Disclaimer: Don't own anyone except the people you don't recognize. Anyone else belongs to the people of CBS.

Pairing: Tim/ Calleigh. Who else.

Spoilers: Slightly Lost Son

Author's note: Reviews are always welcome.

I'm in my car and i'm on my way to work. It's only been 3 days since Tim died. And i have to keep my head held high for Horatio, Eric, and Alexx. But mostly for myself. But I know a secret. I promised this person I wouldn't tell this secret because it could mess up the whole reason why this person left in the first place. And i will take that secret with me to the grave because this person that told me the secret i love very much. We loved eachother so much that we were engaged and i'm 1 month pregnant. Horatio and everyone doesn't know that i'm pregnant, so i have to tell them today.

I walk out of the elevator and everyone looks at me sadly beacuse three days ago my fiance was killed in the line of duty because some idiots in a jewlery store didn't want to get caught for fraud but what they don't realize is that now there going away longer then they would for fraud because they killed a police officer.

Everyone knew how much Tim and I loved eachother perhapes that's why everytime i walk into the lab they look at me like i'm a walking zombie. There afraid to talk to me, afraid that I might cry and not be able to stop. But i won't cry because I know a secret and i will carry that secret to the grave.

After I walk out of the elevator i see Horatio. "I knew you'd be waiting."

"Hey Cal...so um...how are you feeling?"

"Taking it one day at a time. Like you told me to."

"Good, you know if you need anything i'm here."

"I know you are. So um..do we have a case yet?" Horatio shakes his head. "Good can you um...get everyone together in the breakroom for me. There's something I need to tell you guys."

"Ok."

"Alright, why don't you go ahead i'll meet you guys there." I don't like to keep secrets from my co-workers. But in all honesty there keeping secrets from me. Well Horatio and Alexx are i guess its for my own safety. But i'm not the victim. The real victim is Eric. And I hate lying to him but i'm not the only one lying to him Horatio and Alexx are to. I head over to ballistics and shot off a few rounds before i head over to the break room. When i get there Eric and Alexx are sitting on the coach and Horatio is leaning against the counter.

"Alright Cal whats up?"

"Um.. i need to talk to you guys."

"Honey what is it?" asked Alexx.

"I'm um..i'm pregnant."

Horatio and Alexx look at eachother worridely. And Eric just stares at me. "Guys say something." I say.

"Congradulations." said Horatio and Alexx together. And Eric stands up i thought he was going to come over and give me a hug but he just walks out of the room and i go after him.

"Horatio?" says Alexx tears in her eyes.

"I know Alexx but we can't say anything. Not now anyways."

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"Hey." said Calleigh as she sat down next to Eric on the bench in the locker room.

"Hey."

"You know if anybody needs to be upset here, it should be me and i'm not." said Calleigh.

"He left you Calleigh. He was going to have a child and he just left you how can you not be upset with him."

"Well he died in the line of duty. Doing what he loved and I know there would have been no other way he would have wanted to leave." God i'm a good actress I say to myself.

"Calleigh i'm sorry. You know if you need anything i'm here for you right." said Eric.

"I know. And i thank you for that." said Calleigh as Eric embrassed Calleigh into a hug.

"Um..excuse me Detective Duquesne?" said Paula.

"Yes Paula?"

"Um..your sister is here to see you. She says its urgent."

"Ok tell her i'll be right there." Paula nodded and left. Calleigh turned to Eric. "We ok?"

"Yeah were good. Ok. Ii'll see ya later."

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"Megan?" said Calleigh as she walked up to her sister.

"Calleigh."

"Megan are you high." asked Calleigh as she pulled her sister to the side.

"No." studdard Megan.

"Your pupils are dialted and your drunk. I can smell it on your breath."

"Damn it Calleigh I came here to ask you for a favor and your just going to stand there and yell at me?" Megan yelled.

"Megan Ann Duquesne lower your voice. What was it you wanted?"

"I need some money?"

"No. No not happening. Money for what? Money so you can go buy drugs or booze no I dont think so."

"Damn it Calleigh I just need a couple of bucks please?"

"No i'm not going to be an accesory to you killing yourself."

"God Calleigh." said Megan as she walked away but quickly turned around. "You know ever since that dumbass fiance of your died. You've become a real bitch. No wait you've always been a bitch ever since we were kids. And you would think that since your a ballistics expert you would have taught your boyfriend how to clean his own gun!" yelled Megan as Horatio, Eric, and Stetler appeared in the hallway. Calleigh walked over to her sister and grabbed her by the arm and pushed the button for the elevator.

"You listen and you listen good. Tim was a great man. Better of a man then you'll ever find. And i am not going to just stand here and listen to you bash his name, so you get out off here Megan and if you ever come near this lab again or if i ever hear you talking about Tim in that way again. I swear to god I will kill you myself. And i promise you my gun is clean!" said Calleigh angrily as her sister got into the elevator.

Calleigh turned around. "Calleigh?" said Horatio.

"No, just leave me alone." said Calleigh tears slowly pouring down her face. Sometime Calleigh hated her family especially when they came to her work place and embarresed her like that.

TBC...Kinda weird I know but just let me know what you think. I promise it will get better. Please review.