Okay I kno I took a long time of publishing dis bcuz I have been going threw hell n my uncle leaves da pc off n it has a pw on so I cant get threw also thanx 4 da reviews I appreciate it even tho its not that popular :( put anyways thanx 2 da ppl dat actually likes it n every1 dat doesn't likes my story can go all 2 hell n burn until their bones bcome ashes umm… yea I tend 2 say weird stuff okay lol
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Chapter 3: A Confession
InuYasha woke up in the roof realizing that he fell asleep with Kagome in his arms. He carefully got up and carried Kagome inside. He was hoping that she wouldn't wake. He didn't really wanted to bother her, but just lay by her side. He knew he could lye by her side. But InuYasha just couldn't. He loved Kikyo, but in the same time he loved Kagome. He wanted to love Kagome and forget about Kikyo, but couldn't. He can't forget her like that. He has tried to forget her but couldn't. She was to precious to him and so is Kagome.
When InuYasha got inside he looked at her fragile face and thought she looked like Kikyo. But Kikyo was cold blooded and much more dark, but Kagome is warm and by heart she is very kind and loving. She can always light up a room and make it warmer. It seems that nothing in the world can stop her from being happy all the time. It's really amazing that she looks like Kikyo and has the same powers but never will be her and never will act like her. He only wishes that Kagome would be Kagome forever.
InuYasha put Kagome in her bed laying her down and covering her up. He looked at her again and thought that she looked so peaceful. Then InuYasha turned to walk out of the door, but then he heard some mumbling. He looked back but no one was in Kagome's room only Kagome. So he walked towards her and got on his knees and looked at her. Then he heard more mumbling. It was her she was talking in her sleep. InuYasha got up and walked towards the door once more to close it on his way out.
"InuYasha don't leave me stay here with me." Kagome said in a few mumbles.
"Huh!" InuYasha looked back to Kagome and saw that she was still asleep in her bed. "Kagome is talking in her sleep." InuYasha thought looking at Kagome dead in her sleep laying so peaceful
"Please InuYasha don't leave me like you do." Kagome said once more still talking in her sleep.
InuYasha looked down at his feet and looked back in the past. He remembered that he always left looking for Kikyo. Leaving Kagome behind by herself without protection from him. InuYasha couldn't help it. But now that Kikyo was out of his life, he can finally be with Kagome forever.
"Okay! I wont leave you this time. Not even for Kikyo." InuYasha said to Kagome closing the door behind him for Miroku wont come in.
InuYasha walked towards Kagome's bed and lay there by her side. Kagome turned around and landed on his chest gently. She was so close to him and yet so far away. InuYasha had her beyond her reach, but wanted to grab her and hold her forever. InuYasha missed her even though she was just right next to him. He missed her every second of his life. He couldn't help it. He loved looking into her warm beautiful brown eyes. He wanted to hold her into his arms and never let go. So InuYasha decided to put his arm around her fragile body, but he started to blush. InuYasha got a little used to it and felt so sleepy but he didn't want to fall asleep there.
Suddenly everything started to get pitched black and he started to fall. InuYasha landed somewhere. But he couldn't see at all from all the fire. Then he looked around trying to remember why this village seemed so familiar to him. Then it hit him like a ton of bricks. He was at Kaede's village. Something told InuYasha to go run after the shikon jewel. He started to run for the jewel but then some one struck him in the back.
"Aww… I've been struck… Who did this to me?" InuYasha looked ahead and saw a dark figure. It was Kagome she shot him on the chest. But Kagome was wearing Kikyo's clothes. "Kagome…why…why did… you… shot me…?" InuYasha looked at her but then she started to form into Kikyo.
"InuYasha you crushed my hopes and dreams of being with you. Why did you betray me? I thought we had to be together forever. But now that I know that you love that wench more then you love me, now you must die with her." Kikyo said pointing at the dead Kagome on the floor. Then Kikyo raised her arrow straight to his heart. "And now you must… DIE INUYASHA."
Kikyo shot the arrow at InuYasha's heart but at that instant InuYasha woke up from his nightmare. He looked around to see that Kagome was not in his arms anymore. He sat up right and looked around. He was dripped in sweat. He stood up to walk to the bathroom but couldn't find his balance. So He sat there on the bed waiting for he can hold himself up again. InuYasha was breathing hard and couldn't stop. InuYasha finally caught his breath and stud up. He started to walk to the bathroom. He found nothing but a bloody pad. InuYasha picked it up from the tip and watched it spin around not knowing what it was.
"What is this?" InuYasha looked at it very confused. "Kagome is bleeding but where. Maybe she… YUKE!" InuYasha dropped it immediately.
InuYasha pushed the pad with his finger, putting it where it was. InuYasha walked to the door of the bathroom and closed it. Then he turned around and walked out the hallway. He looked out the door and saw an empty hallway. Then he turned and closed the door and sat on the bed with his head buried in his hands.
"That dream seems so real." InuYasha said to himself looking down at the floor and looking very stressful. "It was as if Kagome really did shot me. I still can feel the pain in my chest where both Kikyo and Kagome shot me."
InuYasha got up and went out the door to look for Kagome. He walked down stairs but found only Shippo and Souta playing video games together. InuYasha walked to the couch and watched them play for a second then he looked at both boys and walked to the floor and sat there.
"Do you know where's Kagome and the others?" InuYasha asked watching both Fighting characters get their ass kicked by the other.
"Umm… yeah they said that there going to go out to buy something. I wasn't really sure what they we're going to buy but I just simply knobbed my head at them." Souta said pressing the buttons on his PlayStation2 control.
"Shippo did they said where they we're going?" InuYasha asked.
"Umm… Yeah they said that they we're going to buy some thing to eat and we're coming back to get you. Kagome in the other hand left to go to school." Shippo said trying to beat Souta at his game.
Then InuYasha got to his feet and started to walk towards the door. InuYasha stopped and looked to the bright sun that was out, getting used to the bright light. He looked back to the two boys then looked to some birds that were pecking the floor. Then stepped on to the porch and watched the birds play under the Sacred Tree. He was leaning against the Wight wooden railing. He watched the three little bird's sing and play.
"Their so beautiful." InuYasha said watching more coming for food. "I'm going walking, it's to boring here." InuYasha looked back at Shippo and Souta. "Hey you two, you want to go walking?"
"Umm… No thanks maybe later I'm playing a new game with Souta." Shippo said clicking the buttons of the control.
"Fine I'll go by myself." InuYasha said under his breath. InuYasha gave a sigh and started to walk to the entrance of the shrine. "I wonder what Kagome is doing. Maybe she's hanging with her friends or something, doing that woman stuff. Talking about guys." InuYasha said to himself. Then suddenly he got a flash back of Kikyo holding the bow and arrow in his dream. "The dream. That's right, the dream I had earlier… What did it meant? Hmm…" InuYasha looked down at his feet. "Does it mean that Kikyo truly hates me? Or does it mean that we are not meant to be and that Kagome and me are meant to be together forever. Kikyo said in the dream that I loved Kagome and that I had to die with her. She also said that I crushed her hopes and dreams of being with me. Does that really mean something or is that just me." InuYasha was at the foot of the stairs and looked around at the crowd. Like always everyone stared at him. "Hmm… Kagome should be out of school at this time. Hmmm… If I was Kagome I would… Aw I don't know exactly where the fuck she will be." InuYasha started to react to the moment.
Everyone looked at him as though he was a wild animal. Then he looked around the crowd and looked to a young boy that stopped and looked at him. He was looking at him directly.
"What are you looking at?" InuYasha said getting in the boys face.
"Wow! You got dog-ears. Are those real? Let me see them?" The boy said looking at InuYasha. InuYasha's eyes became wide and he started to sweat a little. "Can I touch them?" The boy asked him. He immediately grabbed on to InuYasha's Ears.
"Hey! What the fuck are you doing? Let go of my ears." InuYasha said holding on to his own ears. InuYasha was finally let lose. Suddenly InuYasha fell backwards and stumbled on to a group of screaming schoolgirls and landed on to the lap of a familiar scent. InuYasha opened his eyes and saw a familiar slightly red checks.
InuYasha got a little shocked to see Kagome looking down at him. "Huh? Kagome?" InuYasha said getting up to sit. He stared at Kagome with a shocked face.
"Ahh! InuYasha? Wha-what are you doing here? How may times have I told you not to leave the house without me."
"Well what do you expect? You take so long to come home so I always have to hurry you up."
"Well it doesn't mean that I'm going to go off some place and never come back."
InuYasha stayed silent and looked at Kagome. "Well… I know you wont. It's that… Forget it." InuYasha finally said rubbing the back of his head.
"InuYasha you know that you can tell me anything. Anything. Don't you trust me?"
"Umm… Kagome I guess we will be leaving now. Okay!" Said Eri starting to walk ahead.
"Yeah! We will leave you for you can talk to your boyfriend." Yuka said grabbing Eri's arm. "Okay! Bye!" Both girls said.
Ayumi ran up to Kagome "Bye Kagome. Wish you luck."
"Okay!"
"Bye InuYasha." Said Ayumi waving at InuYasha as he got up.
"Bye!" InuYasha said watching them walk away. Both InuYasha and Kagome watched them walk away until they disappeared from sight.
"Okay!" Kagome grabbed InuYasha's hand and held on to it. "Okay what's wrong?" Kagome asked as they walked up the stairs.
"Umm…Its nothing really." InuYasha said turning a little red. InuYasha looked away to the trees.
"Huh? Humph! Fine I see. I now realize that you don't trust me. Not even from the beginning. I knew that from the start."
"Kagome don't say that. That is not true. Don't say that kind of nonsense. I will always trust you." InuYasha said grabbing her shoulders for he can look into her face.
"So how come you wont tell me what's wrong." Kagome said calmly. "I sometimes think that you would never trust me but…" Kagome paused then she looked to the ground.
"But, what?"
"But…" Kagome looked into his eyes. "Ummm…never mind." Kagome started to walk towards the house.
"But, what?" InuYasha said grabbing her arm to look at her. But she still didn't look at him. She just pulled away from his grip and kept walking towards the house, until she go to the top of the stairs. "Kagome tell me. See you don't always be honest with me too"
"That's because you're never honest with me," Kagome said immediately turning to face him. InuYasha gasped and stayed speechless. "It's as though I'm nothing to you. Nothing what so ever! Like I said that other time, when we left that half demon Jenenji and his mother. That same day I told you that I would like it that you would open up to me more, and I still want that same wish out of you."
"Kagome…" InuYasha said looking at the ground trying to see if he can be distracted by anything around him. "I wish I can open up to you too, but I can't. I can't because I find it so difficult to do so." InuYasha said, "It's just so hard to tell you things. But I find it more difficult to tell the others then I find it in you. So basically you know more then me then anybody else. See I wish I could tell you everything but when I get close to you or just stand right next to you I get very nervous and scared. I'm not really sure why I get nervous around you." InuYasha looked at her eyes. "I guest I'm just…" InuYasha grabbed Kagome by the shoulders and let her fall into his arms. "Kagome… I'm just…I'm just…in love with you. I Love You. Haven't you realized that? I Love you so much." InuYasha held her a little tighter when those three beautiful words came out of his mouth.
Kagome gasped. She wanted these words to come out of his mouth for so long. She was so happy to hear those words from him. She waited for this moment for so long. She wrapped her arms around him and held tightly. She didn't want to let go. She didn't want to let go not even if she was in the hands of death.
InuYasha did the same thing he held her tighter then ever before, when she did. He didn't cared if he was falling in the depths of hell. As long as Kagome will be there with him, even through death. He wanted her to be by his side forever.
"Kagome…?" InuYasha said trying to catch her eyes.
"Yeah?" Kagome responded opening her eyes to find him looking at her.
"Can I…hmph…?"
"Can you what?"
InuYasha looked at her eyes and felt his heart beat faster. His breathing got a lot heavier, and his palms started to get a little wet.
"Can you what, InuYa…" Kagome was interrupted by a warm kiss that InuYasha gave her.
Kagome was so surprised, but she felt so happy and warm inside her chest. She stared at the sky for a moment, and then she closed her eyes to enjoy the taste of his tongue entering her mouth. She wrapped her arms around his neck to get a better position.
After a while, Kagome pulled her head backwards a little and walked herself towards the house. She was so surprised that what he had said, asked, and did was all him. She couldn't believe him. She thought she was dreaming. But it felt so real. Kagome turned around to see if he was still there, and that if she didn't imagined it. She saw him looking at her so surprised. So Kagome turned around quickly when she saw his face and walked faster with her head bowed.
Kagome got to the door and shut it behind her. She looked around and saw no one in the living room. She got off from the door where she pressed against and walked upstairs. On her way up she heard Shippo and Souta talk about going outside.
Kagome went inside her room and locked the door to make sure no one came in to interrupt her. She walked up to her bed and sat on the edge and looked outside to the sky.
"What just happened? He…just…. no that never happen." She said to herself grabbing her hair and nodding no. "Kagome you're losing it girl. That never happened…." She looked at the sky again. "…Of course it did. 0How could it not have happened…." Then suddenly out of nowhere. The image of InuYasha kissing her came to her mind. "It did happen. But…. why? Why did he kiss me? Why did I walk away? Why didn't I just stay with him? At that point I wanted to stay with him forever, and it felt so right. But yet, why did I walked away?"
Before she knew it. It turned dark and Kagome was lying on her bed looking at her pitch-black room. Then she looked out side and suddenly there was a shadow that past by her window.
"Huh? What was that?" She got up and opened her window and climbed up onto the roof to see was it was. "Hmmm…what was that?" She said looking side to side to see what it was. She looked at the very top and saw it was InuYasha looking at the half moon that was up.
InuYasha was thinking about what he should tell Kagome after kissing her. He felt so stupid when she walked away. He kept asking himself why did she walk away? He thought she felt the same way he felt about her. He looked at the brightest star in the sky. But then he saw some one walking towards him in the corner of his eye. He turned around quickly to see it was Kagome.
"Kagome…" He said to himself.
"Look InuYasha. I'm Sorry about walking away from you earlier…I…"
"No I'm Sorry. I should have never kissed you. I should have never said those words. I just thought you felt the way I felt about you…"
"What are you talking about?" Kagome said giving him a loving-like-smile. "I do feel the same way you do. I always did. I know not at first. But since I started to know you even more, my heart seemed to grow for you. It slowly started to love you." Kagome walked towards InuYasha and softly put her head to his chest and once again heard his heart pounding faster then she could ever imagine. She looked up at him and smiled when he returned the look. And held him tight. InuYasha did the same.
"I love you Kagome!"
"I love you!" Kagome responded back.
Okay end of chappy 3 . fuck its been a year now XD I havent writin 4 that long damn but o well its bcuz lazyness n of my sis n my uncle n i have been places but mostly is lazyness lmao but eh im more of a artist . if only fanfic can accept some art lmao but o well
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