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Okay so you all had to know that a VIOLENT chapter had to becoming up right? I mean what it's been like four chapters of mushy love!

And i hear the swords being sharpened

But before you kill me I just like to say i refuse to update till i get 20 reviews! You've all asked for this chapter and i wont update till then.

But i warn you if i don't get the 20 by wensday you probably won't get an update till Tuesday for i have a b-day party and i'm going away so HURRY AND REVIEW!

Lily went flying into the pensive to arrive in a to perfectly clean house.

"Where am I," thought Lily looking around.

"Boy get up!" Petunia Dursley yelled, pulling open the cupboard door, revealing a beautiful 6 year old little boy with bright emerald green eyes.

Little Harry pulled himself off his small bed and quickly got dressed in his several sizes to big clothing and rushed into the kitchen after his aunt.

"Look after the bacon boy and don't let it burn!" Harry's Aunt said coldly.

"Yes Aunt Petunia." Harry replied as he stood on a step stool to watch the sizzling bacon.

Dudley, Harry's overly large cousin came running into the room, knocking into Harry who made the hot greasy pan of bacon fly off the stove and onto the floor, some of the hot grease flying and hitting Harry on the arm. The six year old little boy let out a yelp of pain.

"You stupid little prat!" Petunia yelled with rage as she grabbed her nephew on his burnt arm and shoved him back into his bed room, the cupboard.

"You'll be staying in there all day I don't want to here a word from you!" Petunia yelled.

Lily watched in horror at how her sister was treating her son, her Harry. How dare that horse of a sister even lay a hand on him. All Lily could think was that Petunia was lucky she was dead other wise Lily would be seeking revenge.

The image around her squirreled, changing to the next. Little did Lily know that what she had just seen did not even scratch the surface of Harry's life.

Harry stood in front of a rather tall man who looked at him evilly. Lily watched as the man tried to grab Harry and watched as the men turned to ash...

Harry held a long gleaming sword in his hand and using it he stabbed a basilisk. Pulling out the sword Lily watched as a large fang came out in her little boys arm.

"You blew up your Aunt Harry. That's serious." Hermione said.

"Brilliant is more like it." replied Ron.

"RUN!"

A werewolf, Remus was chasing after Harry and Hermione

Lily watched as Harry was used to bring back Voldemort. She saw as a boy who her son must of know was killed right before his eyes and Peter Pettigrew standing right there. How Lily hated that man.

"Sirius!" Lily saw Harry yelling trying to run into the veil, trying to save Sirius.

Lily looked horror struck as she realized Sirius was falling behind the veil in the department of mysteries and wondered how Sirius was still with them today.

The scene around her changed rapidly till she was back in her darling sister's home.

A very large man, Vernon Dursley was holding Harry by the gruff of his neck.

"You wont be leaving again boy." he said taking his hand and hitting him hard across the face. Harry just looked at him defiantly.

"You wont be smirking any longer boy." Vernon yelled throwing him into his son's second bedroom and locking the door behind him.

As soon as Harry was sure his Uncle was gone he spit the blood out from his mouth and crawled into his filthy bed. He was stuck here because of Dumbledore and had no way of contacting any one for help. But this was his own fault wasn't it? Because he got his godfather killed.

Each night his Uncle would come into his room and beat him but before this his uncle would drag him from his room and put him to work in the backyard with no food and only enough water to keep him going.

But two days later as Harry was slipping a sealed letter underneath a loose board the door banged open and a very drunk Dursley came walking in with a bat. With out saying a word he raised it and repeatedly hit Harry with it, over and over again until his nephew laid on the floor unconscious, blood rushing from several cuts. Vernon laughed evilly and dragged Harry from the room.

Lily felt physically ill. How dare that man hurt her son, her Harry. And how dare Harry lie to her, why had he lied to her. She was his mother, she had a right to know what those damn muggles did to her baby boy. "Why?" thought Lily as the scene in front of her once again changed to a dark looking room, like a basement.

Harry woke up with a pounding head ache. He went to raise his right hand to rub his eye's when they would not move. Opening his eyes wider he saw he was tied to a support pole in the basement in nothing but his boxers. He heard the basement door open and watched as his Uncle walked in holding a lethal brown belt.

"Lets see how strong you really are boy?" Vernon said as he raised the belt and brought it down on Harry's back, hard.

Harry who had not been prepared let out a gasp as he felt a sheering hot pain down his back.

Vernon hit him over and over again with it. This went on for several days till Harry could no longer take it. Vernon then would take a knife and carve words like Freak into his skin.

By the end of the week Vernon returned to the basement with a rifle in his hand.

"You where never loved you freak," said Vernon letting off two shots. One hitting him in the shoulder another in the stomach.

A flash of light and a white phoenix arrived, whisking Harry away...

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Harry and Ginny entered Griff's room, placing Jason and Anne down on the ground when at the same timeboth Harry and Ginny noticed there was some one in Ginny's room. Harry pulled out his wand and motioned for Ginny to stand guard beside the kids.

He quietly pushed Ginny's door all the way open to see a pensive sitting in the middle of the floor his mum standing over it in a daze.

"No!" he said aloud.

Ginny noticing Harry lower his wand rushed to his side to see what he saw.

"Harry," she said gently.

In flash Harry's green eyes turned red with anger. "How dare she." thought Harry walking towards the pensive and with out even looking at Ginny entering it.

Ginny stood there not really sure what to do. Should she go for help or go after Harry. In the end she opted just to stay out of it. This was between Lily and Harry and secretly Ginny knew it was time for Lily to find out the truth.

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Lily was watching as Harry found his son Jason in distress as he went back to Pyrexia to find out Jason had a sister, Anne. She watched as Harry could not help but go to Ron, to see his best friend. Lily saw Harry save Sirius and watched in horror as he took down the concealment charms revealing a horribly scarred body. As he fought on the train bravely, found his daughter almost died again and returned back. As Harry sat at James and her grave talking to them with such feeling. She watched as Harry saved James and killed Bellixitria Lenstrange. And just as the scene was about the change again everything froze.

"How dare you." said deep familiar voice behind her.

Lily turned around to see her son standing before her.

"Harry," she said weakly.

"Could not keep your nose out of my business." he said.

"Your business is mine. I am your mother." she said her own temper flaring.

"You are my son and I love you. I have a right to know what happens in my son's life. And how dare you lie to me. Why did you not tell me Harry?" Lily asked living up to the fiery temper so many had said she had.

"Why? WHY?" said Harry. "Because I never wanted you to witness what happened to me. To many people have, you don't need the pain, the feelings that come with seeing me like this. You don't need to know your son is a killer or your sister a wretched woman who married a horrid man! But no you had to look!" raged Harry.

"I have a right!" Lily defended, knowing she was losing.

"A right you say," Harry said sinisterly."Alright then do you want to see the rest. I wont stop you go a head. Go see what you have this 'right' to see."

Lily looked at him, she knew what ever it was had to be bad but what could be worse then what she had already scene, Right?

"Fine then lets get on with it." Lily said.

"Oh I'm not staying. Have fun mum with this 'right' you have." said Harry disappearing, the room spun and the next scene unfolding.

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Harry walked out of Ginny's room a deep scowl on his face.

"Harry," Ginny said making him look at her. She was sitting on the couch Anne and Jason next to her, reading to both of them.

"Harry where is Lily," Ginny asked.

"She is a stubborn arse."

"Harry James Potter don't you dare say that about your mum!" Ginny said harshly.

"I'll say what ever the damn I please!"Harry roared raising his voice.

"Don't you dare raise your voice to me! It's not my fault your mum stubbled upon the pensive!" Ginny shouted back..

(Ginny herself only knew partly what Harry kept in that pensive, he never aloud her to see it all. When she would ask him why he kept it he would tell her that he needed to keep the bad memories away so that if faced with a dementor he'd only have the happy ones.)

Harry was about to retort when both Jason and Anne started wailing because of there parents yelling.

"Look what you've done!" Ginny said to Harry.

"I'm going out!" he snapped.

"And leaving me here! How dare you! They are your children as well!" Ginny retorted.

"I can't stay here." Harry said heading for the door and slamming it behind him.

Ginny took her shoe and threw it at the door and screamed "DAMN YOU POTTER!"

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Lily looked around her and could not tell at all where she was when she heard moaning and in horror she then realized where she must be and with whom.

"Get up you mangy mutt!" yelled Lenstrnage locking the collar around Harry's neck.

"Stupid dog!" Lenstrange said pulling Harry out of the room on a leash as if in fact he was a dog.

"Hello pet I am your new master Jarvis Jay but you shall call me master." said Jay holding a long leathal looking whip.

Harry said nothing, he refused to retort if at all possible.

Jarvis went through the rules with his new pet and made him eat and lick the floor after Harry made a mess.

Lily watched in horror as that despicable man changed her son's name to Serge. And sadly watched as he responded to it.

Testing had not gone well for Serge. He had failed when his master told him to fetch the stick or use the bush to relive himself. For this Serge had been dragged into the training room and been stripped of his cloths. Jarvis had him chained to the wall in the nude, not even with his boxers on.

"Now, now Serge you've failed and failure is unacceptable" Jarvis Jay said shouting pain, turning Serge's metal collar on, Serge started to shreik in pain.

"Oh you think that hurts Serge?" Jay asked raising a whip and bring it down hard on Serge's torso , "then you have not felt my anger when my pet fails."

Serge was beat with in an inch of his life that night, thrown back into his cell where Snape had tried to help him only causing Serge to jump away and crawl up into a ball, still stark naked in the corner.

The next day Jervis had come back and looked at Harry with disapointment. After casting a stunning charm on Snape, Jarvis sent Peter Pettigrew in to lock his pet on his leash and lead him out of the cell.

Jarvis took a hold of the leash and looked at the still naked Harry.

"To contiune your punishment you are not allowed to wear cloths for the rest of the week Serge. Cloths are a privalge you've lost."

That day had been a horrid one. Serge could not stop himself from blushing every where he went. All of his private areas exsposed to any death eater that walked by. Sevreal death eaters found it enjoying to see Harry so embarressed. It would not of been uncomman for a death eater to smake Serge on the bum or kick him in a sensitive area just to see him in pain.

Lenstrnage had tried to take Serge away from Jarvis to make him his own toy but Jarvis Jay refused to allow any one to play with his pet but him and that night Harry would loose what was left of his own mind and truly become Serge.

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