animebubble23: disclaimer is the same. I don't own Inu Yasha or any of the characters involved with the show.
I do own my characters though. Enjoy the fic !
Baby, is this love for real?
Kagome's House
Kagome had recently signed online, but she finished her homework first. She had a tight shecdule when she came home from school. It was to first, change out of clothes, into something more comfortable, second, was to do homework, third, was to eat dinner, if not, have a snack, and last was a free time. She would go online, read, write, draw, listen to music, whatever she happened to be in the mood for. That night she was online, guess she wanted to talk some more.
(kagome's SN is xthelastwarningx)
XthelastwarningX: Hey Sango!
wishingforwords: wats up kagome?
XthelastwarningX: n2m, just drawing, how about you?
wishingforwords: just chillin', on the fone with miroku, so brb
XthelastwarningX: mkay, ttysoon :D
wishingforwords is away at 10:28:23
Kagome sat there, and stared at her computer. She fidgeted around with the mouse, looking at away messges on her buddy list, profiles, and what was happening to people these days. She had a few people's SNs that she did not talk to, such as the popular people, the people she really didn't like, and the odd ball people. Kagome was considered a "scene kid" or such in her school (NOT THAT LABELING IS COOL). But the people in her school liked to label.
She clicked someone's screen name. This person's screen name really didn't not appeal to her much, she would look at it once in a while, but never so often. It was Inu Yasha's, and she looked at his buddyprofile. His SN was a7x129 . Kagome looked, and she was so tempted to IM him, but then she said to herself 'Me, IM him, wow, I AM losing it -.- ' she let out a sigh. She hated him, or atleast she wanted to think so.
wishingforwords has returned at 10:46:45
wishingforwords: hey sry about that, fone calls can last forever :)
XthelastwarningX: hm, that's alright
XthelastwarningX: i was just thinking, sango, do you think Inu Yasha's a bad guy?
wishingforwords: Kagome, you have to ask me that, you kno what he did to you, right?
wishingforwords: even if i loved the guy, i still wouldn't consider him anything more then a piece of garbage.
XthelastwarningX: yeah i guess you're right, nevermind then :D,i gtg, il ttyl Sango.
wishingforwords: kay, bye bye
XthelastwarningX has signed off at 10:54:14
Kagome sat on her bed. She put her hands behind her head, got into her covers, and rested. 'Hm, sometimes I think to much, a little to much' She sighed, looked to the side, and stared at her wall.
She jerked her head up a little, and looked under her bed. She moved the sheets and grabbed something from underneath it. It was a box. An ordinary brown box. She kept a few things in the box, things that didn't really matter to her at the time, but she had a feeling it would matter to her when she got it years or days later. In that box, she found a picture. A picture that she adored at the time. And she thought that she would cherish this picture. But as she came to believe, she didn't like it as much now, as she did then. It was Inu Yasha and her. In that park, that she liked to be alone in. But Inu Yasha was with her, and she wasn't alone. When she was in love, it felt like she was one with the person, only that one emotion or love, that she had with Inu Yasha.
That's what alone meant.
She picked it up and stared at it. 'Wow' she giggled. 'What a jerk, I can't believe I loved him'
She dropped the picture, cried, and went to the bathroom.
Bathroom
She picked up the blade. Looked in the mirror, and started tearing.
'My life sucks, everything sucks, I HATE IT ' she mentally screamed.
'As if it could get anyworse, I'm with him' she said, pushing the blade heavily against her wrist. She moaned in pain, but she was used to it, she knew what it felt like. "That's right, drip out, drip drip drip" she said, under her breath. Basically saying, all her pain was in her blood, it dripped out and it hurt, she wanted it to hurt. "Yeah" she said grinning in success. "Good job Kagome." she said to herself, only thinking of the pain, nothing more.
Kagome's Room
She went to bed with a longsleeved shirt on, like she did every night. To cover her cuts, to make sure nobody knew.
But someone did know, Inu Yasha.
animebubble23: I KNOW I TOOK A LONG TIME TO UPDATE! AND I WROTE A SHORT CHAPPY!
it kills me too -.-
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