¤¥¤•°¤-Because I'm Broken-¤°•¤¥¤
Chapter Thirteen:
¤¥¤•°¤-The Morning After-¤°•¤¥¤
°ஐ•°ஐￃ-Written By: Allizaya-ￃ°ஐ•°ஐ
Claimer:(Just to name a few) Riku, Jubilee, Yasashuki, Head Mistress, Kiya, Simara, Katara
A/N: Hey, I'm back with a new chapter. I know i left you hanging with all the sex from the last chapter. I finally changed this stroy to mature because of that last thing that happened. But whatever, I was tired and lazy, and I still am.
¤¥¤•°¤-The Morning After-¤°•¤¥¤
Ayame groaned on the hard, cold grass as she shifted a little. One of her hands rested on her stomach as she sat up hopelessly hurt with a hedache and sour between her legs. Ayame didn't remeber falling asleep on the ground. She looked next to her as she rubbed the sleep from her eyes. Fucking shit. Kouga fell asleep next to her. So it wasn't a dream. Ayame was confused and had a small hang over. She could hardly stand up. She notice dried blood stained her inner thighs. she wondered what time it was. She began running, any where, away from memories and Kouga. She ran as fast as she could. She couldn't go to school, not now, not yet. She ran to her house which was pretty far. But it didn't matter to her. She pushed away all the pain she felt as her weak little legs ran.
Ayame opened the door to her house and ran up the stairs. Jubilee popped up out of no where. Apperently she had to be everywhere Ayame was. "You're not a virgin you little slut." Jubilee joked. "Don't tell me you just got home from the party. I didn't even stay out that late."
"It's none of your fucking buissness Jubilee." Ayame shot at her as she went to her room and dug around for some towels.
"Aya, was it Kouga? I smell him all over you. Are you okay?" Jubilee was actually serious on this one. "He didn't do anything you didn't want him to, right?"
"Why don't you just say it? It's unbeleivable that I had sex, so you think he raped me?"
"No, I didn't mean to come out like that. I'm just trying to make sure." Jubilee re assured her as she roughly scraped the towel against her wet hair to dry it off.
"Look, he didn't rape me. I wanted it, at least i think I did. That's not the point though. We were both pretty out of it and it turned into a thing. No biggie. Look, i'm tired and dirty, let's talk later." Ayame said walking into the bathroom.
"Fine," Jubilee said, closing the door behind her.
In the shower, Ayame scrubbed hard and rough and recklessly at her whole body, hopping to get eery one of his scents off her. She felt an odd mark on hip. Apperntly she didn't notice when Kouga bit her hip. Ayame scrubbed hard at that too. After wrapping tons of towels around her, she sat down on her king size bed, and picked up the phone dialling Kagome's cellphone.
...Phone
"Hello?" Ayame asked noticing the ringing stopped but no one answered.
"Yeah? Ayame?" Inuyasha spoke. By his voice you could tell he was just asleep.
"Sorry, I thought I was calling Kagome's cell." Ayame said.
"Huh, uh yeah she's sleeping." Inuyasha said, eyes still shut.
"Okay, when she's up just tell her I'll be coming late to the dorm?" Ayame asked while observing and bitting at her nails.
"Yeah? That it?"
"Yeah, thatnks, bye." Ayame hung up the phone.
Inuyasha closed the flip phone and threw it. He burried his face in Kagome's raven dark hair. He kissed at her neck. "Ayame called." He whispered.
Kagome groaned and shifted her head.
"She'll be home late." He said against her neck.
...Ayame
Ayame sighed and laty on her bed until she fell asleep... Ayame's eyes shot open. She looked at the clock next to her bed. She had only fallen asleep for an hour. She lifted her head to reveal that she never changed, she was still in towels. She heard the door open behind her. Jubilee walked in, brushing her hair.
"Hey, your up, we're going out shopping, wanna come with?" Jubilee asked.
"We?" Ayame responded.
"Yeah, Sango slept over. We were too fucked up to drive home last night, so we crashed here." Jubilee explained.
"Um...yeah, sure. I'll go get dressed."
Ayame scrambled in her walk-in closet for something good to wear. She finally picked out a faded pair of jeans that got really loose at the bottom, and a black tank top. She wore tight wrist band and the boots Simara lended to her. She ran out into the hall and ran into Sango. Sango looked like she didn't sleep much and she had lastnight's make-up smeered. Ayame smiled at her friend.
"Oh hey." Sango greeted realising where she was. "I'm so fucked up." She said rubbing her eyes, smeering her make-up.
Ayame forced another smile.
"Don't you have to work today or something?"
"No, today's my day off." Ayame corrected her.
"Oh, okay good. I'm gonna, I don't know, sober up. Mind if I raid your closet?" Sango asked.
"Nah, go ahead." Ayame said. She went off into Jubilee's room and threw herself on the bed. She sighed deeply.
Jubilee came out of the bathroom dressed nicely. She had on a white skirt, a white tank top, whit stilletoes and a few braclets. She put a half sleeved jacket over her shirt. The jacket was more for a working lady and it had two huge buttons. Jubilee placed some huge sunglasses at the top of her head. "Where's Sango?" Jubilee asked as she apllied some make-up.
"Sobering up in my closet." Ayame said as she fiddled with Jubilee's blanket.
"What wrong with you? You should be celbrating, you let some guy take you willingly, and I don't have to call you virgin anymore." Jubilee joked as she put on some light eyeliner.
Ayame forced another smile. "Ha, yeah let's have some vadka shots, and a few virgins at a bar." Ayame joked. She heard a small bark from outside the hall way. "What the fuck? Jubilee did you hear that? Do you smell that? It's a..." Ayame was interrupted by another bark. She ran out of Jubilee's room with Jubilee following close behind. Ayame and Jubilee's grandfather was standing out in the hallway. "What are you doing with that you old kook!" Ayame exclaimed pointing to the tiny Huntress dog in his arms.
"Well, it was lost...and oh what do you care? I don't tell your unlce about you smoking and your parties. So you keep your mouth shut about him. Got it." The old man snapped. He went back into his room with the puppy.
Jubilee was holding back laughter. That old man was always weird. It was nice though, for him to find a lost puppy and give it a home. Maybe it would make him feel younger or something. Ayame shrugged it off and turned to where Sango had been standing for a few seconds.
"I'm ready." Sango anounced, now more awake.
...At The Mall
Ayame zipped her smothie as she dizzily watched as the smothie went up and down the straw. She sighed. She looked up at Jubilee who was listening and sword of dancing to her ipod. Sango was on her cell phone. Everyone seemed busy around her. Ayame reached into her pocket and pulled out a blue ipod. She put on the head phones and flutterd by the touch activated buttons on the device. She stuck with the song 'Come Dig Me Out' by Kelly Osbourne.
Jubilee stood up. "Okay now we can actually shop." Jubilee said, ready to walk out of the store.
The girls headed for a few stores before going off and kalling Kagome. "Hey Kags," Ayame spoke into her cell phone. "We're at the mall why don't you come down here and we'll all just kick it and spend my uncle's money?"
"I'd love to, but I don't think I can move." Kagome complained sounding pretty tired.
"Did Inuyasah ride you a little too hard?" Ayame joked letting out a little laugh.
"Ha ha, very funny. But no. I'm just tired. Hey get me something though." Kagome said with sarcasm, then laughing a little herself.
Ayame sighed. "Alright fine. I'll suprise you." Ayame said. "Bye bye-boo." She said as her final goodbye.
"Bye." Kagome said clicking the phone off.
Ayame sighed. "She said to get her something."
Jubilee chuckled. "Inuyasha did her too hard, huh." She joked.
"That's what I said." Ayame giggled. "Okay, enough making fun of Kagome let's just shop."
The girls entered the first store they saw. Emo. It was a good store to get the cutest and wildest cloths in Japan. Ayame looked around the store while Jubilee and Sango quickly got into the dressing rooms with tons of cloths. Ayame went for a a purple and black, 4 layered, flrity skirt.
Jubilee came out of the dressing room wearing her black bra and cute skirt which was red and cut in a kind of tilting way. "What do you think of this one. I look fucking hot right?" Jubilee said bserving herself in a mirror outside the dressing room. She fixed the lip gloss on her lips while looking. "So..."
Ayame snapped out of la-la world and back to reality. "Oh yeah, that's hot."
"I know." Jubilee joked. She tok the skirt out of Ayame's hands. "Now that's hot. I'm gonna need to borrow that after you get it." jubilee said handing it back. "What's wrong, we have our rich uncle's credit card and you won't even blow anything on it."
"Eh, I'm just not in the mood." Ayame said. She heard a familure giggle from behind. It could only be her worst and dumbest enemy. Kikyo. Ayame rolled her eyes as she slowly turned around to face her monster. "Ew, it's you."
Kikyo stopped her giggles as she scoffed out laugh. "Ooo, if it isn't the slut. I heard you an Kouga fucked last night, right in the mdidle of the party last night."
"Yeah and I heard you fucked arounf with the gym coach." Ayame shot back.
Kikyo glared at her. "whatever whore."
"Cme on Kikyo cut that shit out." Jubilee said.
"I don't want to hate you, Jubilee. You seem really kool. But your loser of a sister is on my last nerve." Kikyo said with her prepy smug look.
Sango stepped out of the dressing room. "You fucking whore. You just don't like Ayame because she's friends with me and Kagome. And you hate us because Inuyasha didn't want you. You're such a fucking loser Kikyo. Just because Inuyasha doesn't like you like he likes Kagome doesn't mean you have to be me to Ayame."
"Up your Sango." Kikyo said. She turned back at Ayame. "So what now Ayame? Kouga gonna jump your bones again?" Kikyo laughed making a really obscene comment without words. She made a movement like she was giving oral sex. Her and her little in human followers laughed.
"My personal life is none of your fucking buissness you fucking bitch." Ayame said. She was fed up. Ayame at first hesitated put then out of no hwere her hand collided with Kikyo's cheek. Too many gasps were heard as Ayame stomped out of the store.
Jubilee glared at Kikyo. "I only used you for food any way. I bet all your dates say that. You got what you deserved Kikyo. Call Ayame all you want but you're nothing but a mean girl and bitch." Jubilee said as her last word as she went off with Sango to change and pay for their shit to go help Ayame.
...Later
Ayam entered her dorm room. Kagome sat at the small cirular table reading a book and typing on her laptop. Kagome looked up from her work and smiled up at Ayame. "I heard what happened between you and Kouga. I think it's sweet, if only it didn't happen on the ground out side of the party, but still," Kagome said. "So, are you a couple or was it a one time thing?"
Great, just what Ayame needed...some one talking about her so called 'relationship' between her and Kouga. "Um...I don't really even know. I'm a little out of it and don't remember much." Ayame lied.
Kagome's smile faded hearing those words. In girl world it meant she really didn't feel like talking about it because it might have been just some big mistake. "I see. Well, we have one day till our weekend is over, so what do you want to do? We could go for a walk or something? Talk alittle maybe. You know if you want to."
Ayame forced a smile as she sat on her bed. "I guess I shouldn't keep this shit all bottled up. Let's walk around this damed city and talk. I'm up for a little girl talk I guess."
Kagome grabbed a sweater off Sango's bed. "Okay lets go."
The two girls waited till they were out of the school campus to start talking. Ayame stared at her shoes while walking. "Kikyo knows. The little bitch came up to me at the mall and called me a slut so I slapped hard and good." Ayame finally spoke.
"Wait, you slapped Kikyo? Fuck! I should have been there to see the look on the frigid whore's face." Kagome said.
"Yeah, you would have loved it. It was priceless." Ayame smiled. "I don't know what I feel anymore. i mean I tried to convince myself that I didn't love Kouga anymore. And that he meant nothing to me. But this morning when I woke, everything changed. At last night during...you know the whole thing, I couldn't hate him anymore."
Kagome tried to completely understand. But she hadn't gone through the smae thing as Ayame. "So it was odd. Look, I personally don't think what happened in the past should keep you from what you really want. So go for what you feel now. The past is in the past and it should stay that way." Ata times Kagome could be the smartest person in the world with her words. "Does my hair look shinier today?" And then there were other times where she just ruined it with questions like that.
Ayame giggled. "No it's shinny enough. So, what you're saying is I should be with Kouga?"
"If that's what you turely want. I mean erase all the times you hurt over him. And think about it. Do you still want to be with him?"
That question sunk into Ayame's head for while. That was one of the biggest questions she had ever had to face. Right after 'Where are my parents?'...Did she really want to be with Kouga? Did he want to be with her?
A/N: I promise you the next chapter will be all Kouga and Ayame. Sorry, I've been kind of sucky lately with this story. I've been confused on where to take it. And I'm stil not sure how to end it. But I will. This story is almost through. But then I'll have time for the rest of my stories!
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