Our Children by BelleBaby
Chapter 6
Tristan's Pov
I stopped in front of her house.
"Do you want to stay here?" She asked me.
"I don't know. I mean, Caroline is probably waiting at home."
"Right.. Caroline."
"Ror-"
"Thank you for the ride Tristan. I'll see you tomorrow." I sighed.
"Kay. G'night Mary."
"Goodnight." She opened the door and got ready for stepping out of the car.
"What, not even a kiss on the cheek?" She looked at me liked I was crazy and got out of the car. I waited until she got inside and then left.
When I arrived at my place, Caroline was sitting on the front porch. When I got out of the car she immediately ran to me and hugged me.
"Are you okay? Is Lori okay?" I was a bit shocked at her reaction, but also happy. It meant that she cared.
"I'm fine. She's doing okay."
"Good. Uhm.. I uhm.." She seemed to hesitate.
"What is it?" I asked gently.
"Do you think it would be okay .. I mean, can I.."
"Just ask me." I said smiling.
"Can I go visit her tomorrow? Maybe? If it's okay?" Wow, I didn't expect that.
"Yeah sure. Of course. That would be really nice." I said smiling harder.
"Okay." She smiled back at me. She wrapped her arms around my neck again and kissed me. I kissed her back.
"Tristan, I really wanna try and make this work."
"Okay" I took a deep breath. "We'll try. It'll be hard. But we can try." I know .. The whole thing happening with Rory and all.. But maybe I should get over her. Even today, I mean .. Look at what I said to her. I didn't mean to say it to her, and I didn't mean it .. But .. What if it happened again? I would just keep on hurting her, and I don't want that. Maybe Rory and I aren't made for each other after all.
The next day, at Rory's house, Tristan's Pov
Caroline and I had a great night. First we just cuddled and talked.. And than the amazing things started happening. But I shouldn't think about that right now! Right now, I need to think about Rory and what to tell her. Oh no.. There she comes.
"Hi Tristan."
"Hey."
"So .. You came here to explain?"
"Yeah. Uhm .. Well.. Why I pushed you away yesterday morning first okay?"
"Kay."
"When we woke up I was still a bit in a daze. But when I understood what you were telling me, I realized that I just cheated on Caroline. And I really regret that. I regret the whole night actually. Not only for Caroline .. But also for me." Now came the hard part. It was true what I was saying. I really regret that night and having sex with her. "Then what I said in the morning.. Part of it was true. I'm sorry."
"What part?"
"The part where I said I loved Caroline. I do. I love her. I mean I think I do. I don't want to hurt you, you know that, .. I just want you to know the truth."
"So.. You and Caroline.. Are still together.. I mean.. You really love her?" I saw the hurt she was trying to mask, and I felt guilty .. But there wasn't much I could do.
"Yes, I think I do. I'm sorry."
"No. You don't have to be sorry. You should be happy. I mean, you found someone that actually loves you back. That must be great." It was silent for a while. "Well then .. I guess what I said really counts now too. I won't bother you accept for the kids." Tears were forming in her eyes.
"I'm sorry Rory." I whispered.
"No .. It's just strange. Yesterday we had sex. And now you don't want me at all .."
"Things happened with Caroline last night and I realized I can't just leave her. I need to know if it can work."
"Good for you." She got up and walked to the stairs. "Goodbye Tristan."
"Bye Rory." I said. This was it. Things were finally ending between Rory and I. I hope that's a good thing. Oh my God. I hope I did the right thing. I just pushed Rory, rudely, out of my life. I'll sure miss her. I don't want to miss her. What did I do! What the hell is wrong with me! I keep pushing her away, only to realize a moment later that I didn't want to push her away at all.
Rory's Pov
I can feel nothing but the pain.It hurts so damn much. I.. I don't know what to do. I threw myself on my bed and cried myself to sleep. When I woke up later, I went to the hospital to see my little girl. When I arrived there, I saw Lori up and laughing.. With Tristan and Caroline. That made the wound even deeper. I decided I would wait outside her room. When they came out I walked in. I saw Tristan looking at me, but I made a promise. I wouldn't bother him anymore. He didn't object to the promise, so that must be what he wants.
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Hey ! I know .. I haven't updated in a really long while .. I'm sorry, I have a reason .. There are just some problems in my family wich took almost all of my 'concentration' .. I've just started reading again and stuff .. So I'm sorry!
Okay, THANK YOU to everyone who reviewed! Thanks for the uh .. responses on my 'stitches-problem' .. I want you to know that I did do a spell check, but it's the kind of spell check that other options, but I knew the right one wasn't one of them .. Since almost apparently everyone knew what is was supposed to be, it wasn't such a big deal :)
Anyways, I don't have enough time to thank everyone seperatly .. Just, THANK YOU EVERYONE:)
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