Hey guys! Yeah I got so many upset reviews, some saying 'my eyes were tearing the whole time" and "it's so sad!" However I did get one that really upset me.
From: Anonomyous( )
why did you let that claypot whore kikyo use her power to kiss Inu. And Hojo raping Kagome! You are a messed up kikyo loving writer. Ja Ne Ass kisser!
Oh kay first of all I dislike Kikyo (just because she shot inu) (I only like her because she is an interesting character and personality) and she isn't the cause of Kagome doing this, it was Hojo! Duh! I am not a messed up writer this story is a TRAGEGY/ romance! Going to keep my language pg-13 here.. .:tries: forget it! It's not working :flicks off the reviewer: By the way dumb ass u spelled Anonymous wrong!
On a lighter note I am a fan of happy endings! I promise this will have a happy ending! A lot of people wonder why I chose to deal with real issues, well I wanted to write a story people can relate too, Maybe my story is a little exaggerated or not. But I think I am doing a pretty good job at it. I mean I have never had to deal with anything like that, anyway what I wanna know is what you all think. The song is "Crash and Burn" by Savage Garden
WARNING! Get out your tissues!
To Heal Her Broken Heart Chapter 11 "Crash and Burn"
:Blanket Disclaimer for To Heal Her Broken Heart:
:I do not own Inuyasha characters, Rumiko Takahashi does:
What happened last time...
As the water boiled and she poured the hot water into the glasses she wiped away her tears with shaking hands. Hot tears gushed out of her eyes as she tried furiously to wipe them away while putting in the tea bags. A mug filled with hot water and tea slipped from Sango's grasp and shattered on the floor. She stared at the broken mess for a moment before her legs gave out. She sobbed as she sat among the broken shards. Sango tried to pick up the glass but just ended up cutting her fingers and hands. Miroku knelt down beside her away from the glass, and pulled her to his chest. She dropped her head to his shoulder and let all the pent up emotions leave. Ayame glanced at the staircase and to Sango crying in Miroku's arms, she could feel tears slowly filling her eyes. "Why did this have to happen? Why?" she thought as the tears fell.
To Heal Her Broken Heart Chapter 11
Sunlight didn't stream in through the windows,
birds didn't chirp, it was a dark and gloomy sky
the following morning. Kagome opened her eyes
and only saw Inuyasha's red t shirt. "Good
Morning" he whispered softly brushing her hair
from her face. She yawned as she smiled at him.
Kagome's eyes were blood shot and she looked
exhausted, "Go back to sleep" he whispered to
her. She nodded and fell back asleep. Inuyasha
lifted the sleeping girl unto her bed and kissed
her forehead.
Downstairs...
Ayame sat up abruptly, she was lying on the
couch in the living room, her head resting on her
arms. She slowly walked over to the kitchen and
glanced over the counter. Sango and Miroku
weren't there, "How did I get on the couch?" she
thought as she searched. Ayame spotted them
on a recliner, Sango asleep on Miroku, her face
had the last residue of tears left. She recalled
last night's events, and choked back a sob.
Miroku and Sango opened their eyes wearily as
Inuyasha came down the staircase. Ayame
turned around and ran to Inuyasha; she startled
him by hugging him. "Is she going to be
alright?" she said glancing up at him with teary
eyes. "I-I honestly don't know" he replied, his
eyes bright with lost hope. Sango burst out fresh
sobs, while Miroku held her tight. "It's all going
to be alright, it has to be..." Sango trailed off
tears slipping out of her eyes onto Miroku's
shirt. Meanwhile Inuyasha patted his friends
back soothingly. Ayame's stomach growled
loudly, as if it triggered a reaction all their
stomachs began to rumble. No one dared laugh
thought it was quite amusing. Inuyasha, and
Miroku began to search the cabinets for food, all
they found was Ramen. They quickly boiled
water for the noodles, while they were eating
Sango suddenly gasped, "Kohaku! I need to get
home!" she said standing up. Miroku walked
over to her and held her hands, "I'm coming with
you, you shouldn't be alone" he declared as she
nodded. Sango hugged him briefly before
picking up her purse. Sango hugged Ayame and
Inuyasha goodbye and waited for Miroku to hug
Ayame and pat Inuyasha's shoulder. Together
they left to take care of her younger brother.
Ayame searched the refrigerator for food but
found very little. "I guess I'll go and get more
food" she stated as she slurped her noodles.
"You should stay with Kagome" she added
seeing him glance at the staircase. "Be careful"
he said giving her a warm hug good bye. "I will"
she replied closing the front door behind her.
Inuyasha threw his empty cup away and slowly
walked to Kagome's room. He stared at her
sleeping face her eyes seemed hollow, her face
pale. Each time he saw her in pain it was like
someone tore his heart out of his chest and the
painful memories of her scars still haunted his
dreams.
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned it's back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild, wild heart
Kagome's pain was still fresh in his mind, it
drove him to the edge of sanity not being able to
stop it, not being able to shield her from the
unrelenting world around. He closed his eyes in
anguish as the fleeting memory of the night she
had confessed, came back to him. Not just that,
the rising anger for Hojo and what he had done
flooded into his head. Such raw hatred plagued
his mind, threatened to consume his heart,
seeped into every crack of his mind, told him to
do something horrible, something he would
regret for the rest of his life.
And know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door
And you feel like you can't take any more
Kagome was the only one who could keep him at
peace, could take away all his emotions, scare
him and thrill him at the same time. She was the
only one who embraced him, loved him, and
accepted him in any state hanyou or human. He
couldn't loose her and he knew she couldn't
loose him either, their souls completed each
other they fit together like two pieces in a jig saw
puzzle. Inuyasha dropped to his knees beside
her bed, somehow he could feel such a far
distance between them, the Kagome he loved
was changed, changed for the worst and he
couldn't do anything for her.
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend your broken heart
If you need to crash,
Then crash and burn your not alone
Ayame walked down the aisles of the grocery
store, she looked but never really saw what she
was looking at, all her thought were of Kagome.
"How could that bastard do something like that
to her?" she thought angrily. "Ayame?" came a
voice from behind her, she jumped and looked
around. "Ayame what's wrong?" asked Kouga
looking into her eyes. Ayame looked hopelessly
into his blue eyes, tears gathered in her eyes
and threatened to fall. She tried with all her self
control to stop them, but still they began to fall.
"Kouga!" she whispered flinging herself against
his chest, he caught her and held her fast.
When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
Your caught in a one way street
With the monsters in you head
When hopes and dreams are far away
And you feel like you can't face the day
Ayame buried her face into his tan shirt, as she
continued to cry. Searing hot anger rushed
through his veins, who could have caused her
so much pain? "Ayame please tell me what's
wrong" he whispered running his claws through
her hair, she quietly explained last night's events
to him. With each passing second he grew
angrier and more upset. Ayame felt his shift his
weight. "Kouga, please don't leave me" she
whispered tightening her hold on his shirt. "I
won't I promise" he replied bowing his head and
resting his cheek on top of her head.
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend your broken heart
If you need to crash,
Then crash and burn your not alone
After a few moments her sobs subsided to a few
sniffs. With teary eyes she looked up at him, he
could see the pain in her eyes. Kouga leaned
down and briefly pressed his lips to her
forehead, "This is all I can do for her, try and
soothe her pain" he thought as Ayame gave him
a weak smile. She buried her head in his warm
shirt and closed her eyes. Ayame listened to the
steady rhythm of his heart, it soothed her
somehow, calmed her nerves, and gave her
hope. "Everything is going to be alright" he
whispered in her ear, his breath hot on her face.
Kouga could feel her collapse in his arms, she
was asleep.
Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breathe again
He gently scooped her up, and borrowed her
car. Kouga ran to the store he didn't live far
away. Kouga nestled her in the passenger seat,
buckled her seat belt and did the same for him.
Within 10 minutes they were at his house, since
he had no idea where she lived. Ayame still
hadn't awaken from her uneasy sleep, as he laid
her on the bed in his room. He pulled the covers
up to her chin, and found a note book to write a
message to her telling her where she was. "She
would probably freak out if she woke up not
knowing where she was" he thought with a light
chuckle. He stared at her sleeping form; she
looked so peaceful and happy. But Kouga knew
other wise; he knew she had suffered from her
best friend's pain. All she needed right now was
someone to comfort her, someone to be there
for her and that was something he could do for
her.
Sango unlocked the front door to her house and
stepped in waiting for Miroku to do the same.
With quick strides Sango made her way into the
kitchen, "Koha-" she called out cutting her self
off. Kohaku was asleep at the kitchen table his
head resting on an open text book, a lone pencil
beside his hand. Sango smiled warmly at the
sight, without waking him she put the sleeping
boy in his own bed. Sango silently closed the
door behind her and came face to face with
Miroku. He put a hand to her cheek and spoke
up, "Are you going to be alright?" Sango gave
him a sad smile as she reached up and put her
hand over his, "I will be" she said. You should
eat something, knowing you you've been too
worried to eat." Miroku said directing her to the
kitchen. "Yeah" she replied. "I guess your right"
she said with a less than cheerful smile. "I never
asked you how you were feeling" Sango said
suddenly. "Don't worry about me" he said rifling
through the cabinets.
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned it's back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild, wild heart
"But…if I'm feeling so awful…then you must feel
just as bad, because you have to be strong for
me" she said in a hushed tone. His gaze told her
everything and she grew quiet, lost in her
thoughts. Long minutes past before she spoke
up again, but this time her eyes gathered tears,
"Miroku" she asked. "Yes?" Miroku answered
as the pot boiled. "Is…is Kagome going to
alright, it's just when I saw her she…she was
acting like she couldn't tell the difference
between reality and her dream. Like she was
going crazy" Sango choked out. Sango could
see the answer in his eyes. He didn't say
anything, and he didn't have to. She closed her
eyes tightly trying to make the thoughts the
horrible thoughts go away.
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend your broken heart
If you need to crash,
Then crash and burn your not alone
She snapped open her teary eyes to find herself
in Miroku's embrace. She could see the pain
reflecting in his eyes, she knew he was holding
in all his emotions in for her and it was killing
him inside to do it. "Miroku…" she whispered.
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend your broken heart
If you need to crash,
Then crash and burn your not alone
So…what do you all think? Good, bad, upsetting, any thoughts your having right now tell me them. I'd love to hear from you all. Just to let you all know that if anyone has their own stories they want me to read and review just let me know, and I would be happy to oblige. I'm always in search of new stories!