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He waited there almost an hour. It is late and he doesn't know if she is going to come back to him. So he decides to go to bed.
"Good night." He murmurs to the nurse and enters his room.
'Why didn't she come back? Is she seriously sick? What's going on? Where is she?'
He's taking his clothes off and takes on his pyjama.
'I'll ask her tomorrow. Now it's too late to think about anything.'
"Good night" he says to the dark room and goes to bed.
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'I can't find her. Where is she? Now it's noon and I can't find her. Where has she been yesterday and where is she now?'
Jess is going for a walk through the garden, taking a book with him.
"Are you looking for Miss Gilmore?" a nurse asks him.
He nods.
"Over there." She says and shows to the little bridge.
He nods again and goes to the bridge. What is wrong with her?
He sees her sitting on the bridge, looking into the water.
"What's wrong with you?" he asks.
She turns her head around, facing him. She stands up and looks at him. "A lot is wrong."
"What is going on? Tell me!"
"Jess, I really enjoy being with you. I always did. And I'm glad that I'm able to feel all those old feelings again but--" She looks at him. Sad "But this won't last."
"What do you mean?" Now he is really worried.
"I'm sick, Jess. I'm very sick and I'm really sorry for telling you this but I'm going to go, soon."
"What? But where are you going to?" He's confused now.
"You've got to give me a promise."
"I promise whatever it its."
"Don't cry for me."
"What? Rory, I can't. I'll promise you everything you want but I can't do this! Tell me what's going on!"
"I've got leukemia and I'm going to die." She simply says.
He breathes hard and presses his lips together.
"No, that can't be true." He whispers.
"But it is. It is true. And I'm so sorry for that!" she whispers.
"But there must be a theapy! You have to be in a hospital with doctors all around you! You can't be here! You have to get healthy!"
"Jess," she lays her hand in his "It's too late."
"No it's not. It's never too late!"
"Yes it is. I'm too old and I don't wanna die in a hospital. With machines and chemistry all around me. I don't want this."
"But you can't die!"
"Yes I can. I have to. I'm old and I am going to die. With that desease or without it. I'm going to die and I know that this day will come but I want the rest of the days to be happy and sunny and ...I don't know...I want my last days to be wonderfu!"
"They will. I promise!" he says and smiles at her.
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'She can't go! She can't leave me! No, she can't! That's not why we met again! There must be a deeper meaning but that's not the reason! No...no she is not going to leave me here alone...no I'm not letting her go!'
To be continued...