¤¥¤•°¤-Because I'm Broken-¤°•¤¥¤
Chapter Seven:
¤¥¤•°¤-Because I'm Worth It-¤°•¤¥¤
Claimer: I only own a crazy bitch by the name of Jubilee! She's rockin awesome. And if you go to my profile you'll see a link that shows what she looks like the first time she appeared. I also own the storyline, and some of the fasions I describe.
I also own a new character that just came in, his name is Yasashiku! Which means Peaceful, and Polite!
Disclaimer: I don't own any other Inuyasha Character.
A/N: Hi, I'm glad everyone liked my story. Thanks for all your reveiws, and keep sending them! Okay so let's see, last chapter I left off with Kouga kissing Ayame and running off right! I know, torture. But It's what I'm good at, okay. So in the chapter I'm just going straight for the point. I usually put in 40 minutes of pointless crap to throw you off, but I'll give you break. I'll cut to a Ayame and Kouga scene...NOW.
Guess what, It's now, 10:33 PM 4/5/2005!
¤¥¤•°¤-Was I Forgotten-¤°•¤¥¤
Ayame held her bow arrow accurate. She closed one eye and squinted with the other. She focused on the bulls eye she was supposed to hit. She was afraid to miss, but as a wolf demon, it was very unusual to miss a bulls eye. She had good aim.
Last night was ackward. She didn't know what happened. Everything went so fast, it was impossible to remeber every detail. But one thing she did remember was Kouga, running off after telling her that he could do it. What was the matter with him? you don't do that to a girl. Leaveing a girl like that, on the corner of a side walk. Honestly how stupid was he? After that moment Ayame decided she had enough. She couldn't take his emotions. First he was pissed, then he kissed her, and then basicly told her he didn't want to do it anymore. If he can't make up his mind, then he couldn't have her heart.
But all the anger Ayame had pent up inside, gave her a huge advantage. It made her want to hit that bulls eye even more. Which was good. Because it was gym class, and it was worth a grade. She had on her gym cloths. A loose T-shirt, and black short ass shorts. Her auburn hair (or however u spell that color) was in a bun, and she didn't have the ayame flower she always had in it.
"I'm letting go!" She shouted warning everyone to stay clear just like she was taught to in gym. Ayame let go and bulls eye! She got it. She took out another arrow. Got it ready.
"You might want to try spreading your legs apart a little more." Suggested a male voice from behind causing Ayame to look back. Yasashiku! It was Yasashiku! The most hotest, most popular guy in the whole boarding school. Any girl sane enough would be the luckiest person in the world if he talked to them. Even to say one word. But ayame diddn't know all that, exept the whole, hot part. But she wasn't one to blush and be all shy. "I'm-"
"Yasashiku, I know, I mean we're in the same gym class." Ayame intterupted. "Peaceful, and polite. That's a nice name." She let her full hand slowly lower to her sides. They still had her bow and arrow in them. She turned to face him.
"Eh, I hate it. Makes everyone automaticly asume who I really am." Yasashuki smiled. He ran his fingers through his perfect, dark, spiked hair.
"But you are polite and peaceful, it sutes you well...so what were you saying about my legs?" Ayame asked. She noticed a small blush form on Yasashuki's face. She smiled. She was making the hotest, and most popular guy blush? How awesome.
"I was saying that you should spread them apart more. And your arms should be bent more." He suggested.He walked over to her. "Here just get into position. And I'll help you." Yasashuki offered. Ayame did as she was told.Yasashuki started with her arms. He put them how they were supposed to be. Then he went down to her legs. Accidently touching her thighs. He blushed again. But Ayame didn't notice. He placed his hands on her ankles and gently pushed on them, making them spread more apart. "There. No you won't have such a hard time shooting the arrow quickly." Yasashuki stood up. "Now shoot"
"I'm letting go!" She shouted to everyone again. BULLS EYE! And this time it didn't take her an hour to pin-point everything out and get her arms and legs in the right spot! "Bulls eye." she said with a smile. "Thanks. I knew it was taking me too long to shoot a stupid arrow."
"No problem." Yasashuki said. "Ayame right? Just like the Iris flower. Beauty and all."
"Yeah, I guess it's me."
"So where's your flower? You know, the iris you usually where in your pig tails?" Yasashuki tried to start a conversation.
Ayame shrugged. "I got over it." or him!
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And once again from afar, guess who was watching the two. If it isn't the jelous jerk. Okay, maybe I'm a little too harsh. But come on, a girl would under stand Why i'm going so hard on him, but wait, didn't I write this story? Any ways, Kouga was in his foot ball equitment, the team was on a brake. He sat on the bleachers. Watching, (Cha! More like stalking!) the two talking and laughing. What was it with him. Why did he feel like going on an angry rampage. But why? It wasn't like he owned Ayame or anything. So why was he so damn jelous. He couldn't even admit he was jelous to himself.
"Hey you stupid wolf, what are you thinking about?" Asked an annoyed Inuyasha.
"Huh? Hey dog face. Nothing in my head is your concern." Kouga shot back.
"Inuyasha, there is no need for name calling." Miroku stepped in calmly.
"Shut up you stupid pervert." Inuyasha groaned.
"Ooo, sounds like someone didn't get any last night." Kouga teased.
"Eh, fuck off." Inuyasha was now cranky. He stared straight ahead at Ayame and Yasashuki. "And it looks like someone could be getting some!" Inuyasha teased back, pointing at the couple of people talking.
"Feh, who cares about them?" Kouga said turning away from their sight.
"Obviously you do! Why don't you just tell her you like her and stop bitching around." Inuyasha said annoyed. Kouga had been bitching all the time eversince Ayame came to school. Inuyasha was sick of it. And even though he couldn't admit it, Miroku was too.
"Inuyasha's right Kouga. It doesn't make sense to mope around all the time."
"What do you know you pervert. Sango doesn't even like you half the time 'cause you're nottin' but a big flirt who hits on anything that breathes." Kouga shot at Miroku.
"Yeah, well at least half the other time she likes me." Miroku added ignoring the true, but ignorant comment shot at him.
"Feh, whatever." Kouga said turning back to the couple talking. Okay, so now he admits it to himself. 'Okay I'm jelous, so what?' Kouga thought to himself. Now all he had to do was tell Ayame-wait tell Ayame? He souldn't admit it to himself, how was he going to tell Ayame that he liked her, and hated it when she talked to other boys. 'Man, this stuff really bites you in the ass!' Kouga thought again.
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"Who taught you how to shoot an arrow?" Ayame asked Yasashuki.
"Eh, It just came naturally." He said. Then the bell rung. 'Damn,' He thought to himself. He really like Ayame and it sucked that time had to end so fast. He watched Ayame as she turned to look at the entrance of the gym, which led to the girls' locker room. Then she turned to back to Yasashuki. "Guess times up." He said.
"Yeah, I'll see you around. Bye." Ayame said as she ran to put her stuff away. She ran toward her friend Sango.
"Ooo, looks Ayame found a new crush." Sango teased her friend as they both heaed towards the girls' locker room.
"Shut up, he doesn't like me. He helped me shoot an arrow for kami's sake. If anything he helped me learn how to aim for a head." Ayame joked.Sango laughed.
"Yeah, make sure next time you aim for Kikyo, or better yet Miroku's hand." Both girls laughed.
"We can only dream." Ayame joked as they both went to their gym locker. Ayame twisted the numbers on her lock, breaking the code, and opened it. She had her school uniform and some books in there. She looked next to her's where Sango's locker was. It was messy. Cloths scattered everywhere. She couldn't tell where anything was. "Are we going to lunch?" Ayame grabbed her uniform of a perfect white, plastic hanger. It was with out a wrinkle.
"Yeah, I guess so. Kagome should be waiting for us." Sango said struggling to get her cloths out, yanking on the sleeve of her coat.
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Sesshomaru sat at a lunch table, minding his own, reading a book. Little Rin comes along like a stalker and clings to his arm.
"Hi Sess!" Rin sqeeked. "What'cha doin'?" Rin tried to look at his book. Her little pony tail was off, and she had all of her long hair in a pony tail. She wasn't little anymore. She was almost Kagome's age, but Sesshomaru never took a liking to her. She was too clingy and annoying. But she didn't care. She'd annoy him as much as it took till e finally got a clue.
"10 to 15 years if you don't get your hands off me." Sesshomaru said not bothering to lift eyes of his book. (Get it, it would be statitory rape in U.S. if like Sesshomaru had sex with Rin, 'cause he was like 18 and she was like 16. I'm not sure how it is in Japan, but it's still funny!) He flipped to another page.
Rin giggled. "Sess! So, what are you reading?" She tried to get a good look at the book again.
"Nothing you'd be interested in." He groaned.
"Can you growl for me?" She asked randomly, bitting her lips, and tilting her head.
"Excuse me." He said looking at her for once.
"Can you growl for me? Please?" She asked again.
"And i'm saying this again, Excuse me? Why should I growl for you, why would you want me to?" Sesshomaru was confused but his face didn't show it. He actually looked at her. She looked nice in her uniform. For once he noticed it. He usually never looked at her. But he was curious.
"Because I like it when you growl. Please, please, growl for me, just once, even a little one." Rin begged.
All this whining and begging made it harder for Sesshomaru to say no. But that doesn't mean he couldn't. "No. Why should I growl for you."
"Please. Sess Please. I'l leave you alone if you do."
"No, you always say that, but you can never keep a promise. I'm not growling for anyone. now let me be." He went back to his book.
"Please just a little tiny one. Please." She begged again.
"No, Rin. Now leave me alone."
"Just one growl is all i'm asking for."
"No. Now stop asking me!"
"I can't. i'll stop if you growl." She was desperate. She thought his growl was sexy. But there was one little thing that Sesshomaru knew about, and Rin didn't know he knew.
Sesshomaru turned to face her. He glared at her and then instantly knew what was going on. In a quick move, like in a blink, he stuck his hand in Rin's brest pocket causing her to blush, and pulled out the TAPE RECORDER she had been hidding. The red button was on meaning it had been recording. And then he pressed stop. Then he growled at her. "There happy? I knew something was up." He said standing up to leave.
Rin gasped 'How'd he know!' She asked herself. "Can I at least have my tape recorder back, it was for online diary-wait did you just growl for me?" A smile appeared on her face.
He simply scoffed. "I did it so that you'd leave me alone." He put the tape recorder down on the table. "Here. Next time don't record me." Then he left.
Well at least she got one growl. "Kagome!" Rin squeeled as she saw her friend walk toward her table. Kagome sat dow next to Rin. "Hi Kagome. What are you up to?"
"Hey, I havn't seen you in a while." She took a sip of her water. "Was it me or was that Sesshomaru just walking by. Did you get any where with him?"
"No, But he did growl for me. But he found my tape recorder...Don't ask...Well, I better go, If I'm late for World History again, I'm dead." Rin said. She waved to Kagome and left.
Kagome sat at the table waiting for her two friends, Ayame and Sango. Kagome had just gotten out of World Languages, it was an extra class her mother had wanted her to take. So she did as she was told and took it. But she didn't know it would take up all of her time. The good thing was she got an extra break, it was supposed to be an extra Study Hall period, but she never really needed to study, she got an extra lunch with her friends. And this same period was supposed to be Ayame's and Sango's Study Hall, but they always skipped it anyways. Kagome spotted her friends, then they spotted her. They sat down across from her. "Hey guys, how was gym?"
"Sucky, but I'm sure Ayame didn't think so." Sango teased trying to draw attention to her friend.
"Okay spill." Kagome said eager for gossip.
"Sango. Nothing happen. I was just-" Ayame began, but was cut off by Sango.
"She was talking to the one and only, Yasashuki! The were all over eachother, it was almost distgrosting!" Sango giggled. (Disgrosting is a combination of gross and disgusting.)
"Sango, that's such a lode of crud." Ayame gigled with her friends. "He taught me to shoot an arrow quicker, that's all. Sango here is lying! We only talked."
"Yeah, but I bet you wanted more to happen!" Sango laughed. All three girls were laughing together.
With Ayame's hearing, she could pick up Kouga's voice talking to Inuyasha and Mirku. But Kouga was the last person she wanted to see right then and there. She wasn't in the mood for a kiss-and-run. All she was in the mood for was a run. To run as fast as she could, and get as far away from Kouga as possible. She searched her head for an excuse. Damn, she found something true, and it would get her out of having to see Kouga's irresistable face. "Shit, I forgot about my art class, i'm already late. Sorry, I really have to go." She got up and turned to leave.
"I'll walk you." Kagome offered remember 'Girl World' rule number one. 'Never let a girl go to the bathroom alone.' Right? She got up. "I'll be right back Sango."
"Okay, I'll save you a salad." Sango announced.
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The two girls disappeared into the hall. Kagome could see Ayame shaking. She squinted at her wondering what was wrong. Was it about the whole Yasashuki thing? Did they say something wrong? She just had to come out and say it. "Ayame are you okay? You're shaking."
"What? I'm shaking, Oh, I guess I'm cold or something." Ayame fibbed. "I'm fine I promise."
"Arn't you at least hungry, you didn't even have breakfast. Is it Jubilee? Are you upset because she's leaving. I mean it's understandable, she is your sister, and it is sad that she's leaving. But cheer up. She'll be back."
"Yeah, I mean I can't beleive she's really leaving." Ayame fibbed again, this time without even trying. She almost sounded sarcastic. They began to walk slower. Until they came to a stop. Ayame put on a confused face, as if she were trying to figure out something.
"Ayame? Why did you stop, the art room is all the way on the other side of the building." Kagome asked confused. "Aya-Oh, hi Inuyasha." Kagome waved her little hand.
Ayame froze. "Shit, shit What the hell was wrong with me, I shouldn't have stopped! Fuck! Fucke me! What the hell is wrong with me!" Ayame cursed at herself in her head. She knew she couldn't turn away from the gang for long. She'd have to turn arpuond any minute. Yup, any minute now. She began walking the opposite way.
"Ayame? Where are you going, the art room is this way remeber?" Kagome was now very confused.
Ayame turned around with a fake smile. "Right!" She said hitting her forehead with her palm. "Silly me. I must have forgotten." Miroku took her hand. (You know to ask her to bare his child.) Ayame pulled her hand away, she knew he was Sango's boyfriend. And with that even if he was a perverted creep, he was still Sango's.
"Why not let him touch you, everyone else has." Kouga said with jelousy and rage. 'FUCK ME!' he cursed at himself for that comment.
Everyone's eyes bulged out and mouths' made a big 'O' (Like: OoO) , Kagome's and Ayame's from anger! "Kouga what the hell is the matter with you!" Kagome snapped.
SLAP!
Ayame's hand striked his face. Her eyes were full of tears. She had one hand on her messanger bag as she ran. She didn't care where she went, she just wanted to get away from that bastard. To think she was actually going to forgive him for that kiss-and-run thing he pulled off. Ayame ran into a 'Girl's Washroom'. (Which is a bathroom) She made sure no one was there, then she went into a stall and started sobbing almost silently to herself. How could he say that to her? Thinking she was some kind of slut! How could he say such a derogatory comment! Ayame heard the washroom door open. She heard shoes making little sounds on the floor.
"Ayame? Kouga was so out of line back there! Are you okay?" Kagome asked worried about her friend. She looked under the stalls for Ayame's feet. Ayame opened her stall door and wiped a tear from her eye. "Hey, are you alright? I have no idea what got into him."
Ayame nodded yes. "Hai, I'm fine." She said sticking her face into the sink and washing it with water to wash away the redness from her eyes. She sniffled.
"Are you sure? Kami, what an ass." Kagome walked closer and put her hand on Ayame's shoulder.
"Thanks, Kagome. I'm okay." Ayame said getting her messanger bag out of the stall she had been in."I just want to forget about all this." Forget about it? Yeah right! Ayame could never ever forget the hurtfull words Kouga had just told her.Kagome nodded, but she also knew she wouldn't forget either. "Let's go, I already missed art by now, I have to get my history books." The two girls walked out of the washroom.
"Ayame?" Asked a voice from behind. They both turned around to face the person. It was Ms. Harris, the new age hippie art teacher. "Ayame we missed you in class. I was hoping you would draw something for the year book cover. I hope you don't mind, but I showed the head mistress your art and she loved it. She was hoping you could design a year book cover for this year." Ms. Harris said. She wasn't Japanese, she was American, but she spoke Japanese perfectly. She had long honey blonde hair that was always in a bun. It was straight. She always wore a long skirt and a little art apron on which had different colors of paint on it. She was one of the nicest people you could ever meet and she never yelled. "I'd really love it if we could work on it tomorrow."
Ayame nodded yes. "Sure, thank you. I'm sorry for missing class, I wasn't feeling to good." She lied.
"That's okay. Are you fine now? Do you need to go to the nurce?"
"No, I'm okay."
"Good then. Tomorrow during art class we'll get started-oh I'm sorry, hello Kagome." Ms. Harris noticed the innocent dark haired girl behind Ayame.
"Hello Ms. Harris. How are you?" Kagome asked being as polite as possible, but she didn't really need to. She was always polite.
"Enjoying life. I hope you are too. You are too young to be wasting your lifes misserable." Ms. Harris smiled her sweet, humble smile.
"Hai. Life is just great." Kagome fibbed for once! Life wasn't fine. Kouga had basixly called Ayame a slut to her face, and all she could do is yell.
"Good, good, well I hope to see you girls around. I better get back to my class." Ms. Harris said as she flashed them her humble smile and left to her class room.
Ayame turned alittle happier seeing Ms. Harris. She didn't know Ms. Harris very well but when she first met her, she seemed like a wonderful person with such a young soul. But even with that nice news that she would do the year book cover on her first year of boarding school, she couldn't forget what Kouga had said to her. Whether he meant or not, he called her a slut, something she was defently not, and that could never be forgotten or forgiven.
A/N: Hey guys, I know you are so excited about this chapter! I am too! I'm sorry for and grammar, and speeling errors, but I was in a rush, and no story is perfect right! So enjoy!
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