Hey! This is my fist Fanfiction on this site so I hope I get some sort of review. Flames are excepted!

I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING RELATED TO GUNDAM SEED INCLUDING DESTINY!


Prologue


Kira's POV

I floated through space. I could hear people calling for me. I paid no attention. Reflecting on the past year I noticed...

I'm still here, alive and living after I let down Fllay and all the others when the war finally ended. During that time something washed over me, some call it guilt but I couldn't freaking protect here, or the little civilian with pigtails on the Archangel last time…

Tears now forming in the corners of his eyes again…

But a part of me 'died' as well, the part where I admired here most but I still thought of her and her last words…Fllay, I'm so sorry. I let you down again! What good am I, a coordinator chosen to save the world if I can't even protect the ones I love…? I should just kill myself…and I loved you Fllay, just why did you have to die…?why couldn't you stay alive a little longer for me…?

I could fell my oxygen slowly running out. Maybe I'd join them soon enough. Before I pass out I see my little green Bird fly by and the Strike Rouge floating towards me. Then Darkness

- - -

I awoke in a dark room. 'I am I dead?' I questioned myself. Trying to sit up I feel a weight on my right arm. "Hello..." I whisper. I am replied "Huh? Oh sorry Kira?" that voice...Lacus...so I am not dead. She stood and turned on the lights. It revealed that I was in the Eternal Medical Bay. I try once more to sit up but a huge pain is send through my body. Lacus rushes to my side, seeing me inn pain she tells me "You've been seriously wounded. Rest a while longer." I nodded a replie and began to fall asleep.

-NEXT DAY-

"Should we tell him?" said who I think has Cagalli "Tell me what?" opening my eyes. I tryed once again and failed. Athrun helped me. "Thanks." I replied "So what is this your going to tell me?" I asked Cagalli but was answered my Athrun "It's about the Commander..." He did not finish. I was shock, I knew his answer. "What?...How?" was all I could say. Does were my last words before It went dark once again.

-FEW WEEKS LATER-

I haven't seen the Captain since before the battle. She was close to the Commander I expected this in a way. I too remained quiet. "So are we all heading to the ORB?" questioned Lacus "Yes." answered Cagalli "I shall go as well." proclaimed Athrun. I nodded a yes to Lacus.

-ORB-

We landed a few hours Later. Leaving the Space Port (Air Port) we were bombarded with reporters. Every one seem ready for their questions except for me. I was shocked and amazed at how well they dealt with them. I was shocked when a few of the questions where directed at me "How did it feel to have piloted the Freedom?" "How those it feel to have saved Earth and PLANTS from each other?" "How those it feel to have lived when so many have died because of you?" SHOCK I didn't hear another question after that. How come I did live? How could I have killed so many innocent?

When I came back to reality we where in a limo. Most likely Cagalli's. "How did they know you where the pilot?" questioned Cagalli I didn't respond. "Maybe those who landed before us told them Kira was the pilot?" replied Athrun. Lacus held my hand and looked into my eyes. All she saw was emotionless. I looked into her and saw sadness. I was also letting Lacus down. Im such an Idiot.