I can only watch as you struggle among the ants
You cry out, but we can't hear you
There is nothing I can do to comfort you
You are helpless
Your only weapon is your determination to live
I want to talk to you, tell you it'll be okay
But I can't know if it will
We don't know where you are
And we don't know if we'll ever see you again
It aches me to see you this way
You were always so passionate about everything
You are a great CSI
But why did it have to lead to this?
All those years helping people, only to be hurt by it
It wasn't supposed to be like this
You were just on a case
And you were taken from us
I can't stand it
We are just watching, and can't help you
All we can do is search for you
And pray
I hope you can hear us praying for you
We love you Nicky and we'll find you
We have to.
