¤¥¤•°¤Because I'm Broken¤°•¤¥¤ 

Chapter Four:
¤¥¤•°¤Forbiden Fruit¤°•¤¥¤ 

A/N: Okay, so here is my chapter. I must tell you again. I'm very sorry if it takes me a long time to update, but lately school is like bugging me and won't leave me alone! Well, I'm sorry, and I willl mostly likely update on the weekends. I thank you all for your reveiws and if you havn't written one yet, then please do so! THANKS! And Don't worry your pretty little heads, unlike last chapter's pointlessness, may add it was still a comedy, this actaully has something with a point!

Claimer: I own Jubilee, which is Ayame's sister who comes in this chapter.


It was still try out week, but Ayame was never one to sleep in. Plus, she wasn't really sure what other 'activities' she wanted to join. She observed the peice of paper with numerous things on it. So many activities, yet so little time. Ayame took a sip of her strong coffee. She heard as Sango sat up, yawned, and stretched.

"Man, I don't know how you get up so early." Sango said still half asleep.

"I'm a wolf demon. It's in my nature to get up early." Ayame said not bothering to look up at her friend. "Do you have any activities to do today?"

"Just another soccer practice, The coach was so impressed with my kicking abilities, she basicly begged me to join. But that's it, Why?"

"No reason,I was just wondering."

"Why? You trying out for anything else?"

"Um...nah, but I was thinking for actually going for that art class you were talking about. It starts tomorrow, right after cheerleading. Seems interesting."

"Totally, you should defently do it." Sango sat next Ayame. "Hm...I think if I try out for anything else my head will explode. Don't you cheerleading or something?"

"Nope. That's tomorrow. Final cuts...But the Coach said she promied me and Kagome a spot. i'm never taking a dare again."

"What's so bad about cheerleading?"

"Nothing. I'm just not into the whole team thing."

"Hm...well you get to cheer for Kouga." Sango gave her a nudge in the arm.

"What do you mean?"

"Um...you guys do cheer for the football team, and Kouga always makes it for football. He doesn't even have to try. The couch basicly bows down to him for kami sakes." Sango giggled. "So, arn't you happy?"

"I don't know. Kouga:sighs: I have to many thoughts in my head."

"Oooh gee, I wonder what."

"Hey, I thought it was your boyfriend who had his mind in the gutter." The girls giggled and woke Kagome.


-...Later...--

Kagome sighed as she sipped her orange juice from a straw. She looked bored and out of it. Ayame and Sango stared at their friend as she looked odd. And behaved odder than usual too. It was lunch time at the caffeteria. It wasn't manditory to eat there, But there wasn't usually a big crowd and it was friday and almost the end of tryout week, so students were allowed off campus on Fridays. Most spent the week ends with their family, but this week Kagome's mother, brother and grandfather were on a trip, and Sango's father, and mother on a buissness trip which left her and Kohaku alone. But Ayame had no idea what her uncle was upto.

"Is something wrong Kagome? You seem out of it." Sango noted. Kagome slowly looked up.

"Huh? Oh yeah I'm fine. But I hate being stuck here on weekends. I wish I took my mother's advise when she told me I should go on that trip with her. No offence. I mean it's not that I hate being here with you it's-"

"No, I get what you mean. I hate being here too...so Ayame, what's your uncle doing?"

"Damned if I knew. I havn't talked to him since i came here. Not that we ever even talked...I have an idea. Well, my uncle has a huge mansion, we're all bored and have nothing to do...let's just pay my uncle a visit." Ayame suggested.

"You can't just suprise him like that can you? What if he's not even home?" Sango stated. But Kagome was very interested.

"He's my uncle I can suprise him if I want to. Plus if he's not home, it doesn't matter, I lived in that house for years, it practicly mine. He won't care. Plus, that little whore of his girlfriend should be there. Come on, i've been here for less than a week and i'm even already bored."

"Sounds like a plan." Kagome shot up.

"Good, you can even bring Inuyasha and anyone else." Ayame suggested.

"How are we going to get there?"

"Hello, rich uncle...limo!"

With all that planned, it was decided that Kagome, Inuyasha, Miroku, Sango, and Kouga, yes that's right, KOUGA were all going to Ayame's uncle's million dollar mansion. Sango tried to convince Kohaku, her brother, to come, but he felt he didn't want to, so he was left behind. Ayame got to her connections and got one of her uncle's many limo drivers to pick them up.


-...Later...-

The white, long,elegant, and not to mention expesnsive limo stopped for a minute infront of tall golden gate. The entrance to the humungie (yes I made up this word meaning huger than huge) mansion. The golden gates opened and the driver drove ahead toward the mansion. Ayame looked out the dark window to see her uncle's car was there. So he was home. Ayame was first to get out of her uncle's limo. Her uncle was on his cell phone in front of his car. And to his suprise as he turned to see who had entered, he saw his neice. He closed the cell phone.

"Ayame, what a wonderful suprise."

"Hi uncle. I brought some friends."

"That's fine. Look sweety, I have to go to America for the weekend. I wish you would have told me you were coming earlier so I would have cancled. Well, just help your self to anything. I'll see if I can get back sooner." Ayame let out a fake smile.

"It's fine, we're staying over night. Is Yura here?"

"No, she's in the United States right now waiting. I'm really sorry but I can't miss my flight." He gave her kiss on the fore head and got in his and drove away. Kagome and Sango came up behind her.

"Hey you okay?" Kagome asked.

"Of course."

"And your uncle is okay with ALL of us staying here?" Sango asked.

"Yup. We better get inside. It's getting cold. Oh, and the little slut ain't here, so we have the house to our selves." Ayame said as they began to walk toward the door of the mansion. "We have to go through the mansion to get to the guest house."

"Don't you mean guest room?" Miroku asked.

"No, I really mean guest HOUSE. It's all the way in the back of the estate." Ayame explained.

Everyone gawked at how huge this mansion was, it's was more like a town. So many rooms, and it was so big for just a few people. They passed a few hallways or 'wings' of the mansion till they finally got to the kitchen. The kitchen was like that shiny metal stuff.(Whatever you call it) She opened a double-door that led to the outside. In front of then was a huge house. Obviously it was the guest house, two stories hight with a basement and an addic included.

"This is the guest house. There are two bathrooms, 3 bed rooms, and in each bathroom there's a hot tub in one bathroom. and the other bath room just has a plain old tub."

"Wow, so what does your uncle exactly do and can he adopt me?" Kagome joked in awe.

"Well actually, most of his riches come from my grand father. He did something with the government and devolped some cure for some dease. My grandfather retired though and gave all this to my uncle. The old man should be around here somewhere." Ayame explained. "Let's go to the whine cellar in the basement. I'm in the mood for a drink."

"Wait, won't he notice some alcohol missing?" Sango asked

"Um...hello alcoholic girlfriend."

"And your grand father?" Inuyasha asked.

"He won't care, besides, he gave me my first drink when I was 12."

Ayame led Kagome and Sango to the whine cellar as the boys all walked around the nice guest house they were to stay in. Ayame was first to walk down the steps of the cellar.There was tons of different types of wines and acohol. Ayame walked to a big case and took out a bottle.

"Ever had schnapps? Like peach, or perpermint?" Ayame asked.

"I've had some peach before." Kagome said.

"Hm...peach it is. Perpermint is like Christmas morning with every burp." Ayame giggled. She took the bottle of peach schnapps. And walked over to another case and bent over to get another bottle. "Ah, here it is. Cristal. Like the best American champagn or whine or something. It's imported, have you ever had any of this?"

"Nope." Sango answered for both her and Kagome. "Isn't it expencive?"

"Nah, we can afford it...okay so it's Peach Schnapps, and Cristal."

Ayame heard a girl's voice coming from up stairs. And the guy's voices followed. She put on a confused face and realized who it was.

"C'mon." Ayame said racing up the stairs.

There SHE was. Talking to the boys. And of course Miroku drueling over her beauty. Jubilee, Ayame's sister. She was gorgeous. She had golden, honey nut eyes, with hair to match. Her hair was light, kind of golden and kind of orange. It was layered and the lonegst layer went a little past her breasts and it was also wavy. She had on a black decorative outfit on. The sleves to a kind of jacket that extended to above her breasts and attached to a part of a necklace kind of thing on her neck. She had a black shiny shirt to match and tiny shorts with a black and red wrist band. She also had long black boots. There was a scrunchy thing on her right, uncovered thigh. Jubilee turned to face her sister with her perfectly layered hair bouncing.

"Ayame..." Jubilee hugged her sister.

Ayame was suprised. She hadn't seen her sister in a year. Jubilee had moved to America for a while. But she was still as sexy, and beautiful as Ayame last remembered. She had always envied that about her sister.

"Jubilee. I didn't know you came back. When did you?" Jubilee let go of her sister.

"A few days ago. I would have called but I didn't know where to reach you. It's been year...you haven't changed one bit...exept the whole alcohol thing. Suprise suprise, I have some friends coming over too."

"Some? If your the Jubilee that I grew up with then my guess is that you were planning a party right?" Jubilee smiled at her sister's remark.

"Okay, so maybe I havn't changed. If I were you, I'd save that Cristal for later. That's so bangin' shit right thur'."


--...Party Time...--

Sex, drugs, rock and roll, speed, weed, birth control, you name it, and it was at the party! The place was crowded, out side and in. Ayame knocked on the door of her grand father's room, who suprisingly let the party happen. He was old and elt that you should live life to the fullest. But drugs? Ayame was sure he didn't notice that. She entered his room and saw him sitting on a rocking chair, reading. The old man looked up from his book and smiled.

"Well if it isn't Ayame. How are you?" The old man asked.

"Hi grandfather. I'm fine, And you? Is the little get-together down stairs bothering you?"

"Nah, kids will be kids." He said. "And your school? How are you doing since your uncle shipped you away?"

"Hm...fine I guess. I made alot of friends. I even found Kouga."

"You mean that little wolf boy you used to flirt with you when were a younge child?" Ayame blushed.

"We were tiny back then. Any ways, hai, it's the same one. Well, I better go spy on Jubilee, there is no telling what she'll do un supervised." Ayame joked. Her grand father let out a weak, old laugh.

"Hm...yes I think it's best if you do watch her. Good night dear."

"Night gramps."

She left the room. She had a glass of Cristal champagn in her hand and drank almost half of it. She took the rest down in one gulp. She loved that stuff. She felt the shoulder of a person bump into her. But Ayame ignored it. Probally some person going to have sex or something. she didn't worry about. She went down two flights of huge stairs till she was down at the party. She pushed people out of her way and went to the kitchen. She found Sango.

"Hey, having fun?" Ayame asked.

"Yeah, thanks for inviting me. Your place is huge. So,"

"No probs."

"Well,"

"Well what?"

"Well...are you like gonna go out with Kouga or something?" Ayame's eyes widened. She began to blush. "Ha, your blushing."

"I am not, I'm just hot. I need to get some air."

"Sure you do."

"Oh yeah, well what about you and Miroku!"

"That hentai! He's not so bad, atleast when he's not being perverted." Sango sighed. Ayame poured herself more whine.

"But you two are a couple?"

"I guess you could say that."

"Hm...well I'll be back."

Ayame passed the dancers on the dance floor again till she finally got to her front door. She opened it and stepp out side. She pulled a cigarret out of her jacket pocket and lit it. She took a long drag and let the smoke out. The cherry bud was light and then went dark again. Ayame took a long sip over her champagn. She noticed a figure ahead of her sitting on the step. It was Kouga.

"Not a party guy?" She asked. He whipped his head around to see who it was.

"Nah, it's not bad, just need a break." Ayame slopely walkd toward Kouga and sat down next to him.

"Have any idea where Jubilee is?" She asked him handing over her cigaret. He took a drag.

"Last time i saw her guys where licking alcohol off her stomach." Kouga handed her the cigaret back. She frowned and lifted her eye brows and then they quickly went back into place.

"That's Jubilee. She hasn't changed a bit. You remember when we were in my backyard and she came out with a big glass of beer. She was like 13 then." Ayame smiled at the thought of her alcohol dependent sister at the age of 13 drinking beer. Kouga let out a small chuckle.

"Yeah, she practicly tried to shove it down our throats. She was so drunk...and your crazy grand father saw and all he said was not to get caught."

"I can't beleive how loose he was with us. I think when my uncle found out, I could have sworn I saw his eyes bulge out." She took another drag and gave it back to Kouga.

"It's amazing how she could have gone so long and not have gotten caught as much. She really hasn't changed."

An akward scilence broke out. All you could here were the crickets cherping, and the drags the two were taking.

"...I'm sorry about what happened the other-"

"Don't worry about it," Ayame cut him off, "I just can't beleive I thought I fell in a sink. Kami, I have no clue what was going through my head. That night i could have sworn I heard my pillow talking." They both laughed. There was a crash inside. Ayame's head shot up. "Damn." She took the last drag and stomped on the cigaret. She and Kouga headed inside. Jubilee was standing on top of the long dinner table, dancing. Ayame rolled her eyes.

"Jubilee, what the fuck, get down from there." Jubilee just giggled.

"Woo!" She continued to dance. "Aya, don't be such a tight ass. Loosen up." Jubilee took a long sip of Cristal.

"Are you high or just insane? I said get down."

"Chillax Aya. i'm just having some fun. Who wants a lap dance? Haha!" Jubilee joked. The crowd cheered and watched.

"Jubilee you just broke fucking vase, get the hell down."

"No, I'm having fun! Weeeehhh! Haha! Come on Aya join in!" She took another drink.

"Jubilee, I'm serious. get down."

"Fine!" She rolled her eyes. "Your no fun." She jumped down and wrapped an arm around Ayame. She sloppily held her drink and stummbled as she whipped around. "I love you Aya. I lurv you so, hey who wants to fuck around with my sister!" Jubilee laughed. Ayame blushed.

"Jubilee, why don't we cut you off for the night."

"No, i'm sorry Aya, it was joke." She held Ayame tighter. "Okay, okay, I won't draw any more attention. Me promise." Jubilee kind of slurred her speech.

Ayame rolled her eyes. Her sister was such a child when she was drunk. Jubilee also had a short attention spand. A handsom young man walked up to the two sisters. He had nice black shaggy hair and his bandana made it spike up. His eyes matched his dark hair.

"Hey Ayame, you want me to take her?" He asked.

"Riku!" Jubilee announced. She jumped on him with her legs dangling on either side of him and kissed him on the cheek.

"I guess so." Ayame answered.

"Aya it's Riku!" Jubilee yelled as her feet hit the floor. "I'm so tired." Jubilee said.

"Finally." Ayame said with boredom in her throat.


- After The Party --

The mansion wasn't much of a mess. Ayame was tired and thought she'd pass out if she didn't sleep soon. She'd some how have to handle the mess later. She yawned. Miroku and Sango came up behind her.

"Good night." Sango said to Ayame.

"Night."

And they went their seperate ways. Ayame lifted herself up and sat on the kitchen's butterfly marble counter. She took a cookie from a crumbie tray that was left there. She observed it and then took a bite. Her feet dangled and she swung them back and forth. The moon shined down through the windows. The stars lit up the night. It was scilent and peaceful. Ayame heard foot steps coming near her but ignored them. She payed attention to her feet which were making 'pitter patter' sounds as her heals hit the butterfly marble counter.

"Insomnia?" She heard Kouga ask as he came near her. She shook ner head 'no'.

"No, I'm actually dieing to sleep."

"Then why don't you?"

"'Cause when I went up to my room I found two people either almost fucking or actually fucking in my bed. I'm afraid of what I might find." She finished her cookie. Kouga chuckled. "What's so funny? I bet you wouldn't like it if people were doing kami know's what on your bed."

"So are you going to stay up all night?"

"Maybe, or I might just bug Jubilee...and you? Can't sleep?"

"More like I don't sleep. I'm not very big on it. i'm the last to sleep and the first to wake." Ayame looked at the clock which read, 4:57.

"Fuck it's late...you never wrote."

"What?"

"When you moved, you promised to write, but you never did. I used to wait for the mail man every day. It was kind of sad." Ayame said looking down at the floor.

"Eh, I was young and stupid."

"So where the hell did you go anyway?"

"We moved to the busy part of Tokyo for a while. After a year we moved to Kazuna City. Then we came here."

Ayame felt kind of hurt. He was her best friend when they were little. They flirted, and they used to really like each other. But they drifted apart. Kouga had promised to write Ayame, and to call her. But she waited years, and not a word. Later she gave up hope on him. For a year and a half she driend her self to sleep for him, and still she got nothing in return. Not one letter. Not one phon call. not one word. Now, he was here, he was really infront of her. And the past came back and bit her in the ass. She was hurt.

Kouga could see it...all. He could smell her sadness. He felt bad for. Bad for the way he left things with her. He saw Ayame's grip on the edge of the counter become tighter. Kouga lifted Ayame's chin.

"I'm sorry." He whispered.

Kouga pulled her face toward him and pressed his lips against her's. He licked her lips demanding entrance. And she gave it to him. His tounge mapped out her mouth.


A/n: Haha, I'm going to leave you hanging! Not to be mean, but I feel I've done my job on this chapter. Stay tuned for the next chapter! Leave reveiws please!