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Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi or any of the characters…even though I do wish I owned Mike Lobel…lol j/k…

(Jay's Point of View)

Alex haunted my dreams…the whole night all I saw were things that happened between us, good and bad. I felt horrible when I remembered all of the shit I had done to her after she accused me of cheating. I shouldn't have said any of that…

"Where the fuck is my car" Logically it had made sense for them to take my car since they knew how much I loved it but it still pissed me off…

"Have fun trying to find it." She tossed the keys at my head and I had a feeling that something was going on that I didn't know about.

"What the hell is this Lexxi?"

"I don't know Jay why don't you go talk to Emma about it? Or for that matter just go be with her. I know you just love her. You know what? I don't need you. Go be with her skanky ass because I don't want you" I hated being yelled at like that; I hated being told that I wasn't wanted. I hated that she would think I would be with Emma…but I was also feeling anger boiling down inside of me. Did she honestly think that I would do something like that?

"I'm done with this shit Alex. Fuck it; maybe I will go be with Emma. You think that I want you either? I could get so many better chicks then you!" I know that I shouldn't have said it but by the time it came out of my mouth it was to late and I couldn't take it back.

"Fine then go be with them then!" the hurt and anger in her voice drove me crazy…how could I have just said that to her? I stomped out of the house, I hate way too much pride to go in there and beg for forgiveness for something I didn't do. So instead I got Emma…sort of my way of revenge, I guess you could say…

I jolted up in my bed after tossing and turning, I remembered it all like it was yesterday. Finally I fell into a fitful sleep and woke up the next morning. When I got out of bed I remembered that I would be taking Layla home today and I was going to Sean and Ellie's to move in. I got into the shower for the last time at my house, my mom wouldn't notice if I was gone let alone my father. By the time I got out of the shower I only had a half an hour till I was suppose to meet Dr. Houston to get Layla. While I was getting dressed I couldn't keep a smile off my face, the only good thing going for me right now was that little girl. I wasn't about to fuck that up.

"Jay!" Dr. Houston called me over as I walked into the hospital, he was right there at the front desk and he told me to come back. "We have your daughter all ready for you, all you need to do is sign the papers and you guys can go. You know you're really lucky that she made it? Most of the babies born around the same time as her usually end up staying in here for a couple months or dying." Dying? Layla could have died? "I have a feeling that you will be a great father though Jay. And I'm really sorry about Alex." he told the nurse what was needed of me and he left. Thank god I had gotten a car seat a couple weeks ago because if I didn't now wouldn't have been the best time for that. I put her gently in there and got in the front seat. The drive to Ellie and Sean's was a little quiet and when I looked back I noticed she was asleep.

"Hey guys…" I said when I walked into their apartment. I didn't hear anything so I walked around looking to see if they were here. Quietly I opened the bedroom door and noticed they were still sleeping on the bed. As much as I didn't want to say it…they looked cute together.

"Jay stop staring at my girlfriend" I had been so lost in thought that I didn't realize that Sean had opened his eyes and was glaring at me.

"Oh yea Sean you caught me, I was staring at your girlfriend." Sean rolled his eyes at me. "I'll leave you two to sleep and I'll be out in the living room. Cradling Layla in my arms I sat down on the couch, she looked so beautiful. I turned the TV on and flipped between the stations.

"Hey." Sean said as he walked into the living room. I guess that I had woken him up…

"Hey man. What's up?" He took a seat next to me and I moved over.

"I'm sorry about Alex and all that…you know she's really beautiful" he moved his hand and rubbed Layla's head. "So what are you watching?" I knew Sean wouldn't stay on the topic of Alex very long because he knew how I was feeling.

"Nothing really, just flipping through. So how are things going between you and Ellie?"

"They're actually going pretty well. We got into a fight yesterday though…but we made up later." I laid Layla down in her car seat that I had brought in and just lounged on the couch. For some reason it felt like it was last year…when me and Sean would just sit around talking aimlessly and making fun of stupid shows.

"What did you guys fight about?"

"You moving in" Sean was never the type of guy to make up some excuse to avoid hurting your feelings and I didn't mind it. He would straight out tell you if you were bothering him or if something happened. I knew that I should have said no when Ellie asked me to move in but I didn't want to raise Layla in such a shitty environment, I wanted more for her then what I had.

"Oh…" was all I could think to say. "I'm sorry then" I didn't really think that an apology was in order but I didn't know what else to say.

"Don't be…I was being an ass about it" Again with the honesty…

"Hey guys…" Ellie said as she stood in the doorway to the living room. She looked like she had just woken up, her hair was everywhere, and her shirt was extremely wrinkled. "I'm going to take a shower." I watched as she left, just as fast as she had come.

"You're really lucky you know that Sean. You have an amazing girlfriend and you're going to have a great kid." At the same time me and Sean started to smell something… "Dude what is that smell? Did you fart Sean?" I looked up and him and he gave me a little glare.

"It wasn't me man…" we looked at each other and then looked down at little Layla who was just looking back and forth between us. Sean looked at me and started to laugh the hardest I think I've ever seen him. "Jay I think your daughter had a little accident."

"Hey Sean…my best friend you want to do me a favor?"

"Oh no you don't Jay. I think it's time you learn how to change a diaper." I leaned forward and picked her up holding her out in front of me. At the hospital they had changed her diapers so I didn't have to do it. I brought her into the kitchen and found a diaper that Ellie had for when her baby was born.

"Dude!" I yelled as I opened up the diaper and got a whiff of what was in there. I noticed that Sean was sitting there laughing his ass off at me. I held my breath and changed it as fast as I could. When I finished I folded up the dirty diaper and when Sean wasn't looking I tossed it at him.

"I think I'm gonna puke" Sean said as he tossed it back at me. I caught it and threw it in the trashcan…where it belonged. I picked up Layla again and cradled her in my arms.

"How can something so disgusting come out of something so cute?" I said without directing it anybody really just saying it. She looked up at me and it looked like she gave me a little smile and then closed her eyes and fell back asleep. "Is all that babies do, eat and sleep?"

"Basically" Ellie said from the hallway. "You know its really entertaining hearing you guys trying to change a diaper." I heard her trying to suppress her laughter which didn't really work since I could hear her all the way out here.

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…Taryn…