Our Children by BelleBaby
Chapter five
Rory's Pov
I was trying to fall asleep but I couldn't. I don't know why but I just couldn't. I thought about the fight that Tristan and Caroline had again before she stormed out the house, to her 'friend' her house. She said she wouldn't come back until I was gone. Yay! I smiled to myself. I'm going to Tristan.
I walked down the hall to his bedroom and snuck in. I saw him sleeping and couldn't help but admire how gorgeous he was. How could I ever let him go? I walked as quietly as I could to the bed and snuck in under his black silk covers. I bent over him a bit and gave him a soft kiss on his cheek. He opened his eyes and saw me. He smiled a stretched his arm so I could lay on his shoulder and he could wrap that arm around me. I laid down and put one arm across his naked stomach and he turned so he could put his other hand around me but it ended up on the back of my bare thigh. He softly stroked it and kissed me softly on the top of my head. I, in return, kissed him on his chest and turned my head so that it was resting on his chest and not his shoulder. He slowly started bringing the hand that was on my thigh closer and closer to my ass. While he started kissing and sucking on my neck, his hand softly stroked my ass. I turned my head a little and I caught his lips with mine.
"Tris .. I need you." He pulled me closer and continued his ministrations. After those, he made sweet love to me. I actually had sex with Tristan Dugrey.
Not long after we both fell asleep.
The next morning when I woke up, I was laying almost completely on top of Tristan. My head and hands were all on his chest and my legs were on the sides of him. One of his hands were tangled in my long hair and the other was on my butt. I stirred and moved around a bit. I started to sit up but the hand on my butt pushed me back down on top of him.
"Don't go. I like this position." Tristan said in a hoarse voice.
"I'm sure you do. Did you realize that you're hand is on my ass?"
"Yes, and it's feeling really nice Mary." Tristan said smirking. I laughed.
"When are you going to stop calling me Mary? I think I proved enough that I'm not a Mary anymore, Tristan."
"So? You'll always be my Mary." He said laughing. I looked at him and crawled up a bit. I kissed his chin and crawled even higher so I was hovering over him and we were looking each other straight in the eye.
"I missed this. I miss you Tris .." I whispered. We both knew what I meant. I was putting my heart on the line for him again. I leaned in to kiss him.
"Rory.." He said while turning his head.
"What?" I asked quietly. Please don't reject me Tristan, please don't.
"I can't do this. I- I'm .. I'm sorry. Can you please get off me?" He asked really quiet. I felt a pain rising around my longs, in my hands, everywhere. I couldn't breathe. It hurt too much. Tears were rising in my eyes but I closed them so he couldn't see them.
"I'm sorry." He said again.
"It's okay." I whispered, I couldn't do much more than whispering. "I understand. I'm the one who should be sorry. I am. I'm sorry." I got off of him and I started to stand, but I fell back down. I couldn't take it. Damn it hurt.
"Rory." He rushed to my side but I pushed him away.
"I'm fine. Don't worry about me." I laughed. It wasn't a natural laugh.
"Mommy?" Lori asked. I looked at the door and saw Alex and Lori standing there. Lori had tears running down her face.
"Baby?"
"Mommy what's wrong?"
"Nothing sweetie."
"Mommy are you okay?"
"Yes Alex I'm fine."
"Than why are you crying?" He asked coming to me and hugging me. I'm crying? I reached up to my face and felt tears.
"It's nothing sweetie. I just fell down and hurt myself."
"But you were already crying when you were laying on daddy. Did daddy hurt you?" He asked glaring at his father. Tristan looked down.
"No. He didn't. Don't worry. Lori baby, come here." I kneeled down and opened my arms so that she could walk into them. She came and she hugged me tight.
"I'm okay sweetheart. Okay?" She nodded. "Good. I'm going to take a shower."
Tristan's Pov
I watched her walk out of the room. I saw the hurt in her eyes, and written all over her fade. I saw her walls, walls I used to have, building up. What did I do? I love her! I want her back! But I knew that if I told her now, we would do something, and I'm not a cheater. Well usually I'm not .. That's the only reason why I regret last night. That's the only reason I pushed her away. I've never cheated on anyone before .. But now .. With Rory .. She's so special.
Rory Pov
I stepped out of the shower where I had been crying for 20 minutes straight. Not bothering to dry myself, I stepped out of the shower, wrapped a towel around myself and walked into 'my room'. I didn't know what to do. Should I leave? Should I stay and try to talk to him? After dressing, I decided I would stay, also for the kids, and I would talk to him when he came to me. If he came to me. God knows how much he hated me right now.
When I finished, I walked down the stairs to the kitchen.
"Mommy! Look, daddy made coffee and it's really yummy!" Lori said/screamed.
"That's nice." I said quietly. I looked up at Tristan and saw him staring at me. When he saw that I looked, he quickly diverted his eyes.
"What's that red around your eyes mommy?" I heard Alex. That boy notices every damn thing.
"It's just a little infection sweetie."
"Does it hurt?"
"A little." Well, it does sting a bit.
"When me or Alex have hurt,you and daddy always kiss it and make it better." There goes Lori again with her beautiful sentences.
"Well then you should come and make it better."
"I can't silly! Only grown-ups can do that!"
"Oh well.."
"C'mon daddy. You don't want mommy to have hurt right?"
"I'm fine sweetie." I assured her.
"No! Daddy, you have to make mommy feel better!" She commanded Tristan.
"Uhm.. Well.."
"Daddy!"
"Okay okay, I'm going! Geez .." He walked over to me and I realized he was really going to do it. He stood before me and we just stared at each other.
"Daddy!"
"I'm doing it Lori! Damn." Lori gasped but kept her mouth shut as Tristan leaned in. I closed my eyes and I felt Tristan's lips quickly kissing my eyes. He must hate doing this. He must be completely disgusted by me. How much did I suck yesterday night if he already regretted it?
"Mommy, do they hurt less now?" Alex asked me with eager eyes.
"Yes sweetie, thank you." He gave me a beautiful smile and tried to wink at me, but both of his eyes closed.
"Trissie?" We heard Caroline screaming from the hall. Alex and Lori started giggling and I had trouble holding my laughter since 'Trissie' was still standing in front of me.
"Trissie. Trissie for a guy who-" I started.
"Mary. Mary for a girl who fucks someone else's boyfriend and just can't seem to accept that he doesn't love her, but does love his actual girlfriend." Ouch. That hurt. A lot. Oh God .. He doesn't even love me. He practically said I'm a slut. I didn't dare to look him in the eyes. I stared everywhere, to the ground, the left off him, the right of him but I caught a short glimpse of his face. I saw the regret written all over it, but that didn't change anything. He still said it, so that means somewhere he means it.
"I- I'm sorry." I whispered but my voice still cracked. The tears were already rolling down my cheeks so I turned around and ran up the stairs. Alex glared at his father.
"You made her cry! You made mommy cry!" He said with his voice full of anger. He grabbed Lori, who had a sad look on her face, and they ran upstairs, coming after me.
Tristan's Pov
Oh my God. What the fuck did I just say? I didn't mean anything of it.
"Trissie!" I rolled my eyes.
"What?"
"Oh here you are!"
"I thought you weren't coming back until Rory was gone."
"Don't worry. She's gone." I turned around and saw Rory standing there. She had put her clothes back in her bag in a record time I think.
"Rory-"
"Thank you for letting me stay here. I mean, not that it was necessary or something, it's not like I was homeless, but whatever. I'm sorry that I was apparently a burden to you all these years. I won't bother you again, unless for of course the kids."
"apparently? How many times have I told you you were a burden?" Caroline asked her.
"I wasn't talking to you, you stupid- You know what, I don't even care anymore. I hope you guys will be happy together."
"Mommy please don't leave!" Alex screamed, running down the stairs.
"Yes mommy don't leave!" Lori yelled. She was still pretty high up the stairs when she tumbled and fell down the stairs.
"Lori!" Rory and I both screamed. Alex turned around confused and screamed when he saw his sister falling down the last few stairs. Just when she hit the bottom, Rory and I reached her. Her head was bleeding and the blood just kept on coming. Alex was crying and tried to put in his hand on the wound to stop it from bleeding, but I gently kept his hands away from the wound.
"The hospital- We have to go to the hospital." Rory said through her tears. I picked Lori up and carried her to my car. Alex ran after us and climbed in the car. I must have broken 10 laws while driving to the hospital, but frankly, I couldn't care less.
Half an hour later.
I was holding Rory while she cried. Lorelai and Luke had taken Seth, their 8 year old son and Alex away so they wouldn't see Rory cry.
"Calm down sweetie. She'll be all right."
"How can you know that!"
"She's a DuGrey, she'll get the best doctors of the entire state."
"Stop with that bullshit Tristan." She answered me, but I saw that somewhere it calmed her down. I pulled her on my lap and just held her tight to me, afraid to let her go.
"Let go of me Tristan." She struggled to get out of my grip and off of my lap.
"No Rory. I'm sorry! I didn't mean it! I'm sorry." I told her.
"Like hell you didn't mean it. Let go of me Tristan."
"No!"
"Tristan please. Please just let go of me. It hurts." Immediately I let go of her.
"I hurt you?"
"Not physically. It just hurts when you touch me." She was really close to tears.
"I'm sorry Mary. I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. You have to believe me."
"I don't have to believe anything you say Trissie." She said with venom in her voice. I looked down at that. "What do you care anyway? You don't love me remember? I'm just some slut."
"Mary-"
"Mr and Mrs DuGrey? Are you the parents of Lorelai DuGrey?" A female doctor asked, coming through the door they went in with Lori.
"Yes we are but it's Mr DuGrey and Miss Gilmore." Rory answered.
"Oh. Okay. Your daughter is currently still unconscious. We had to place stitious (spelling?), but the hit was pretty hard."
"Can we go see her?" Rory asked.
"Sure. But keep it quiet please."
"Thank you." We both said and then walked in her room.
"Hey sweetie. I'm sorry." Rory said to Lori.
"What are you sorry for?" I asked her confused.
"It's my fault." Rory said with tears forming in her eyes.
"It's not Mary."
"Stop calling me that. An hour ago you were calling me a slut and now your calling me Mary? Pick one Tristan and stick with it."
"Fine. I pick Mary." She rolled her eyes in frustration. "Now, explain to me.. how is this your fault?"
"If I hadn't decided that I would leave, she wouldn't of followed me and she wouldn't of fell down the stairs."
"You can keep going on like that Rory. Than you can just blame me cause if I didn't say that thing that I absolutely didn't mean, than you wouldn't be leaving and than-"
"I get your point Tristan."
"Oh okay. Mary listen-"
"No Tristan. Please just leave me alone."
"Rory?" Lorelai entered the room.
"Hey mom."
"Everything okay?"
"Yeah. She's still unconscious, but for the rest she's fine." I answered.
"Oh. We should get going, I'm sorry, tomorrow is an early day."
"I know. I'm sorry."
"No babe, it's not your fault." Lorelai said smiling. Everyone said bye and Luke, Lorelai, Seth and Alex (they decided he would stay with them for the night) left.
"Mary let me please explain."
"Not today Tristan. Please, just not today."
"Tomorrow? Please?"
"Okay."
"Really?"
"Yeess Tristan. I just said okay."
"Sorry."
"Whatever."
"C'monI'll drive you home."
"Home?"
"Yeah."
"You mean home 'home' right?"
"Yeah." I repeated. She gave me a really small smile.
"Thank you."
"No problem." I pulled her to me and put my arm around her waist but she pushed me away.
"Hey you already got a smile, don't push it." She said.
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Wow .. That was really hard (and took really long!) to write .. So I better get reviews:D ;)
About the 'stitious' I'm really sure that that's not right .. But I don't know how it is written :( I think you all know what I mean .. Could someone maybe tell me the right spelling? That would be great! Thank you!
I'm sorry that I didn't update yesterday (I had already written the chapter so it wouldn't of taken long to update), but I was gone from 9am (YES ! I know! THAT early and it's vacation!) and only came home at 2 am .. :( by that time I was pretty tired .. So I went straight to bed .. I'm sorry ! Hope you guys forgive me :( :) ;)
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Soloveable I really enjoyed reading your review ! I was smiling when I finished :D ;) I'm glad you enjoyed yourself reading the chapter :) Okay, thanks for the explanation on Alex :) I hope he seems 'cuter' in this chapter :D ;) Thank you :)
Mar0506 See ! You were already mean when you were a kid :D Just kidding ;) Thank you for reviewing on this chapter wether you like it or not :) Thank you :) Again :P ;)
I guess that was it :)
Please please review! I spent a lot of time on this chapter, I rewrote some parts over and over again, to get it somewhat better .. :( Please review ? Thank you :)
Kisses, BelleBaby