Disclaimer : - Don't own Beyblade in any way or form. Any unrecognized Characters are mine.

Where you really alone?

This is a test chapter…let me know what you think.

Rating – pg-13 – 15

Pairing revealed as you read.

YAOI most parings are yaoi,

Mpreg?…..maybe

Swearing.

Summary- Something happens to Rei to make him run from his team. Find out what it is and what happened in the months that they where together before he ran.

I apologize for spelling and grammar now as it is terrible.

Chapter 1

Crying woke Rei from his sleep groaning he lifted himself up from his single bed, walking over to the crying bundle that had a draw as a bed, picking the bundle up he started to try and calm it down, beginning to sing a Lullaby in Chinese, one he remembered from his time in his old village. The bundle quieted for a while before it began to cry once more. Rei Checked everything it didn't need changing and it had just been fed so what could it possibly want frustrated Rei looked at the toddler inside the bundle that was wailing loudly, Rei started the bounce and rock it but still the child cried, he checked for fever but still nothing would calm the child. Signing Rei glanced at the clock to see that it was three in the morning, he held the bundle tightly, curling up on his bed and started to purr while rocking the child this seemed to do the trick, quietly Rei picked the child back up and placing it back into it's bed making sure it was warm enough before he went back to sleep but a hour later the crying started all over again. Rei once more checked the child over but nothing was wrong it seemed to just want to make noise and with the people around him he could not afford to let the child make it, specially at 4 o'clock in the morning.

"Come on Little one, daddy's got to be up for work at 6 o'clock and Grammar Mai will be looking after you." He said as he rocked the child but still the toddler screamed, deciding to cut his loses he changed the child into it's out door clothes and secures it into a pushchair leaving the child there before getting himself dressed in a pair of blue baggy trousers and a baggy black top, his hair shoved his hair into its usual wrap leaving his bangs to hang limply around his face, he glanced at the child and then at the night outside that could be seen through the bare single window of his flat. Rei pulled away from the window and took hold of the push chair and started the journey out of his flat into the corridor and into the lift, thanking Buddha that it worked, he descended 3 floors before walking out into the courtyard of the flats. The flats where on the lowest end of the property scale but Rei still found it hard to scrap the money together for the rent as well as enough to feed the both of them. The Neko Jin pushed the child into the row of shops that lead into the main shops of Hong Kong, the streets where quiet with only the occasional shouts or bouts of laughter from groups or couples walking back from a night out but none took any notice of what looked like a mother pushing her child. Rei sighed as the child had only quieted down slightly now only grizzleing, he walking into the local park that seemed to always helped to calm himself and his child, they sat staring over the trees Rei rocking the child on his knee. Finally when the sun had risen at 6 o'clock, Rei started the walk back to the flat with the child fast asleep in the pushchair, on the way he stopped at an old fashioned Chinese building and tiredly moved up the path, knocking on the door lightly before bending down to remove his own shoes then the child's. The door creaked open and an elderly Neko Jin stood there smiling widely.

"come in young ones" she welcomed stepping a side to let Rei and the pushchair in.

"Grammar Mai" smiled Rei but it didn't hide his tired face or the worry he tried to hide from the old lady that took care of Rei's child while he was at work, the old lady caught the look.

"what's the matter young one, you need to rest. Ring work and tell them that you can not come in I shall still look after the little one" she said kindly laying the child in the cot like bed that was placed by the fire in the lounge before urging Rei to sit before she moved to the kitchen returning with two cups of tea

"I can not afford not to go Grammar Mai. I am already late for the rent on my flat" said Rei sipping his tea.

"that is no flat young cub" said Mai "that is a box"

She was right the flat that Rei lived in was over priced for what it was, a one roomed flat with the smallest bathroom partitioned off so it was advertised as a two roomed flat but it was so expensive but for Rei there was no where else to go.

"I know but it's all I can afford…just" said Rei drinking the rest of his drink and glancing at the clock as it struck half 6.

"at least have a shower before you go young cub" Mai said as she showed him to the bathroom, while she woke her husband, then going back downstairs.

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Rei stepped into the shower and let it wake him up but lately he was getting less and less sleep along with taking more on at the restaurant that he worked at hoping to get enough money to start saving. He washed his knee length hair quickly knowing that Mai would always make him go back to do it if he hadn't before stepping out of the shower and drying off, changing back into his clothes, he brushed his hair before re-binding it and headed back downstairs with the used towel. Once he had said Goodbye to Grammar Mai and Grampar Xiou he had to run to the restaurant so he had to run to the restaurant so he had to run to the restaurant so he wouldn't be late, he was lucky that the owners of the restaurant he worked at insisted on the uniform being cleaned professionally and had them done over night so they where waiting every morning clean and ready. He pushed the door open and ran into the changing room just as 7 o'clock arrived so he was on time he changed into his white and yellow top that had a blue under top, and baggy white trousers, he applied a pain white bandana to his head to keep his bangs out of the way before he entered the main part of the restaurant and helped the others set out.

The day had been the worst for Rei in the last few months and it wouldn't be over for another 6 hours, midnight is when he would finished like he had the night before but he was struggling on surviving on 3 hours sleep but luckily it hadn't been the boss or manager that he had had the trouble with but the customers, especially the ones he was waiting on at the moment and he was fast losing his patients, a group of foreign business men had come in as a good bye meal before they departed back to their own companies and they obviously drank before they had come in and now they where terrorizing the waitresses that tried to serve them, so the manager had changed so waiters where doing the service but it didn't help as they seemed more enamored with the boys as with the girls and their main targets where Rei and a boy just older than him with a waist length plate of dark green hair. There was a hand currently resting on his ass as he set out the plates and he moved it but it continued to come back before the hand slapped his ass and the owner propositioned him involving money and a hotel nearby, Rei stalked off and stormed into the kitchen trying to calm down.

"Kon, why are you not out there?" came a shout before the owner of the voice noticed the pissed off look on Rei's face.

"if he touches me one more time Ling" growled Rei before taking a breath, pushing down his emotions like he had been doing for the last two years and picked up a tray and walked out to serve again, once again the hand was back and Rei politely refused the man's advanced but one of his friends joined in while the others started on the green haired boy who though older was a thin boy who couldn't fight anyone. Rei pulled away from the two that where clinging to him and sent a glance to the kitchen, the message clear –get the manager- before he walked towards the other man and tried to pull him out of the men's hold but Rei wasn't as strong as he used to be and his strength was waning because he was so tired, he managed to grasp the boys arm who was called Omi and get a small distance away from the men, he glanced up and saw Ling coming towards the table with Titi and Calica the two big built cooks to get the men out but Rei doesn't see the man who grabbed Omi pulling Rei off balanced before the one that had proposition him earlier had finally realized he thought he had been wronged and slapped Rei hard round the face knocking Rei over who reactions weren't quick enough as he fell on his side, hitting his head on the floor with a crack, Rei blacked out.

Ling saw what had happened to Rei but was worried when Rei hadn't got back up to fight back . Titi and Calica had got the drunks out of the restaurant before closing and locking the doors as all others had left because of the racket the business group had been making. The manager moved over to where Rei had fallen to see that he was on the floor out cold.

"Titi" he called, the large cook appeared at the managers side and looked down at Rei before picking him up and taking a seat holding him in his lap as Ling looked over the cut on the Neko's temple.

Rei blinked and stirred before looking groggily around him to find that he was say in Titi's lap while Ling's wife was fussing and cleaning the cut on his head, he winced and struggled.

"Keep Still" ordered Titi holding him tighter as Kimiko cleaned and dressed his cut. Once she had finished he struggled for Titi to let him go but the man held on then he realized that Kimiko was speaking to him.

"are you alright? Rei…..Rei?" she said worriedly.

"I'm fine" mumbled Rei using his strength to get out of Titi's hold but the world span around him, his legs gave way as he went towards the floor but Titi caught him.

"he should go to a hospital" stated Kimiko "he could have concussion"

"I'm fine" mumbled Rei, finally his vision clearing slightly as he started to walk away before he was pushed into a chair by Omi.

"you're not fine" he said looking sternly at Rei, Rei growled angrily and his eyes narrowed, baring his teeth.

"I should know if I am alright" he said before stalking into the changing room to get changed. Omi watched the Neko in shock, the transformation had made him jump.

"Whoa" he said, some nodded in agreement. Ling turned to Calica.

"make sure he gets home, if he'll let you, stay the night" he said, Calica went to go when Omi stopped him.

"It's my fault he got hurt, I'll go" he said before going after the Neko, he was in time to see him stumble out of the door, quickly Omi changed into his normal clothes before following Rei, he watched Rei walk all over the place obviously dizzy, he followed behind knowing roughly where Rei lived but was surprised when he turned off to the old Chinese house that Mai Kaitica lived at, hiding at the bottom of the garden he watched the door open and a pushchair be handed to Rei by a man who looked concerned but Rei brushed it off, he moved as Rei came back down to garden, pushing the pushchair Omi could see a toddler inside, this was confused Rei didn't have a family, shaking his head he started to follow him again until they reached the flat that Rei began to enter.

"Rei" he called deciding now he better catch him before he went inside.

"Omi?" asked Rei trying to focus on the man

"Ling wanted someone to make sure you home alright" said Omi "didn't know you had a little one"

Rei shock his head "Not mine, My auntie gave him to me to look after for awhile, she's in hospital" said Rei lied using Omi's observation for him.

"is that why you're been off" said Omi. Rei nodded before dizziness overcame him, he gripped the pushchair handles to try and steady himself.

"whoa there, another thing Ling asked if I could stay the night to make sure your alright" said Omi

"I'll be fine Omi, once I'm relaxed and get some sleep" said Rei a fake smile covering his face.

"at least let me make sure you get to bed please" said Omi kindly, Rei gave in and lead the older boy to the lift, swearing when it had the out of order sign on it. He turned to Omi.

"couldn't give us a hand up the stairs could you?" he asked, Omi nodded.

"what floor?"

"4th" said Rei, Omi nodded and said he'd take the pushchair if Rei wanted to carry his cousin. Rei agreed and they started the walk up the stairs, out of breath Omi was the first to make it on the fourth landing with Rei behind holding the asleep child, he passed Omi and open his door, turning the light on as he entered revealing the hole of a flat that he lived in.

"Sorry about the mess" apologized Rei as he set the child down to change him into his night clothes while Omi collapsed the pushchair. Rei smiled at the green haired man. "do you want a drink?" he offered as he set the sleeping toddler into its bed, hoping that it would stay asleep tonight.

"no, I only stayed to make sure that you made it to your home alright" said Omi "here's my number incase you need any help. I'll pick you up tomorrow to make sure that you're alright in the morning."

Rei looked at the older man. "fine, if I'm not here go to Mai's where you saw I got the child from, I'll probably be there" said the Neko releasing a yawn.

"see you tomorrow Rei and remember ring if you need anything" said Omi before leaving the flat waving before he disappeared. Rei closed the door before leaning against it releasing a breath closing his eyes against the forming headache, drained Rei heaved himself up from the door checked the child was alright before pulling off his clothes and changed into his night clothes and falling into bed after turning the light off, he relaxed his mind and body, floating into subconscious.

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"whaaa" spilt the silence, the person on the bed shifted and opened their eyes slowly, groggily registering what was going on., he rose and stumbled towards the toddler, glancing at the clock but could only make out blurred red lights, picking up the child he started to rock it slowly while humming but the child continued to wail, Rei sat heavily on his bed his head spinning and pounding, the wailing was sharpening the pain. He tried everything he had the night before and again the child continued to wail, tears filled dull amber eyes as the pain grew to much, the child sensing it's guardians distress quieted down slightly and released a purr. Tears continued to trace down Rei's face as the past two years of emotions crashed into him, absentmindedly he placed the child back into it's bed where if fell silent, Rei blindly made his way back to the bed and curled up into a tight ball, crying heavily all sadness and depression rising and taking hold of his soul and mind, memories of the Bladebreakers and his old life resurfacing, soon tiredness and pain made his body close down and he was deep in his subconscious.