Another Sad Love Song

Since you been gone
I been hangin' around here lately
With my mind messed up
Jumped in my car tried to clear my mind
Didn't help me
I guess I'm all messed up now baby
Soon as I jumped into my ride
Those memories start to play
A song comes on the radio
And there you are baby once again

Roy leaned back into his chair as he thought of Ed. He thought of Ed and Havoc, who were probably, at the moment, sharing a cup of coffee and a nice conversation. He actually got finished with his paper work and left the office getting into his car, hoping the ride would clear his depressed mind. But instead, he ended up remembering when Ed first confessed to him in this car. Memories he wanted to lock away and throw away the key popped up as fast as an unwanted Hughes. He turned on the radio only to have a sad love song play. And then, he saw Ed's image smiling on the side of the road. He continued driving.

It's just another sad love song
Rackin' my brain like crazy
Guess I'm all torn up
Be it fast or slow
It doesn't let go
Or shake me
And it's all because of you

He could feel the tears coming and he stopped at the side of a country road that was just out side of the road. He couldn't get Ed out of his head. He couldn't get the break up out of his head. He couldn't believe that Ed would pick Havoc over him. No matter what the love song was it made him think of Ed. It was entirely Ed's fault.

Since you been gone
I keep thinkin' about you baby
Gets me all choked up
This heart of mine keeps
Dreamin' of you and it's crazy
You'd think I'd had enough
As soon as I get you out my head
I'm in your car again
Just one request from the radio
I'm back in love sugar once again

When he did get home he went straight to bed. The radio in his room playing another sad love song. He felt tears run down his cheeks as he turned and covered his face with the pillow. He hated being like this. He closed his eyes, falling asleep only to dream of the boy he missed so much. When he thought he was through, there was slow song. Images of Edward popping up in his head. He was in the car with Ed talking together. They were kissing. But a request from the radio added to another sad love song.

It's just another sad love song
Rackin' my brain like crazy
Guess I'm all torn up
Be it fast or slow
It doesn't let go
Or shake me
And it's all because of you

He couldn't get Ed out of his head. No matter what medicine he took. No matter what songs he listened to. All he could do was think of Edward. He cried into his pillow. This is all because of you! He screamed in his head.

Here comes the strings
Then somebody sings
Only takes a beat
And then it starts killin' me darlin'
Only takes one note, I tell ya,
From that radio
It's just
Another
Lonely
Love song.

On the radio a long slow song played in Roy's misery as he laid in bed. He was slowly dying from the songs as they sang. Every note was killing him. Tears ran down. He stared at the roof. Yes. Just another Lonely Love Song. He thought as he looked at the sun rising in the window.

It's just another sad love song
Rackin' my brain like crazy
Guess I'm all torn up
Be it fast or slow
It doesn't let go
Or shake me
And it's all because of you

Disclamier: I do not own FMA nor Do I own this song.

Pairings: Roy/Ed onesided