Disclamer: I do not own ANY of the Inuyasha charachters. Please don't sue!
a/n: this is really angsty, and i know...i usually don't like Inuyasha and Kikyo togather...but i just wrote this like it is...kk? lol... please r&r... please! no flames! they make this Michelle angry and sad. (and trust me...u don't want to see me angry...)
I can't run anymore,
I fall before you,
Here I am,
I have nothing left,
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am,
Take me home,
I'm through fighting it
The rain felt like stinging needles on her face that night, she wasn't returning home for a few tests, or going to visit her family either. This time, Kagome was going home forever. The man she thought she could love was still in love with another woman; so much, he deserted her for the wretched woman.
Kagome didn't think twice about jumping into the well, she was exhausted she didn't even take three steps out of it before falling.
While being knocked unconscious, Kagome dreamt. Dreaming about the man she still loved, "Inu-Yasha..." she mumbled as her delicate face it the gravel.
Broken,
Lifeless,
I give up,
I can't go on,
Anymore,
Ever again,
Dreams, thoughts, questions...they all floated around in her head while she conversed with her overbearing conscious.
Did he mean to hurt you?
"Of course he didn't! He just didn't know I was there!"
Then why did he kiss Kikyo...behind your back...?
"Because she..."
You know it was on his own free will...
"No!"
Yes...
"But he loves me!"
Loved...
"..."
He betrayed you, Kagome...
"..."
The Kagome I know would understand this.
"No..."
Yes, Kagome, you know-
"No! Shut up! Stop talking to me!"
Kagome opened her eyes to a beautiful sunrise, "how long have I been out?" she asked herself.
Memories of Kikyo and Inuyasha kissing fluttered though her mind; he was holding her so tenderly, he'd never done that to her before. His hand on her back and her head on his chest. All of it made her cry, every thing made her cry. No longer could she live a normal life, he'd always be there...somehow...He had torn her up from the inside out and had broken her apart. Worst of all, she had to give him up to Kikyo; she would always regret that, but it was too late now.
My only hope,
All of the times I've tried
My only peace,
To walk away from you
My only joy,
My only strength,
I fall into your abounding grace
My only power,
My only life,
And love is where I am
My only love
Kagome sobbed into the gravel, her face stinging from the dirt in the cuts. She was bloody and her legs burned while her worst pain was her hear. It had been ripped, tortured, and shredded. "Please Inuyasha...I need you to survive!" she cried while rolling onto her back and taking a deep breath in. It was then she noticed the sharp pain in her stomach. Her shirt was saturated in blood and was so the gravel. Her eyes widened as the pain soon fully registered, "S-so...you'll do me...just as you did Kikyo years ago...?" she whispered while letting a soft chuckle out of her throat. She placed a sad smile on her face and closed her eyes; imagining Inuyasha's face when she had come back from the present and had brought his favorite ramen. He had just grabbed it from her while smiling when his face disintegrated and her eyes opened wide. She took in a deep breath and let it go slowly...but she didn't stop smiling. "I love you, please Inuyasha, remember that..." she lifted her hand to touch his smooth, warm, imaginary face. She then breathed out his name with a smile, but didn't breath back in.
Constantly ignoring,
The pain consuming me,
But this time it's cut too deep
I'll never stray again.
a/n: this is what happens when i get depressed...i make people die in my stories...creepy, huh? well when i wrote this...i cried and the paper was all smeared with inky splotches...Also...please R&R
Oh! And i was wondering...maybe i could continue this...not as a songfic, but just the whole aftermath of it...like Inuyasha being all sad...well u know...
Bai! -micca-
(please no flames! TT ----- see! i cry anime style when u do!)