Season Eight

Category: Romance

Spoilers: Threads and a hint towards Divide and Conquer

Characters: Sam Carter and Jack O'Neill

Pairing: Sam/Jack

Author's Note: Just a little thing I thought of during one of my many viewings of Threads. This is her thoughts before Sam gets out of her car at Jack's house. My first attempt at a drabble fic (it's exactly 200 words so really a double drabble). Hope you like…

Damned If I Do, Damned If I Don't

Well I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't.

If I do the Air Force will be on our backs quicker than a trip through the Stargate. Throwing around accusations that we have been carrying on together for years. Jack and I would be out of the Air Force with dishonourable dischargers, just for falling in love with the 'wrong' person, our careers in ruins.

But I'd be with Jack and I can face anything at his side.

If I don't, and I go ahead with this wedding I'll be making the biggest mistakes since deciding to 'keep it in the room'. I'll be marrying someone I don't love like I love Jack. Hurting Jack, Pete and myself in the process. I would still have my career and a working relationship with Jack.

But is that enough?

I already know the answer to that question or I wouldn't be sitting outside his house.

It's not enough.

Since I'm damned to lose my job if I do and damned to lose the man I love if I don't, I think I'll be damned if I do.

That decision made, I opened my car door and walked into his backyard.

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