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"It can't be." thought Sirius looking at the mother of his children.
"Hello Sirius." said Zizi, Ron, Hermione, Harry, James and Ginny stood in silence.
"Are you real?" he asked.
Zizi nodded, "Very real." she replied.
"How?" he asked speechless, which was a first.
"A long story. Can we talk, I really want to explain this all to you before I see any one else. Please." begged Zizi, from the corner of her eye she saw the girl that could only be her daughter, but that had to wait till later.
"We," started Sirius, his voice breaking "Could talk in my room." he said moving forward.
"That be nice." replied Zizi, as he took her hand and lead her away, leaving a group in silence.
Harry turned around and looked at Ginny.
"How?" he asked.
Ginny just smiled and laid her head on her boyfriend's shoulder, these where the times she lived for.
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Sirius sat Zizi down on his bed. "Are you hungry?" he asked.
"No, I ate before I came." she replied as Sirius pulled up a chair and sat across from Zizi.
They both sat in silence, neither sure where to start. Sirius finally broke it by asking
"Zizi where have you been?"
Zizi looked at him, her cheeks flushed, she had practice this for the last week in front of the mirror but now she was at a lost for words.
"Do you have a pensive? It will be easier." she said in such a low voice, Sirius could never remember her ever speaking like that, she was a proud woman, and always had been.
Sirius nodded, got up and left for several minutes until he returned a pensive in hand and conjured a table to place it on.
"Can I borrow your wand? I have not gotten my own yet." asked Zizi, Sirius handed his to her.
She touched the wand to the liquid and after several moments she removed the wand and gave it back to Sirius.
"Before you look I just want you to know that I never stopped loving you but you need ti see this. You may hate me after but you need to know." she said
Sirius said nothing as he entered the pensive.
Zizi sat pregnant in a hospital room. She was regretting leaving Sirius but she knew she had to. She knew that their child would be endanger and that she had to keep her safe. When the death eaters, one Sirius own brother attacked the house she ran and kept running. She had been living in a small muggle town. While here she had gotten word that James and Lily had been killed. She did not get anything on her nephew Harry. Peter had betrayed them, she knew it, knew it was a bad idea to choose him, why could Sirius and her brother never listen.
A contraction hit.
"It is time to push." said the muggle doctor.
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Zizi held her little girl in her arms, she had named her Hermione after her favorite Shakespearean character. She could not believe she was doing this, giving up her little girl, her last connection to Sirius. But their was a rumor going around, a rumor only by mistake she found out. And if she was going to find out the truth she had to do this, she had to give her daughter a better life, a life not running away all the time.
Zizi made sure her daughter was tucked in her traveling carrier and the note was with her. She had been watching a young muggle couple for the last month, she knew that they both wanted a child and could not have one.
She placed her daughter down on their porch and gave her baby one more kiss.
"I will love you always my Hermione." she said before disappearing off into the night.
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4 years later:
The worst moment of her life was this night, the night she took the dark mark, it was her only way in. The only way to find out for sure.
"You will help the mudblood raise the child to our values." said a death eater.
Zizi bowed her head. "I live to serve." she replied.
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"Lily" she asked in a whisper as she saw her sister-in-law, the woman she belived to be dead laying on her bed, her face stone cold until she saw her.
"Zizi! Oh Godric every one thought you where." but Lily stopped, she saw the mark on her friends arm.
"You wretched witch! How could you betray us, your brother!" shouted Lily.
But Zizi explained why, she did it to get here, to see if Lily really was alive. Only then did Lily trust her and break down and tell her friend what the death eaters did. What they made James do.
"I have a daughter. Her name is Rosalyn Violet but I call her Rose." said Lily.
"That's why they want me here. I'm to be her maid to make sure she is raised their way not yours. But don't worry Lily she will be fine, I will get both of you out." said Zizi.
"I don't care about myself Zizi, Rose is all I have left, James and Harry are dead, please do what ever you have to do to get her out." said Lily.
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Sirius watched the years pass. He watched as his Zizi would sleep with other death eaters to protect her identity, she would take little Rose outside while Rose's mother was rapped, he watched as Zizi protected the child while she had to sit by and know her best friend was getting beaten with in an inch of her life.
Sirius watched the years pass. He watched as his Zizi would sleep with other death eaters to protect her identity, she would take little Rose outside while Rose's mother was rapped, he watched as Zizi protected the child while she had to sit by and know her best friend was getting beaten with in an inch of her life.>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
"Lily they know. I have no choice I have to take her and run." said Zizi as she got an 8 year old Rose dressed.
"Just take her and go." said Lily. "I will buy you as much time as I can."
Zizi hugged her best friend, not knowing if she was ever going to see her again and took Rose by the hand.
"Listen honey we need to run, run as fast as we can and if something happens to me you need to keep running." Zizi told Rose. The 8 year old nodded.
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"STOP HER!" shouted Malfoy sr. as he and a group of death eaters chased Rose and Zizi but the two girls finally lost them, they where free.
"What now Aunt Zizi? What about mumma?" asked Rose.
Zizi held a wand she had taken from a fallen death eater, "I'm sorry baby but you can't remember this."
Zizi raised the wand and send the memory charm at her. The girl was knocked
un conscience . Picking up Rose Zizi left her at a police station, her niece would be safe.
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Two years later:
"You will only believe this is a dream Sirius, I am sorry." said Zizi, wiping out her loves memory and leaving his cave.
9 months later-
Zizi held a beautiful little boy in her arms. She just got the worst news ever, she was going to leave her son Chris with Sirius, she knew the risk but the boy should be with his father but then she heard from another of her sources that he died, fell through the veil in the department of mysteries.
She had no choice, but to go to where she had left her daughter almost 15 years ago and she left her son.
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Zizi was driven by madness, she had to get Lily out. She tried several times to get back in and her thirteenth time she got in.
"Lily come on we need to go." she said to her shocked friend.
But before they could death eaters stormed the room and Zizi was dragged out, hearing her friend screaming in pain the whole time.
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It was her first week in the slave camp, she had already been beaten twice, and rapped once. The death eaters thought this was a more deserving punishment, instead of death.
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She was thrown into what was know as the changing room, this was her first time, they where going to try and sell her, like she was cattle.
Malfoy was in charge of those being sold. He personally went around to each female and pulled their cloths off. When he got to het he just laughed and dragged his finger down her bare chest.
"To bad my wife is against me buying one or you would be in my bed." he said with a sinister laugh as he threw her and three other woman into a cold shower.
Zizi had heard talk, when ever Malfoy was in charge you could sure to be humiliated and tortured in any way possible, the man lived to see others in pain, Zizi found out that day that it was not a lie.
The shower doors where locked until four male death eaters in robes entered into the shower.
"Backs to the wall now!" one of them barked.
The four woman where forced against it. Another death eater in black healer robes walked in and examined the four girls.
Pointing to the oldest woman there he said. "Take her out back."
Zizi tried to stop the man but was thrown to the floor.
The woman was killed before their eyes.
The three remaining woman where made to put their undergarments on and where then sent out onto a stage dripping wet.
The other two girls where sold off but no one would take Zizi. Malfoy thought this was because of her attitude and she was locked onto a wall, naked and was forced to stay there for a week.
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Sirius watched horrified as Zizi was defiled, rapped, humiliated. It was like watching what happened to Harry all over again and the worst was he new Lily may be alive and if they found her they would be seeing the same thing again, maybe even worse.
Sirius watched up till Ginny, pretending to be Gemma Black save her, anything that had to do with Draco Malfoy was not there. Soon Sirius pulled out, he really was not sure what to do.
"Sirius." said Zizi, reaching for his hand but he drew back and looked her in the eye.
"I failed you. When we graduated I promised I would always love you, that I would always protect you and I failed and because of it you, you had to go threw that! I am going to kill Malfoy!" he said making a gesture towards the pensive.
"Sirius this is not your fault. It was my choice, I made these choices, not you." replied Zizi.
Sirius put his hand on hers.
"How can you even let me touch you. Why are you not yelling at me, screaming!" asked Sirius.
"Because after all this Sirius I still love you." replied Zizi. "I still love you with all my heart, I never stopped."
Sirius stood up and walked over to his sock draw and opened it, but to his shock discovered the ring he wished to give her missing.
"Looking for this?" asked Zizi, pulling out the black diamond ring, surrounded by green gems.
"How?"
"Ginny need to borrow it." said Zizi.
Sirius took it from her. "I waited along time to put this back on your finger." he said.
"Will you still have me?"
Zizi felt tears streaming down her face, she truly could not remember being so happy.
"Yeah Sirius I'll marry you." she said.
Sirius lifted her off the bed, and after asking her permission planted a gentle kiss on her lips.
"No matter what Zizi I will always love you." Sirius said.
"Me too Sirius, me too."
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The next morning every one in Griffian Manor was assembled at the breakfast table, awaiting for Zizi and Sirius to come down, Chris was with Hermione.
The dinning hall doors opened and in walked the newly reunited couple. Hermione watched her biological parents walk in, she never thought she would see this. Hermione stepped forward, with Chris in her arms. Zizi and Sirius stopped right in front of her.
"My children." Zizi said with happy teary eyes.
"I'm Hermione and as you know this is." but Hermione never got to finish as her mother wrapped her arms around both of her children.
"I know you have so many questions Hermione, you would not be my daughter if you did not. But just know I love you and I have missed you every single day." said Zizi, as she finished Chris looked into Zizi's eye's and started shouting "MAMMA."
"Knew that kid was smart." said Ron in a whisper to Harry as Mother and son where reunited as well.
James walked towards his sister.
"So you finally are gracing is with your presence Lizzie" he said hugging her gently.
"Missed you" said James.
"Missed you to Jimmy." said Zizi, with her nickname for her brother.
James beckoned his son forward. "This is your nephew Harry and," he called Rose "your niece." but James never finished as Zizi hugged Harry and with a shocked face hugged Rose who asked "Do I know you?"
All Zizi said was "In a way."
"Come meet every..." but Sirius did not finish as his sister Ara ran and hugged her best friend.
"Gryffindor Queens!" said Remus with a laugh, the reuniting begins.
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