Hey Guys…I know its been a long time since I've updated…but I've just been so busy with all of my friends and trying to enjoy my summer. Plus this chapter was a hard one for me to write. But I hope you enjoy it even if I think it sucks, sorry its so short too. And thanks to all those who reviewed…The song in this is "Wake Me Up When September Ends" by Green day.

Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi or any of the characters…even though I do wish I owned Mike Lobel…lol j/k…

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

(Jay's Point of View)

What am I suppose to do? Do I yell at Layla? Do I tell her that I'm disappointed? Do I kick her out? Am I suppose to be supportive? What am I going to do? I never thought that she would follow in mine and Alex's foot steps but I guess she has. I knew that it was a mistake to eavesdrop on her…nothing good ever comes out of eavesdropping. I didn't want to just tell her I knew what she was telling Andy because I want her to come and talk to me about it. But I can't believe the asshole just walked out and said it wasn't his. The next time I see that kid I swear I'm going to hit him.

I let her go with Ellie because I know that she needed someone to talk to about this and I doubt I would be her first choice for that. And I think that because Ellie knows a lot more than I do about the whole girl being pregnant thing I hope that she helps her.

(Layla's Point of View)

"It says….you are" The moment I heard it, it was as if time had stopped. I was pregnant…really pregnant. Suddenly everything seemed to be in slow motion and I just sat there staring at nothing. I couldn't be…its not possible. We used protection every single time. I don't know what I'm going to do…

"Will you guys please get out of the damn bathroom!" The sound of Cody's voice snapped me out of my trance, if you could call it that.

"I had better get home…Roxy I'll give you a call later. And thanks a lot Aunt Ellie…I just need to go home right now. And please don't let anyone know yet." I gave each of them a hug and started to walk out the door, but as soon as I opened it I could feel the warm tears sliding down my cheeks. I had to get out of there, it was just to much for me. I pushed past Cody and ignored his calls after me asking me what was wrong.

I just couldn't deal with any of it. Once I got out the front door I realized it had started to rain and I didn't care. The walk back to my house was about an hour away and I just didn't care if I got there or not. What was I supposed to do? I don't know how to take care of a baby…let alone raise one. And dad's going to kill me. Even though him and my mom went threw the same thing. I can't believe that Andy would just fucking leave me like that…he used to always tell me that no matter what happened we would always have each other…which I now see was pure bullshit. And the sad part is I still love him with all my heart…is that a bad thing?

I looked up and realized that I was in front of my house. It felt like I stood there for hours, but in reality it was only a couple of minutes before I opened the door and walked in. Dad was sitting on the couch in the living room and I didn't know if I should tell him just yet. He looked up at me and nodded for me to sit down next to him.

"Dad we need to talk and I need you to please not freak out at me" I can't believe I'm really going to tell him.

"What is it Layla?" He sounded so concerned and worried about me…I don't know how he's going to react to my news.

"I'm…" I couldn't say it. I couldn't get myself to say it out loud.

"you're what baby?"

"I'm pregnant dad…"

"are you positive?" He didn't sound to mad…I guess that's a good sign.

"I took a test at Aunt Ellie's and it came out positive. I told Andy about how I thought I was and he freaked out and ran out…"

"Andy's an asshole then." That brought a smile to my face. "but how about I set up an appointment at the Clinic for you to get a test by a doctor and then we'll talk about what's going to happen then okay?"

"That sounds good to me dad…and thank you for understanding and not freaking out. I think I'm going to go to bed now…good night" I gave him a kiss on the cheek and made my way upstairs, feeling like a great weight had been lifted off my shoulders.

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when September ends

(Jay's Point of View)

I can't believe she's really pregnant…I had hoped that she wouldn't make the same mistake that me and her mom had made but I guess she did. I waited until Layla went up to bed before I set out to go to where I needed to go. I had to go see someone. I took my same old civic and started driving, it was only about 20 minutes away…I hadn't been there in almost 15 years. I just couldn't do it, it became to painful for me. When I pulled into the drive way I got out and looked at the gravestone.

"Hey Lexxi. I know I haven't been here in a long time and I'm sorry that I haven't been. I still miss you with all my heart. Layla turned out to be just like you. I still kind of wonder what it would have been like if you hadn't died after giving birth. I wonder if we would have been a family, if you would have raised her without me, or if you would have given her up. Tonight she came home and told me that she was pregnant…I'm scared that what happened to you is going to happen to her to. I don't know if I can take losing her…it already killed me when I lost you."

I dabbed at the lonely tear sliding down my cheek. It's been 15 years and I still cry over it. "I never really did apologize to you about what happened with all the Emma bullshit. That day that I broke up with her…I was doing it for you. I had wanted to be with you ever since we had broken up again. But I guess the both of us had to much pride to admit that we were wrong. But I'm afraid Layla and Andy are going through the same thing. He's denying that the baby's his and I can tell that it's eating her up inside that he would accuse her of being with someone else."

More tears started coming now and I didn't care, I just let them fall. "Ellie and Sean are doing really good. Cody's a typical teenage boy…last I've heard his got this new girlfriend that Sean can't stand. From the sounds of it she's just like Emma used to be."

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

"Why'd you have to leave me Lexxi? I don't know how I'm going to deal with a pregnant teenage daughter. She's just as headstrong as you were though, she's got the same attitude to. But I'm just hoping that nothing happens to her." I looked down at my watch and realized that I had been here for about an hour, I thought that I had better start heading back home before it gets to late. "I'm sorry I don't come here very often Alex, it just hurts to much but I promise I'll come more often. And if you can hear me, I want you to know that I still love you with all my heart. Good bye." I walked away and got back into my civic…and headed home…

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

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…Taryn…