Summary: Lily is a girl who isn't use to having all the attention. She's more of a quiet girl, but with her beautiful outer appearance and special inner qualities, she attracts the one person, who thought would never be interested in a girl like her.


Let's say Lily was not happy.

Recap from last chapter:


"Hey Prong... why hello hello,"

Sirius is an even bigger asshole than I thought, " So what 2 been doing?" Sirius asks with a wink of his eye.

"Patfoot, it's not what it seems," James began stammering

" Oh I know what it seem, messy hair, unruly clothes, smirk on our dear Miss Lily's face.

"YOU TWO HAD SEX, I KNEW IT!" Sirius screams.

"Who had sex Patfoot...why hello Lily." Remus says coming into the room.

Oh this is just bloody terrific, first I get kidnaped and brought to this strange place, then I see the prats that I met on the beach, the Kings of Hogwarts, This is just great, then now I get caught with the Ringleader of the prats of the school, and their shouting to the world that I had sex with him. Oh this is the start of a great day.


Oh Life is just full of crap, I'm sitting here watching, a human garbage disposal, eat about 30 pounds of absolutely anything.

" Ewwwww! He just licked his lips at me" Lily screamed in her head while staring at Sirius's food habits.

Sirius thinking he had turned her on, licked his lips and began to chew with is mouth open again.

James notice this, and whisper, "Don't worry were use to it by now."

"Yeah, he eats like this everyday," Remus replied joining in.

"You mean he eats like this every fucking day, Lily hissed " He's such a pig!" Lily shouts.

"Now, now Lily Dear, You must-in say things about Poor old Remus," Sirius cooed.

Remus just grunted, "Now what makes you so sure she was talking about me?" Remus asked

But whoever else would she be talking about...I mean she shagging James" Sirius exclaimed before Lily interrupted.

"I AM NOT FUCKING POTTER," Lily shouts

" Of course your not a Potter...But I bet u will be soon" Sirius said smirking

" That's a really stupid joke, Patfoot," Remus replied with a smile peaking out of the corners of his mouth.

"Now before I was rudely interrupted..." Sirius began again while Lily shoot him a death glare " ... As I was saying, It has to be you I mean, she shagging Prongs here,"

And then Sirius began to shake his ass in their faces singing

" How could she not want me,"

"I mean I'm too sexy for my shirt"

(too sexy for my shirt)
"So sexy, that it hurts"
"And I'm too sexy for Milan"

(too sexy for Milan)
"New York and Japan"

( A/N: there more here but he doesn't know all the notes so he's only singing what he knows)
"I'm too sexy for my too sexy for my"

" too sexy for my"
"Cause I'm a model you know what I mean"
"And I do my little turn on the catwalk"
"Yeah on the catwalk on the catwalk, yeah"
"I shake my little tush on the catwalk"

"I mean who wouldn't want me..." Sirius exclaimed winking at Lily

" Yes what girl won't want a womanizing pig, who chew with his mouth open, and has practically slept with half the female population at Hogwarts." Lily replied snarling

Sirius, with eyes wide with surprise and mouth gaping open kept staring at Lily. This was the first time, someone had denied him and didn't worship the ground he walked on. (ooooooo...burn... GO LILY GO!)

Lily began getting nervous getting from all the attention she was getting, By now all the marauders had stop eating and began to stare at her, She then proceeded to get up and Got back to James room and hide under the covers like a scared little girl...just decided aganist it. Instead she chose to restart the conversation leading the attention away from her.

"So...why are you guys here any way?" Lily Inquired

"Well..." Remus being the first to come out of his trance... "You see we're just here on vacation before we return to Hogwarts for the year...just to have a little fun with our friends before the year begins." Remus replied

" but don't you have fun in the year...I mean I've seen all the pranks you guys do...and in class your mostly always slacking off or joking around with each other and...umm...What's that person's who's always hanging around with you...?"

"His name is Peter... He's not a bad guy." James explained to Lily

"He seem like a follower...if u know what I mean? Lily says

"Hey that reminds me...how do u know about our pranks...as well as our positions in class..I mean...I... I've never seem you before not to mention... Mo..Remus here tells us you a 6th year and in griffindor...how is it possible that we don't know you?"

Now the attention was on Lily now...She didn't know if she could trust them so she did the next best thing she fled.

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(Lily's point of view)


What could I have done...I didn't know them..so what was I supposed to do...so what I did what I always do when I can't talk about something so I fled... I fled from the only people how have communicate with me for the first time in 6 years( she means from the people in her school in a sense Lily is a lone wolf... fighting her past and her future)

So now I'm alone...this way I can't hurt people who come close to me.

"Lily, Lily wait up!"


(James Point of view)


I saw her run yet I did nothing to stop hurt.

Remus nudged me , "What are you doing go after her."

So I did, took the words of a wise man and ran like the wind, just hoping I would be able to be the one to break her out of his un-trustful state and because she had a secret and she was actually opening up to me if Sirius hadn't open his damn mouth and scared her away.

And there she was the angel herself in disguise

"Lily, Lily wait!"

I was trying to catch my breath but was only able to get a few word out "Lily...(breathe)...Please...(breathe)...don't ...go!"

Lily had started to cry..."Why are you doing this" Lily cried

In truth I didn't really know what she meant but when she was ready she would tell me.


I know I haven't updated in awhile...but now that it's summer..I promise to update sooner.

As well I would like to thank momiji...I going to take you advice and thank you for your review.

As well I would like to thank those who review

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