1"Wow! She was something, most girls would have been kissing our feet by now." She's different, and I think that makes her really makes her special." James thinks. Maybe it's because you like her? I don't like girls, girls like me. You have to admitted she's different, she not a slut, she's proud of herself, but she seems like she has a secret, that need to be let out and you seem to fancy her. But I don't like her! Yeah, keep telling yourself that. But I don't!

Fuck! I'm going nut's I'm debating with myself!" James accidently says out loud.

" You know that the first sign oflosing your insanity is talking to yourself right?" Remus says laughing.

"Hardy Har Har , you know sometimes I wish you weren't so smart?" James says sarcastically.

"What can I say it's a gift," Remus retorts back still chuckling to himself.

"I'm going for a walk, be back later," Says James

"Ok Prongs, see you later." Remus says walking out.

Lily is sitting on the beach, watching the sun melt in to the sky, while tears are welding in her eyes. "As soon as I thought I found a friend, he turn's out to be a jerk, just like all the others, they only care about looks, not what's on the inside, now I don't even have a family, I'm all alone." Lily breaks down and starts weeping.

"Here take this," James says offering Lily a handkerchief.

Lily turn's around to see warm hazel eyes, "Oh it's you... how did you find me?" Lily asks.

"I just followed my heart" James wanted to say instead he said " I heard someone crying."

" oh... thank you." Lily says quietly

" No problem...do want to talk about it." James asks

" Please don't make me" Lily says being to weep again.

James becomes very scared, people would say James was fearless, but the only true thing that James was truly afraid of was crying females. He didn't know what to do so the he tried the best thing he could think of, he hugged her "hard". He let her cry into his shoulder, until her breathing became steady, when he had realized she had cried herself to sleep.

The End of this Chapter

Done

No I wouldn't be that evil

Lily begins to shift in the bed, Lily wakes up in a strange room, suddenly she looks up at her surrounding and immediately sits up. " Where am I!" "Your in my room." James answer out of the darkness. She suddenly notices him, sitting in a chair on the side of her bed. "Why is it so dark?" Lily asks. " Because it's about 3 in the morning," James answering her back. "Why are you sitting in the darkness?" Lily asks, "What is this 20 questions?" James say, " Well if you must know I was watching you sleep," if it hadn't been dark, Lily would have noticed that James' face had turned the shaded of her hair color.

" What happened?"

" Well I found you crying, I asked you what was wrong, you started to cry again and then went to hug you then, you fell asleep on my shoulder..."

"So that was that distinguish smell," Lily thought to herself

" So I didn't know where you lived, and I brought you back here." James finishing

" And where is here?" Lily asked inquiring

" To Hemlock Hollow,"

" Oh." was all Lily could say, "Why is he helping me, he doesn't even know me?"

" Oh here this is a sleeping drought, it'll help."

" Thank you, for everything,...why are you watching me sleep?"

James was speechless, for the first time in his life, he didn't know what to say, and with that Lily fell asleep.

In the darkness I can see you
In the shadows you're hiding from your past
I'm scaring you, my dear it frightens you
Why can't you see that I'm not afraid to be near you?
Open up wide, open up for me to see

Keep away from open flame
When my heart beats so fast it is almost pain
I can see you in the shadows
Hiding far away from all that frightens you
I open up to you in the only way I know
If I can't inspire, what am I supposed to do?
I can only give myself to you

I can't cry for you
You don't know what that means to me
But you are living in your fear
I will not hold out for any longer

I see you hiding in the shade
Of a tree that is far away
You won't listen to anything I say
You tell me shut up -- I don't care what you say
I can hold on I know to something that is not to fear
I'm going now, I can't hold on for you my friend
And I don't care anymore if you die or if you come along

Can't you hear me now?
'Cause you're the one who's different now
And in your mind you won't allow your dreams
-In The Darkness by Orchard and Vines