
"Please Mrs. De Silva, I really, really need to talk to him. It's really urgent."
"Well if you really do then come with me." She took me upstairs to Jesse's room, knocked on the door and said "Jesse can I come in? I have some clothes from the laundry."
"Yeah sure mom. Come on in." He replied. He sounded sad, really sad, like depressed almost.
"Oh, yeah and Susannah is here to see you." She added as we entered his room, which is usually warm, friendly, and filled with light, was now dark, un-welcome, and un-kind.
"Mom, I told you I wasn't home."
"Well Susannah said it was urgent."
"I'm sure" I heard him mutter under his breath.
"Well I'll leave you two alone to talk."
"Thanks Mrs. D." After she left, things got bad.
"What do you want?" Jesse asked mealy.
"Jesse just hear me out."
"No, you know what I'm not, no one said that you had to kiss him, no one held you there, you could've poofed out of there anytime but you didn't. And you know what I don't want to hear it." That's the first time I heard Jesse that mead before, he was never like that. But, I deserved it, really hurt him.
"Jesse, I deserved that I really hurt you." I said weakly, at the end of his speech I started to cry a little, I was going to lose him so, that's the only thing I could do. "I just wanna say-"
"Susannah, what did I just say?" Ok so now I wasn't crying I was sobbing.
"I know Jesse, I know I'm sorry, but you popped in at a bad moment and-"
"Nombre de Dios, Susannah save your sob story for Paul because he's yours and you're his, so I have nothing to do with you anymore. Now leave." By this point I was blubbering.
"Ok Jesse, Bye, I'm sorry I hurt you so badly, I love you." I ran down the stairs as fast as I could, still balling my eyes out, got into the car and drove home, I ran straight into my room, slammed the door and did nothing but cry into my pillows all day.
Then at about 10:45 there was a knock at my door
"GO AWAY! The world sucks, I suck, and I…" But it didn't matter because my visitor came in anyway.
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