I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING RELATED TO GUNDAM SEED!

Alexs


Chapter One


-Lacus' POV-

I should have seen it right then and there. That emotionless stair told me everything I needed to know. He turns away looking out the window. A single tear falls down his cheek. How stupida can I be? He would never like a girl like me. Sigh. "Never say never" came his voice. I was surprised he talked. It had been a few weeks since his last word. Wait...what did he say. Cagalli and Athrun stopped there chatting and joined me in starring at Kira. He hadn't even turned to look at me. Cagalli and Athrun gave me a sympathetic look and I returned with a fake smile. They continue talking. Kira and I remain silence the rest of the way.

-ONE MONTH LATER!-

(3RD PERSON POV)

Kira sat on the window seat, Lacus lying in his lap. He stroked her pink hair and looked out at the setting sun. "Kira..." she barely whispered, He replied in a nod.

Kira rarely spoke to anyone anymore. He would shed tears for someone that no one but him knew (Fllay). Lacus had come to understand things about him and the had gotten much, much closer.

"Do you think the reporters will find us here?" she questioned. He went tense. Since the war had ended, the reporters chased Athrun and Kira. Athrun got off easy because he would answer some of there questions but Kira kept his month closed, like usual. Athrun's fame soon faded way yet Kira's grew bigger and bigger. He didn't want any of it. He wanted to live in peace not running from fangirl. I scared him that Every one knew of him and most of Earth and PLANTS population knew his appearance. Where ever he went some on would blow his cover. Getting a little uneasy he began to stand. Placing Lacus' head on the pillow he walked away but not before he kissed her gentle lips. Lacus was taken aback by the kiss. (There fist kiss) Kira walked into his room never to see his love again.

-KIRA'S POV-

I closed the door. I saw my bags where packed. Im glad we had those maids, I would never be able to pack this well. Taking one more look at the room I placed and enveloppe on the bed and gently opened the window to my disappearance. Hopefully I would never have do see Lacus' sad eyes ever again. trowing the bags in the back I drive of to...

-2200 HOURS-

She ran through the damp streets of ORB in search of him, his sudden disappearance ran shivers up her spine, leaving her in a state of heartbreak. Her one true love, was nowhere to be found.

"Kira! Kira!" she kept on with this 'til midnight when she broke down on her knees in dreadful tears as only a lamppost kept the light in her life now that he was gone.

"I can't believe this is happening to me…"

Moment before she had opened Kira's door to find his room empty. A single envelope rested upon the bed. Instead of opening it she ran in search of him.

Returning home she went back to the room. The envelope still there. With tears in her eyes she opens it. The letter reads:

My dearest Lacus,

If you could understand that Im losing control. I'm trying so hard to make it through each daay now I'm falling apart in every way. I'm finding it it harder to get by, there's a hole in my heart and you'll never know why. I've now come to realize...

I'm slipping away.

I love you I want you to know that but I don't know if that's all it will take for the hole to go away.

I'm so sorry

Kira Yamato