ShouldI Stay or Should I Go

A/N: Sorry i took long to post this. I've just been busy with my school work. I hope you like this chapter! Wendae

Spoiler: This isn't exactly a lemon scene even though it may seem like it.


Ayame squinted as she looked from side to side at Kouga's arms. He inhaled her toxic scent of strawberries and cream. Her eyes widened as she realized what was going on. Kouga pressed his lips against her and licked them till she finally allowed him entry. She was still high and she could smell the alchohol on him. She tried to push him off, but there was no use, he wouldn't move. She let out a muffled yell. She finally got air as he let her lips go.

"K-Kouga sto-" Ayame began but was cut off by another kiss.

It seemed that the scent Kouga gave off made her feel a warmth. It was weird to her. She couldn't resist it. 'What am I doing!' Ayame thought. She was running out of breath. She couldn't hold it any longer. She lasted a few more seconds. Then they parted and both gasped for air. She placed two fingers on Kouga's lips stoping him from another lip lock.

"K-k-Kouga, st-stop before you do something you'll regret." Ayame said while still trying to get air.

Kouga didn't care his passion burned harder. Ayame sensed it as he nipped at her neck. 'Why can't he control his emotions. What wrong with him, what's wrong with me?' Ayame thought. She gave out a small whimper as she felt her blue jacket fall off her and her shirt streched and go a little below her shoulders. She shook under Kouga's muscular body. She grabbed a fist full of his shirt and tried to push him off, but she failed once again.

"Kouga!" She said.

But he either ignored her or didn't hear her. He sucked on her bear neck. She let out another small whimper.

"You're drunk, you don't know what you're doing." She said.

"What, are you scared?" Kouga asked finally stopping. Ayame shook her head no while managing to pull up some of her shirt.

"I'm not going to do it because your drunk and i'm high." She explained.

Ayame slowly started to walk away with one hand fixing her ruined shirt. Then she felt someone lightly grab her wrist. She spun around to look at Kouga. But only met his lips. 'He's at it again!' Ayame thought. 'God she smells and tastes so good.' Kouga thought. The hand that rested on his her cheek moved to her thigh along with the other and lifted her. He carried her like a child. Her legs dangled from either side of him. Her eyes were wide. 'WHAT! What am I doing? I can't, not now!' Ayame screamed in her head. She pushed her way out of the kiss.

"Kouga! Stop now! I won't. You're drunk, go get some sleep or something." Ayame said pushing him off and landing on her feet.

She froze as she saw behind Kouga her calendar. It was mating season for the wolf youkai.

"So that's why?" She wispered to herself, "Kouga I'm sorry, But I can't. I can't do it." Ayame turned her face away from Kouga. Then she left the room.

"Man, why couldn't I just control myself?" Kouga thought out loud. He looked behind him at the calendar Ayame was looking at. He slammed his head into the wall. He read the words 'Mating Season' on it. 'Damn it!' he though slamming his fist against the wall. He felt weird. Kagome and Inuyasha walked in the dorm soon followed by Sango and Miroku.

"What are you doing here? I thought I just saw Ayame walking out of?" Sango asked. She heard Kouga growl and he walked out with out a word.

"What the hell is wrong with him?" Inuyasha mummbled.

Shortly after the boys left and Sango and Kagome got to talking.

"I wonder what happened with Ayame and Kouga? Was she crying when she ran down the hall?" Sango started.

"Yeah, I think she was. We should try and find her. I mean, I don't think she knows the school grounds very well." Kagome got up.

"You're right Kagome. Maybe we should."

The girls got straight to it. They went down stairs and up again. But they still hadn't found Ayame. Then they both went outside into a small park near the entrance of the building. They saw a small figure of a girl sitting on a bench drawing. They gave it some though and finally went up to the bench and tapped the girl on the shoulder. She whipped her head around and looked at Sango and Kagome. that was defently Ayame. They sat down on the bench eahc on either side of Ayame. The sunset shown beautifully. Different shades of color were shown. They looked at Ayame's picture. she drew the sunset, and it was very good.

"So...do you want to talk about anything?" Kagome hinted.

"Mm mm. No, I'm fine." ayame lied as she looked up and finished her drawing.

"Hm...okay, well do you plan on coming back inside anytime soon?" Sango giggled with her friends.

"Yeah sounds good." Ayame replied.

She got up with Kagome and they all went back to their dormroom. Ayame never told Kagome or Sang what happened. And she didn't want to either. She just wanted to forget about it. Everything! She wanted to forget about Kouga, and the promise he made when they were smaller. She just wanted it all to go away. And with that thought she went to bed...early! But after everything she was tired.


The Next Morning...

Ayame was the first to wake up. She yawned and stretched. She poked at Sango and Kagome. THey mummbled some stuff but Ayame couldn't make it out. she poked and shook her new friends.

"Come one you guys! Class starts in an hour!" Ayame yelled.

They finally got up. Yawning, and rubbing their eyes. Sango's and Kagome's eyes widened as they looked at the clock. They really did have only an hour! But it always took them longer to get ready. They jumped out of bed fighting their way to the bathroom and trying to fit their faces in the mirror. Ayame shook her head as she giggled. She took out a small mirror from her purse and did her hair and make up. Then it came to her flower. She observed it remembering the other day. She shook her head to get her thoughts out and springkled some powder on her flower. Then she carefully placed it in her hair. She relised she was still in her camisole and shorts. She quickly changed into her school girl shirt, blue blazzerish jacket, and her flirty/blue school girl skirt. Kagome and Sango finally came out of the bathroom gasping.

"Wow, you guys are acting like you just came from hell!" Ayame giggled.

"Yeah, well you try putting on your make-up while her big hair is in your face!" Sang argued

"Are you saying I have a big head!" Kagome argued back.

"No, I'm saying your HAIR is!" Sango said. And with that the fight ended.

Sango looked at her watch. She grabbed Ayame's arm and pulled her up. They grabbed their back packs.

"Whoa hold it! Why are you running to class!" Ayame said trying to stop Sango.

"We have to go before...OH NO!...TOO LATE!" Sango said.

It was Miroku. He was looking for Sango and finally found her. She wasn't in the mood for being groped. Sango took Ayame's hand and tried to make a run for it but before she even made it 2 feet, Miroku got her from behind. She squirmed in his arms as Ayame and Kagome (who had been following) tried to hold back laughter.

"Let go of me you pervert! Everyone's going to see!" Sango shrieked.

"Oh come on it's just a hug! You didn't mind last night" Miroku said as he let go of her. Sango's eyes widened and her palm colided with his cheek. She straightened out her skirt.

"URGH! Let's just get to class." Sango mummbled as she walked away.

Ayame being as nice as she was leaned down and put her hand out for Miroku. She smiled at him as she giggled.

"Are you okay?" She giggled.

"Yeah, I'm used to it." Mirku said as he took her hand and got up walking behind her.

"I'm sure you are!" Ayame giggled again.

In Class...

It was the first class that morning...History...Sango and Ayame kept passing notes back and forth note even payig attention to the teacher. But he was smarter than that. Mr.Li stop talking and looked at Ayame. She noticed him.

"Miss Lang. THis isn't even your first week of school and you're already pushing it!" Mr.Li said. "Would care to tell us what we were just talking about?"

"Um...sorry." Ayame said as she sunk in to her seat. But that would stop her from writting notes.

"Well, i'm sure you are, now pay attention." He ordered.

How ever Ayame didn't listen to him. She wrote back to Sango and threw the note over her head hoping Sango would get it. But little she know that Sang had fallen asleep in her book. The note hit the edge of Sangos desk and landed on the ground in front of Kouga's desk on the ground. 'Huh?' he though to himself. He kept arguing with himself weather he shiuld read the note or not. But the side that wanted to read it won. And with that he lightly stomped on the note and dragged it toward him still under his shoe. He picked it up and began to read.

-Sango:
So what did happen yesturday? Come on spill!

-Ayame:
NOTHING!

-Sango: Nothing? or Something? Or maybe nothing you did want to happen?

-Ayame:
Will you drop it! We didn't get that far!

-Sango:
then how far?

-Ayame:
What do you think?

-Sango:
I don't enough to know wheather you'd put out, but did you?

-Ayame:
HA! Wouldn't you like to know

-Sango:
Oh don't be so mean! i want to know! PLEASE!

-Ayame:
I'm telling the truth! Nothing happened between Kouga and I. But did I want something to happen? I'm not sure. I think I was too high to actually want anything. I think I even asked if I fell in a sink.

-Sango:
LOL! I know you wanted him!

-Ayame:
How would you know?

-Sango:
I'm a woman! I think I'd know.

-Ayame:
I'm sure you do know! Let's just drop it. i'm not really up to talking about what I lust. Or about when I got high. And I wonder what you did with Miroku! What was that in the hall huh!

-Sango:
Shut up! it was nothing! So do you like him?

-Ayame:
Kouga? I've liked him ever since we were small children. And, I guess I still do.

-End Of Note-

WHAT! Ayame still liked Kouga! After what he did, or at least what he tried to do! He felt his face turn light red and looked at the back of Ayame's head. He obviously coudn't see the front. He gulped loudly and stuffed the letter in his notebook. Before he knew it the bell wrong. Thank god! He was literaly saved by the bell. With his soeed he dashed off. Ayame looked back at where Sango still hadn't woken from her deep sleep. Ayame rolled her eyes and shook her friend.

"1+12!" She shouted as her head rose up from her book.

"Did you read the note?" Ayame asked hidding her giggle behind a hand.

"Note? What note, I gave it to you." Sang said piccking up her books.

"What! I just tossed it back to you. You mean you don't have it, and someone else does!" Ayame yelled. The teacher stared at her strangly. She blush and pulled Sango out to the hall. "Sang please tell me you are joking. That note had personal stuff in it! They'll think I'm a slut or something!" She whispered loudly.

"I'm not joking! I swere I don't have it Ayame! If we're lucky it probally disapeared or something." they started down the hall to their next class.

"Urgh! This is no time to joke. That was not was very personal! It's not something that could be said in public. Where is it?" Ayame started to freak out. She saw that Kagome had saved her friends seats.

"What wrong?" Kagome asked.

"Ayame and I were passing notes and it was kind of personal and now it's lost." Sango explained.

"Whoa. What exactly did it have in it?" Kagome asked worried.

"Last night's events!" Ayame exclaimed.

"You're kidding. So you mean you don't know who has it?" Kagome questioned.

"If we did we wouldn't be here talking about it." Sango whispered as class started.

Where did it go! Where could that note disappear to! Ayame just prayed to kami that Kouga didn't find it. That note had alot of stuff she didn't want him to know. For one she didn't want him to know that after all these years, she still liked him. Who ever had that note was surely going to read it, and if they did, they were sure to meet Ayame's fists if she ever found them. The whole time in class she had a problem following the teacher. She was more worried about her little note than anything else.

After Class...

Kagome picked up her books and had them in her arms. She wondered if ayame was in a better mood. She sighed. 'I wonder what she really put in that note.' Kagome thought. 'I'm dead!' Ayame thought. 'I wish I was dea! I'm so tired!' Sang thought.

"Come on Sango. Why are you so tired anyways. What were you doing last night?" Kagome asked. Blush formed on Sango's cheeks.

"Nothing, I wasn't doing anything with Miroku last night so shut i!" Sang yelled.

"We didn't even mention Miroku...so what really happened?" Ayame asked. Sango got redder.

"Nothing! Just leave me alone!" Sango ran into her dorm room.

The girls giggled behind her. Finally, Ayam let go of the whole note thing. 'The cleaning people will probally throw it in the trash or something. I'm sure no one found it.' Ayame thought trying to reassure herself. It was time for lunch now. They put their things away and walked down to the cafeteria. Kagome and Ayame kept teaseing Sango, making her angry. She crossed her arms tight.

"Oh, we're just teasing you Sango. Any ways, we could just as Miroku what happened." Kagome giggled. Sango's eyes got wide.

"Wow Sango your eye's look like two dinner plates!" Ayame teased "So what REALLY happened huh!" She giggled.

"Oh shut up! Why don't you tell us what happened with you and Kouga!" Sango teased back. Kagome laughed while getting in line for their lunches.

"What are you laughing at? I could easily taunt you about Inuyasha!" Ayame threatened. they all looked at each other and bursted into laughter.

After getting their lunch they sat down at a table. They all laughed at each other about Inuyasha, and Miroku, but they especially teased Ayame about Kouga. But that was okay, becuase she got them back. Soon after that Inuyasha and Miroku arrived. Then Sango's little borther came along...Kohaku. It was the first time Ayame saw him. He looked shy.

"Ayame, this is my brother Kohaku." Sang introduced her brother.

"Hi Kohaku." She smiled at him.

"Hi." he said shyly.

Then Kikyou Rage showed up. She hated Kagome for some reason. But Ayame had heard of this girl before. She was mean, and obviously hated Kagome. But she didn't under stand why, Kagome was so nice. Kikyou looked down at Kagome and smirked.

"Well, if it isn't the geek and her friends." Kikyou smirked. Kagura and Kanna giggled as they followed Kikyou. "So who's that little freak over there, with the dorky pig tails." Kagura teased.

"It's Ayame and I'm guess your name is Bitch." Ayame snapped.

"Oh how cute, the dog actually talks." Kagura snapped back. Oh, it's on now!

"Yea well, swords and stones may break my bones, but your words will make me hurt you!" Ayame stood up ready to beat the shit out of Kagura. But Kagome pulled on her wrist making her sit.

"They're not worth our time Ayame." Kagome said with anger in her voice.

"Do you own every dog now Kagome? You're such a freak." Kikyou shot at her.

"Look who's talking. At least we don't with dumb and dumber up our asses all the time." Sango snapped ready to fight too.

"You got something to say slut?" Kanna said finally getting into it.

"What was that? How about I rip that uglly little face off before someone beats me to it?" Sango was enraged.

"Don't make me laugh. What ever. Let's go before we get the stench of loser all over us." Kikyou began to walk away.

"That's what I thought! Run along you fucking peice of shit!" Sango yelled at her hoping no teacher heard that.

Miroku, Inuyasha and Kohaku exchanged many glances. They didn't know what just happened, but it was funny, and at the same time not. The girls had anger pent up in their faces. The guys were afraid that if they made a sound then the girls were going to eat their faces or something. They didn't talk, they waited till one of the girls made sound. Ayame was the first to talk.

"Well, that was eventful." Ayame let out a chuckle. "My second day here and I'm already fighting with a bitch." The girls exchanged glances and giggled.


A/N: Sorry it took me so long to post. But my school work has been so heavy! I haven't had time for much of anything lately. But I get two extra days off of school so I decided to try and finish this chapter. Stay tuned for the next one which is coming soon. Sorry for the wait, at least it doesn't take me months to post a new chapter. I'm still updating and I just started the 3rd chapter to this.