Hey guys…heres the next part…I actually do like this chapter…let me know what you think…and thank Amanda again for being the Princess Of Rushing People lol…alright here it is…

Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi or any of the characters…even though I do wish I owned Mike Lobel…lol j/k…

(Ellie's Point of View)

"Sean" I called out as I stepped foot into our house. He most likely wasn't going to be happy about having jay living here with Layla but I knew Jay needed someone to be there for him. And I wasn't about to leave him to figure out how to raise a baby on his own. I still can't believe that Alex is gone. I'm trying to move on because I know that she wouldn't have wanted us to dwell on it for too long. "Sean I'm home" I called out again.

"Hey babe. Where did you go? He walked into the living room and he looked like he had either been sleeping or laying down…figures.

"I went with Jay to see Layla. I know that I have to tell him that Jay is going to be staying with us but I was scared to. "Okay Sean…remember after I say what I'm about to say you can't get mad at me because I'm having your child okay?" he raised his eyebrows at me… "Jay is going to be living with us…" I said it rather fast and I guess he didn't exactly hear me. "I asked Jay and Layla to move in with us…" from the look in his eyes I could tell that he was pissed.

"Ellie! We don't have enough room for them…our baby is going to be coming soon and we just got the nursery done." His voice had raised a little…I hated it when he yelled.

"I'm sorry Sean but Jay needs us to be there for him. And I'm not about to turn my back and leave him and Layla."

"So you had to invite him to live here with us?" his voice was starting to get a little louder now. ""Why do you always have to have people live with us El? Do you not like living with just me?" How does asking Jay to stay with us have anything to do with me nothing wanting to live with just him? I can tell that he's been holding some stuff in and I had a feeling that he was about to let all of it out.

"Well I'm sorry if I was trying to help a friend out" I had always hated getting into fights, especially with Sean. "I'm out of here" I walked out of the door and slammed it shut. I decided to go to the Dot and get some food. Now Sean made me feel like I was such a horrible person, that my boyfriend felt that I didn't want to be around him. Everything is so messed up now…Alex is gone, Jay is upset because of that, and I don't know what to do. Alex was my best friend…and now I was going to go through raising my baby without her by my side going through the same things as me. Why did Emma have to push her? Did Emma like Jay enough to want to get rid of Alex for good? When I finally got to the Dot it was basically empty. I got a table in the back and ordered a cheeseburger with fries. Before I was pregnant I never really liked cheeseburgers but ever since I have been pregnant I've been eating them nonstop.

"Hey El." I noticed then that Paige, Ashley, Marco, and Hazel walked in. "How are you doing?" Marco and me hadn't really talked that much anymore and sometimes I would talk to Paige and Hazel, but Ashley wouldn't even look at me anymore. Paige sat down next to me in the booth and the other three sat across of me.

"I'm fine. No offense or anything but what did you guys want? I never really talk to any of you so you have to want something." I felt really rude saying it but I just wasn't in the mood right now.

"Where's your other pregnant slut friend?" I knew Ashley was talking about Alex and that really hurt me. In reality I couldn't really hold her against anything because she didn't know about Alex dying yesterday.

"Pardon Ash's rudeness but we were wondering if the rumors going around school that Emma pushed Alex and when she fell on her stomach it caused her to go into labor." Of course they were here about the fucking rumors. I knew that they wouldn't want to come just to say hey to me or anything. I wiped at the, shook my head and laughed bitterly. They didn't care about whether or not Alex was okay; they were just the gossip committee.

"Why the hell do any of you care? All you guys ever did was call us sluts behind our backs, except for maybe Paige. But why should I tell any of you?" I got up and started to make my way out but I heard Ash mutter something under her breath.

"Because you must be a slut to get pregnant" I can't believe her…

"Fuck you Ash, you used to be one of my best friends and you just turn your back on me over the stupidest shit. And you think that you need to be a slut to get pregnant? My god is you mistaken. Both Alex and me had only been with one guy. She was only with Jay and I was only with Sean. And if in your world that classifies us as sluts then screw you." Deep breaths Ellie…you can't get to upset it's not good for the baby. Deep breaths. Don't go over and strangle Ash. Just breathe Ellie.

"Please El, from what I hear at school each of you have been with your fair share of guys. Especially Alex…" What happened to Ash? She used to be such a sweet person who would always be there for me.

"Believe what ever the hell you want Ash. And by the way Alex died yesterday. Paige you're invited to the funeral…its going to be in four days. And as for the rest of you…I pity you guys…all you care about is rumors and who's doing what because you have such a pathetic life." I walked out feeling very good…I knew that Paige and Alex had talked a lot during work and I knew that Alex would have wanted her there but as for the rest of them, they could go to hell.

"she…she died?" I should have known that they would follow me out here after I said that.

"yea she did…are you guys happy now. Hey look at that one less slut in the world!" man these pregnancy hormones were really starting to affect my attitude. I had been doing a good job at holding the tears in though…at least they weren't pouring out, only a couple were rolling down my cheeks.

"Oh Ellie…" Now look who wants to talk to me…Marco…you've got to be kidding me.

"Don't 'Oh Ellie' me Marco you only want to talk to me if you have to now a days. None of you talk to us and I don't want your fucking pity now." Now I'm being a flat out bitch… "Come to the funeral if you want…" I walked away feeling satisfied that I had told them off and yet depressed at the same time. When I got back home Sean was sitting on the couch and it looked like he had been waiting for me. "hey…" I said quietly.

"Ellie I'm sorry about earlier, I've just been under a lot of stress and I wasn't in that good of a mood. I didn't mean anything I said. Of course Jay and Layla can live with us…" I then started to cry and I didn't even know why. "Ellie what's wrong? Baby what happened?"

"I ran into Ash, Paige, Marco, and Hazel…they asked me about the rumors about Alex and Emma and then they called me and her sluts. And Ash said that she heard that we had been with a bunch of guys. I just I don't know what to do anymore Sean." He got up from the couch and grabbed my hand pulling me into the bedroom. We laid down on the bed and just cuddled.

"it's all going to be okay El, Ash needs to shut up because she's not one to talk about being a slut. And as far as the rest of them are concerned who cares what they think. You know I love you baby and we both know you're not a slut. Just remember I'm always here for you no matter what" his words brought a smile to my face and I slowly drifted to sleep...

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…Taryn…