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Lily fell out of the pensive feeling physically ill. She could not watch any more. Running from the room, not even noticing that she passed Ginny she entered the bathroom and hugging the toilet she paid homage to the porcelain god as she empty her stomach of her lunch.

Ginny walked in and looked at Lily sadly as she grabbed her boyfriend's mother's hair back to keep it out of her face as she rubbed the older woman's back trying to calm her down.

Ginny had sent Jason and Anne to spend the night with Chris at Sirius and Zizi's though Sirius was still missing as was her brother Ron. She had stayed up waiting for Harry to come back but seeing that he wasn't Ginny thought it only right that she take care of Lily.

"Just breath Lily. It's alright just calm down." Ginny said as Lily leaned back and Ginny handed her a towel to wipe her face off with.

"Here." Ginny said handing her a glass of water. Lily took it gratefully and drank it slowly, tears of sorrow still running down her face.

"Please," Lily said "Please tell me what I saw never happened. Tell me it was all a dream." begged Lily.

"What you saw Lily is real I'm sorry but you have to know. Everything you saw has never been seen by anyone but Harry. They are his memories and he refuses to let any one see them. Lily what you've seen is as real as you and I am." Ginny respond.

If it could be Lily looked worse then she did before as she bent down again and emptied what she had for breakfast as well.

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Harry blew through Hogwarts, magic crackling around him. He had to get out as far away as possible, his powers where threatening to overwhelm him. Just as they have always been his powers where connected to his emotions and right know his emotions where about to overflow and it was going to put anyone close by in danger.

He ran threw the halls till he got out side and not listing to some of the younger years yelling out after him he ran into the forbidden forest.

It was dark, snow laid on the ground but Harry could not watch where he was going he just needed to get away before he...

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The sun was way past down as one could still see from inside Hogwarts a big black dog chasing an even bigger lion. That was till every one in the castle felt the castle shake right down to it's foundation.

Both Ron and Sirius changed back wands at the ready.

"WHAT THE BLOODY HELL!" yelled Sirius trying to regain his balance.

But Ron's face turned pale and he looked at Sirius and said only one word before changing back in to his lion form and running into the forest. The one word or rather name being "Harry."

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Ginny helped Lily out of the bathroom and on to the couch. Lily had still said nothing since Ginny had told her that what she had seen had been very real.

Just as Ginny was about to say something she felt the whole castle shake, her eyes growing as big a tea saucers.

"What in the seven levels of hell?" asked Lily.

"Merlin I'm an idiot." Ginny said running for the door as Lily grabbed her arm.

"What is it?" Lily asked.

"Harry! It's Harry I need to get to him." Ginny said a bit frantic. She had felt the energy that had shook Hogwarts and she could tell that force of Magic any where. It was Harry's and not only that but she could hear him almost in a deafening tone, screaming inside of her head.

"Where?" Lily asked as there was a knock on the door, Ginny threw it open to reveal James and Hermione.

"You felt it to?" Ginny asked to Hermione, ignoring the adults near them.

"Yes but Ron also called. He went after Harry and told us to stay here. He said he's bring him back." Hermione said.

"No I need to go after him. I did not realize..." Ginny trailed off.

"Don't worry." Hermione said forcing a smile "Ron will bring him back and then you can kick his arse."

Mean while James rushed to Lily's side. "Lily you look as if you've been I'll." James said.

"Can we go to your room James. Please we need to talk." Lily said.

James nodded mutely not understanding what was wrong with Lily.

Several moments later the couple entered James' quarters and James sat Lily down on a big red couch near a cozy fire.

"Lily tell me what's wrong?" James said causing Lily to break down again and start crying.

"Lily please don't cry." James said gently not sure if she'd be comfortable if he put his arms around her and as if answer his question she laid her head on his chest.

"Oh James why us? Why our Harry? It was not suppose to be like this. He was suppose to be happy and safe. How could Dumbledore have done that against our wishes! How could Sirius have been put in Azkaban!" She said then pulling away and slapping him clear across the face.

"And how dare you keep it from me! Godric Damn It I'm His Mother!" Lily raged streams of tears flowing openly.

James moved his arms around her knowing he deserved to be slap realizing what Lily found out. He knew the truth would not of remained hidden forever though James had secretly hopped Lily would not find out until Harry was grown up and Lily could no longer hold her wand straight.

"It's alright Lily. It's all going to be alright." James said trying to comfort her, wondering if his own words where true.

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Ron ran ferociously through the forest. Not noticing as other animals and creatures joined him. Using his nose he was following what he believed to be Harry's scent just hoping he was not to late.

As he came near a small lake in the forest Ron spotted Harry sitting up against a tree breathing hard, blood trickling from his lip and sweat pouring off.

Ron immediately turned back to himself and cautiously approached Harry.

"Harry mate you alright?" Ron asked.

Slowly Harry lifted his head and as Ron looked into Harry's eyes he became startled. They where not Harry's regular emerald eyes but two pools of energy. Looking into his eye's Ron felt more powerful then he ever had but at the same time he was frightened beyond belief.

Shaking himself out of it Ron placed a hand on Harry's shoulder but was only flung back and did not stop until he hit the nearest tree.

"Bugger Harry snap out of it!" Ron said as he felt the air around him crackle with magic.

"May I be of help." said a voice behind Ron making him turn.

"Bane." Ron said in greeting as he saw the leader of the Centaurs as well as the representative of the Centaur pack in the Order of the Lily.

"Please." Ron asked.

"His emotions are over powering him. You must let him work this out himself. He is of no danger to himself for now." Bane said making Ron worry who had no choice but to sit back and watch his friend struggle with himself.

Not even a half hour later Ron felt the magic he had been feeling since he entered the forest disappear. He looked over to Harry whose eyes had returned back to normal.

"Ron?" Harry said weakly before he fainted.

Ron got up and checked Harry over and after making sure he was fine he called for Hedwig to talked Harry and himself back to Hogwarts' to see the Madam Promfhy.

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Later that evening Lily sat by Harry's side, he had yet to wake up.

"Harry," she said quietly "I promise you I won't let any one ever hurt you again my dear son. Oh Harry they will pay no one messes with my children. But Harry I hope you understand I love you. You are my son and I would do what ever I have to do to make you happy and keep you safe. And it begins tonight Harry." Lily said standing up and placing a kiss on his forehead, right on top of the scar that had made him famous.

Lily left the room having made up her mind. She made her way back to James' room and pounded on his door with all her might. Seconds later the door opened revealing a hardly awake James, her husband.

"Lily," he said but that was all he was able to get out as Lily walked into the room kicking the door closed behind her. She advanced on him causing him to back up and falling onto his own bed. Lily climbed on top of him and leaned down kissing him on the lips a kiss of passion.

"Lily," he said again as Lily started to un button her shirt.

"Lily please you don't" James stared again as Lily silenced him with a kiss.

"I'm ready James." was all she said as they both laid on the bed, pulling their cloths off and using their bodies for words.

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Harry woke up with a pounding head ache as the memories from what happened caught up to him.

"Bloody hell." he said.

"You got that right." a sweet voice said from beside him, Ginny.

"Ginny listen what I said I'm sorry I just, I lost control." Harry said as she handed him his glasses which Harry took gratefully.

"I'll forgive you this time Harry. But next time tell me what's going on alright. I swear you will be the death of me." she said smacking him lightly.

He gave her a small smile. "My mum?" he then said horrified.

"She's alright Harry. I mean last night she disappeared and well neither James or she showed up for breakfast this morning." Ginny said with a grin that made Harry sick.

"But you need to talk to her Harry. I can't explain to her what she saw but you can. It's only right." Ginny said.

"No Ginny she should of never looked in it! It's like..." but he stopped as she gave him a deadly glare.

"You listen to me Mr. Potter if you'd like to come back into Griff's room then you will speak to your mother. Zizi went to go get her and you will explain to her everything." Ginny said strongly that very much reminded Harry of Mrs. Weasely.

Harry nodded mutely.

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Zizi knocked on her brother's door. "Jimmy open up! I can't find..." but Zizi did not finish as the door opened not revealing her brother but Lily dressed in only one of her brother's quiditch t-shirts, shining brightly.

"Lily?" Zizi said as if she was not sure it was her friend.

"Zizi!" Lily said happily.

"Lily are you drunk?" Zizi asked.

"Of course not!" Lily replied.

"Fine then get dressed. Harry is waking up." Zizi said with a smirk as she saw her brother laying on his bed, his chest bare.

Lily's eyes went round as she closed the door quickly only to re open in fully dressed though a bit disheveled.

"...and James make sure you meet us down there. I want to solve this little problem Harry and you are having." Lily said.

"Alright dear." James replied with a laugh as Lily rushed to the hospital wing leaving Zizi standing by the door war.

"James can I just ask you a favor." Zizi said as her brother nodded for her to continue.

"Be careful with her James. She isn't as unbreakable as you think." Zizi said leaving.

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