My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
I sigh looking at the graying sky in the graveyard by your stone. I'm here because of my childish fear of being alone. I'm alone now. You left me all alone. I feel you here and you never let me forget it. Even as I look at your gravestone that has your name carved in it. Even as I look at the picture that is covered by metal protective cover. I still feel you. The feeling never leaves me alone. You're beside her. I knew you'd be happy here. You had to save me. Why? Why? Leave me here all alone? With only your presence here with me that nags me.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all of me
This hurts. The wounds won't heal. No matter how long I wait to see you. The pain is just too real. It's worst then the wounds I got while traveling on dangerous missions. Remember all the times we had together? All the times I helped you? All of the times I fought for you? I held your hand and kept you around for all of the years we've been together. You have all of me. This is just an empty shell.
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all of the sanity in me
You captivated me with everything you did. You always had the logical reasoning. I am bound to this life you left behind. You haunt me in my dreams. It's so painful. I hear you voice. It drives me insane. Why? Why do you do this to me? Why do I come back here everyday? Why?
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all of me
This pain never goes away. The pain of my loss. The pain of remembering everything we been through. I can hardly stand it anymore. I try to tell myself over and over again that it will be all right. It never is. It gets worst everyday. You have all of me. All of it. I'm nothing now.
I'd love to walk away
And pull myself out of the rain
But I cant leave without you
I'd love to live without
The constant fear and endless doubt
But I can't live without you
I'd love to leave here and get out of this pouring rain. Yes. I'm here in this rain. Cause I can't leave without you. I'm too scared to live alone. I'm too scared to leave and find out your really alive. I'd love to live with out this constant fear I have. I have to confess. I can't live without you. That's why I'm leaving now, so I can. I'm not here anymore. Maybe if I say that over and over. It will become true. Maybe. After all, you have all of me with you in that grave and I can't get to it.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all, of me
HELLO! This is Marii, Shi-Chan's editor. We had decided to do something. You see, this story was written when Shi-Chan had absolutely no sleep what so ever. So she isn't sure about the pairing. She says is could be Roy/Ed but I'm insisting that it's Ed/Al. So what we want you to do is help us figure it out. When you review, tell us which pairing you believe it is. Who ever gets the most votes (between her and me) wins and the loser has to write a story of the winner's choice for them. So, participate and make this fun for everyone! XD Thank you bye-bye!
Love-Marii
Shi: I got the disclaimer then. Disclamier: I do not own FMA nor do I this song.