¤¥¤•°¤-Because I'm Broken-¤°•¤¥¤
Chapter Eighteen:
¤¥¤•°¤-There Comes A Time-¤°•¤¥¤
°ஐ•°ஐￃ-Written By: Allizaya-ￃஐ°•ஐ°
Claimer:(Just to name a few) Riku, Jubilee, Yasashuki, Head Mistress, Kiya, Simara, Katara, Yumi, Ms. Harris, Mr. Kawakii, Aunt Camile
A/N: Very sorry for the late updates. I'm horrible, I know! But i've been thinking of different ways to make this story turn paths and I've also been thinking of different endings too. I'm badat ending things. I notice I left some questions in your heads. So I'll answer them. And thank you all for your reveiws. And never be afraid to E-mail me. I'm allways willing to take emails from fans of my writting. I have before anyway.
Questions and Answers
Are Jubilee and Simara youkai too?
Yup. Jubilee is all wolf. BUT Simara is half dog half wolf.
Could you loosen up on Jubilee drinking and doing drugs?
You read my mind. I was planning on her loosening up a bit. But isn't drinking and doing drugs and smoking part of Jubilee? But I'll loosen up a bit.
¤¥¤•°¤-There Comes A Time-¤°•¤¥¤
Jubilee watched her sister stare hopeless out her bedroom window of their mansion. She shook her head. She didn't understand why anyone would put their heart on the line like Ayame had. That's why Jubilee promised her self never to fall in love. That is why Jubilee move from guy to guy without any regrets, because she never felt anything big for them. She wondered what it would be like to fall in love. To find that one and only person for yourself. Jubilee knocked on the open door of Ayame's room, warning her she was coming in.
Ayame turned her head to see who it was. She didn't give one last glance to Jubilee when she turned her head again to stare out the motionless window again.
Jubilee wondered what was so interesting about looking out a window like Ayame always did. She held a hand up. "I come in peace." She joked. She held out a cup of herbal tea hoping Ayame would turn around and take it since it was too hot for her hand.
Ayame turned around with a sad smile. She took the tea from Jubilee and sta on her huge king size bed. She took a small sip of her tea before putting it down. "Thanks,"
"No problem." Jubilee sat down next to Ayame. "How you holding up? You haven't been to school in a week. The girls are bitching about when you're coming back. They won't come here because they think you might need some space."
"If you're goin to talk me into going back I won't" Ayame sighed and layed back staring up at the white ceiling. "I can't"
Jubilee layed back too. "You can't stay at home forever. You can't let what happend rule over you. You should let him explain. I heard it wasn't what you saw."
"So Kikyo fell and he so happened to have caught her with his lips?" Ayame chuckled. "I've heard all the excuses."
"Maybe not all."
"I made up my mind." Ayame turned her body to face Jubilee.
"You mean..."
"Yeah."
"Aya. You can't go."
"I can and I will. I'm sorry but I can't take it here anymore."
"But you can't go! I didn't even go!"
"Ayame!" Called their uncle's voice from down the halls. It was loud. It starled both girls. Ayame got up and began to walk cautiously to his office. She lightly knocked on the door which was open by a crack.
"Come in." He said. More like an order. His hair was mushed up. And he had a glass full of ice and what smelled and looked like whisky. His first button was unbuttoned, and his tie was loose. It looked like he pulled one of those all nighters that Ayame used to pull when she had gotten carried away with Kouga and had to spend a whole day working on a paper for some class or something.
Ayame looked pretty innocent when she sat down in a chair infront of his desk, as if she wre some client of his or something. "Yes sir." She asked. It was like she was 10 again and threatened Jubilee with some sharp scisorrs because Jubilee tried to convince her that if she would let her burn her bangs with a lighter it would look hot. But the only thing hot would be the flames against her forehead. Ayame shook her head out of the memories and got back to reality.
He threw the latest issue of Gossip Girl Magazine on the table in front of her. He drank some more of his whisky and filled it up again.
Ayame read the headline. Billion Dollar Heiress Goes Wild! it read. Ayame sighed knowing she was introuble. She looked at the pictures. There some of her and Kouga making out in the sand, with the lightings of the rave behind them and some people smoking and drinking god knows what. Then there were more of the fight she had had with Kikyo. More like a confrontaiton since Kikyo didn't bother to fight back. Or Ayame just ran off too quick to give her a chance to swing. "How much trouble am I in?" Ayame asked looking up from the magazine.
"Your aunt Camile called. She told me everything you told her."
"Am I in trouble for that?"
"As much embarasment as I passed looking at those pages in that magazine, and the previous others...I think it's good that you get yourself out of here and get your life back together with your Aunt Camile in America. Though, I wished you spoke to me about this first." Her uncle filled his like millionth glass of whisky.
"I'm sorry I didn't speak to you before. I was just planning before I did anything." Ayame explained. "I do do think it is best for me to stay with Aunt Camile for a while though. Do I have your permission on that?"
Ayame's uncle nodded to himself before answering. "I think it is best too. you have my permission. But while there contain yourself, you best not behave as you did here."
Ayame nodded. "I promise. May I be excused?"
Her uncle nodded. "You are free to go."
Ayame got up and grabbed the door nob to close the door behind her.
"Ayame." Her uncle called.
Ayame stuck her head in the room. "Yes sir?"
He sighed. "How's your heart?"
Ayame sighed and looked down. She began to play with her fingers for a moment, just thinking. "I-it's a little bit broken." Ayame finally responded. She closed the door behind her. She was happy to have permission to leave Japan and go to America to stay with her Aunt Camile, in yet another fansy mansion. The Akira family was always wealthy, no doubt about that.
Ayame though for a while walking down all the corridors, and great halls of her familie's mansion. Jubilee was raised by her Aunt Camile. And Ayame was raised by her Uncle. That's why Jubilee came out as an alcoholic, drugie, sluty girl. And that's why Ayame came out way more safisticated, and lady like than Jubilee. Ayame wondered how her Aunt Camile had let the world taint innocent Jubilee like that. It was sad, because if Jubilee and Ayame were raised together by their uncle, then their life wouldn't be so screwed right? It wasn't till Jubilee got enough of America when she was little, and finally asked her Aunt to let her go back To Japan to be with her little sister, and her uncle, and grandfather.
As tiny children, when their parents died, Jubilee was given to thier Aunt and Ayame to thier Uncle. Of course they saw eachother on occasions like Christmas and birthdays, and in the summer Jubilee stayed with her Uncle. But it wasn't enough. So when Jubilee was about 13, she finally got to live with her Uncle and Sister. But jubilee always went to trips back to America and came back more fucked up than ever It was her friends. They made her such a person. The person she is today.
Ayame shook her head trying to free her pretty little head of the thoughts. It didn't matter if her Aunt was way looser with her neices than her uncle was, she just ha to get out of Japan. She walked into her room where Jubilee was still laying on Ayame's bed.
"You're really going arn't you?" Jubilee asked, smelling her sister's scent at the door.
Ayame nodded. "Yeah. I just talked to Uncle about it."
"When are you leaving?"
"When I talkt to Aunt Camile on the phone, she said my ticket should come in the mail tomorow. I'm leaving next week...Next Monday at 3pm." Ayame explained, being specific.
Jubilee sighed. "So lets have a going away party."
Ayame smiled. "You'll do anything just to get a party won't you?" Both girls laughed.
...The Next Day
Ayame yawned and stretched. She turned her body so her feet were at the side of the bed. She stretched once more and stood up. She rubbed the sleep out of her eyes. "Juby?" She called as she walked down the hall. "Juby?" She called again. She looked in Jubilee's room. It was empty, for the first time, Jubilee actually woke up before Ayame. Ayame sighed.
Out of no where, Ayame felt a hand cover her mouth and and arm snake around her waist. She was being pulled back ward. Ayame struggled and let out a muffled scream. She bit the perps...perfectly manicured hand? What! Ayame broke out of the persons grip and turned to face them. "JUBILEE! What the fuck were you thinking! I almost went Tarzan spinning Jitsue on you!" Ayame yelled.
Jubilee laughed, her hair bouncing, even in a side pony tail. "Well, I'm trying to abduct you if you haven't noticed! You just ruined it!"
"That's how people die you fool. You scared the death out of me!" Ayame sighed getting her mind back in order. "Why were you trying to abduct me any way you freak!"
"I was trying to take you to Kagome's house! We were going to do homemade manicures and we also rented movies. You're leaving soon, so I thought I'd pull a 'Jaw Breaker' on you. But...without the killer jaw breaker. Please come."
"I'm not in the mood." Ayame answered simply.
"If you won't come then I'll have to get some the maids to help me bound your hands and legs and stuff you in the trunk. You wither come willingly or forcfully."
"You wouldn't."
"Oh I would. Who do you think you're dealing with?" Jubilee put her hand up on her hips. "Now!"
Ayame rolled her eyes. "Fine." She sighed in defeat. Jubilee was capable of anything. Even if it meant bounding her sister's legs and arms and shoving her in a trunk like she threatened. Ayame went in her a room and came out in snap. She had a white shirt which had a beach and a sun set sketched on it and dark jeans. Her bangs were now really long, she straightened them. "Let's get this over with."
"You don't gotta bring the happiness down. Lighten up." Jubilee got her car keys out of her pocket and ran out side, draging Ayame behind her. They took a black hummer. It only took five minutes for the girl to get to Kagome's house/shrine. The whole way there it was quiet exepted for the techno mixes Jubilee had playing.
Ayame slowly got out of the car and slammed the car door. She sighed. What did her friends do to her any way? She shouldn't make them worry about her. She had no idea why she dreaded coming to Kagome's house, it wasn't like Kouga was going to be there any. She should enjoy the time she had left till she was being shipped of to the United States of America to stay with her loose Aunt Camile.
Jubilee followed Ayame up the 4 stairs of the shrine, leading to Kagome's house. The knock on the door. The door opened and Kagome pounced Ayame with a huge hug. "Can't...breath." Ayame let out.
"Oh Sorry. We've all just missed you. After hearing what happened, we thought we'd never see you again!" Kagome squeeled. "Well, don't be a stranger come in. Simara and Sango are waiting in the main room." Kagome explained.
Ayame walked in and saw her friends eating popcorn and some how mezmorized by the T.V. screan. "Isn't it a little too early for popcorn and a movie? I mean did you wake up like a while ago?" Ayame asked entering the room. She sat on the couch next to Sango.
"Hey, I can't believe you came." Sango said happy to see her old roommate and friend.
"It's never too early for a good movie and snackage." Simara said.
They all just so happened to be watching the Sailor Moon movie. Ayame rolled her eyes with a smile still on her face. She watched Sailor Moon when she was younger. It was cute, and it still was, but she never imagined her 16 and 17 year old friends would watch it. It was kinda funny and brought back memories.
Sango got up. "I'm getting morning drinks. What do you want?"
"Coffee, black." Simara ordered.
"Same here." Ayame added.
"I'm coming with." Jubilee jumped out of her seat from a sofa in the corner and clinged onto Sango, almost tripping over herself. They both walked to the kitchen.
Ayame picked at the corner of the pillow that was in her lap.
Simara sighed and looked at Ayame concentrating on the pillow. She turned around to face the T.V. and then turned back around to look at Ayame again. "He hasn't called me you know."
Ayame looked up. "What? What are-"
"You know what I'm talking about. Don't play dumb with me. I know you know what I mean." Simara shot at her.
Ayame rolled her eyes. Simara wasn't easy to fool, she didn't know why she even tried. "I don't want to talk about it." She turned her gaze at the T.V.
"I don't even know his side. We haven't talked since you 'broke up' or whatever that was. All I know is he won't get out of bed or anything. He went back home."
"Kouga can do whatever he wants now."
"You two are killing eachother inside. Aya, why don't you guys just talk about it? I don't see why you both have to run away from your problems."
Ayame looked at Simara. "It's what I'm best at i guess." She shot at her. ayame got up to walk to the door. Kagome came out of the kitchen.
"Aya, where are you going?" Kagome asked worried."
"I'm sorry, but I shouldn't have come. Don't let me ruin your fun."
Kagome grabbed Ayame's arm. "It's your own fun you're ruining. Ayame you can't go. We don't have much time to catch up. You're leaving next week."
"I'm sorry." Ayame said. She shut the door behind her. Ayame tugged at the zipper of her black cotton pull over. She made it hug her more. She sighed into the fall air. And began to walk away, from everything. She couldn't believe how much of a brat she was. She just wanted to kick herself, or have someone do it for her.
Five minutes passed, it seemed like forever had passed. She passed by the same caffe twice. It was lame that she had nothing else to do but walk around the busy streets of Tokyo. She had to think, how could she had dumped her friends for lonely, friendless streets she didn't even want to walk. Her friends planned a nice, small get together and she had bailed. What kind of friend was she?
Ayame began to run back in the direction of Kagome's house. She made it there in no time. She didn't bother to knock, she knew she was welcome. She walked into the main room. "Okay, just shut up and listen. I'm bitch okay, I've been bitching and groaning about everything. But you guys are nice enough to plan something small for me. And I thank you for that. So lets get this started and get my mind out of the clouds." Ayame said. The room was quiet.
Jubilee smiled. "Alright you bitch! Let rock this shit!" Jubilee said. "But actually there was a few more thing I planned." She had a devilish grin on her face.
...Later That Very Night
Ayame struggled to keep her eys open. Jubilee had gotten her totally wasted. She wondered why Jubilee wasn't wasted though. Maybe because Ayame drank a whole bottle of Arbor mist alone, and some french shit she loved. Ayame shook her head to keep her eyes open. She looked infront of her where the dance instructed was talking.
"Now, it's not about the pole. It's about getting in touch with your body." The instructer lady said. "Now who's Ayame?" She asked.
Ayame raised her hand thinking she was actually in a class. "Show me the pole!" She yelled in a slur. She ran upto the stage, went for the pole, but being the clumsy drunk she was. She slipped, fell off the stage, and landed ass first on a small sofa ass first, and upside down. She groaned. She didn't feel so good.
Jubilee and the others laughed. It was just like her to take Ayame to a strip club to take pole dancing lessons as a joke. "That's gonna hurt in the morning." She commented.
As the night went on, Ayame became more drunk till she finally fell asleep. The hugest hangover would wait for her.
...Morning
Ayame rubbed her head and cursed under breath. Why did she have to drink so much. And why did her ass hurt so bad? She groaned. Jubilee came in with a cup of some drink that smeled like shit. "What the fuck is this? You trying to poison me or something?" Ayame growled.
"It'll help your hangover. Kami know it helped me through all of mine." She sat on Ayame's bed. She observed her sister. Man did she looked like shit. "So are you still leaving?"
"I'm sorry, but I have to get away from here for a while." Ayame said. But now she wasn't sure what to do. Should she or stay or should she go?
A/N: Okay, this was brought to you for comedy and some clue ins. But the next chapter will be serious. Full Ayame and Kouga...I'll try atleast. I hope you liked this chapter. And i hope it answered some questions. And if you have more, then I'll answer them. Now, i must get started on the next chaoter! Sorry to keep you waiting so long!