Prue slammed her door and threw herself onto her bed. She hated them. She hated them all. She hated the world and everyone in it.

Ooh poor little Paige, let's all fuss about her because she's an idiot who won't eat anything… And Phoebe, god what's up with her? When did she become such a good girl, she used to be such a slut! But I guess the real slut is Piper; pregnant at 17! And they say she's the sensible one… ha!

Prue walked over to her desk and opened the bottom draw. She dug underneath her school stuff and found the little jewellery box underneath. She took it out and opened it. Inside were several different types of drugs. Prue took out a little packet of white powder and snorted it. She sighed and felt a little bit better. She was taking several different drugs a day to keep herself from cracking up completely. Life was stressing her out so much. Her sisters were constantly pissing her off with their little dramas, and surprise surprise, Grams was always on their side. No-one seemed to care about Prue; about how she felt. School was shit. Her marks had slipped badly and she was constantly in trouble in the classes she actually turned up for. She had hardly any friends and she was still so angry with Roger and that bitch Karen… They'll be the sorry ones soon…

Prue took a few more drugs and turned her stereo up loud. She was vaguely aware of Grams knocking on her door, but pretended not to hear it. She really wasn't in the mood. She lay on her bed and daydreamed for a while until someone knocking on her bedroom door bought her back to reality. She ignored it. It continued.

"Prue. Prue! Open the door – it's Piper" Prue rolled her eyes and stumbled over to the door.

"What?" she slurred

"We need to talk" Prue opened the door a little wider, signalling for her to come in. Piper came in and shut the door. "Have you been smoking in here?" Piper asked, Prue laughed.

"God you sound like my mum or something… Are you practicing for your kid?" Prue said nastily.

"What's happened to you Prue?"

"Listen… You... you… slut. Don't act all little miss perfect with me… fuck off… go screw Leo or something"

"It's no wonder Roger dumped you" Piper said. Prue flinched

"You bitch, how dare you fucking say that!" Prue said grabbing a cup of her desk and throwing it, luckily she was so drugged up that it completely missed Piper.

"What the hell is the matter with you?" Piper said angrily but she was terrified at the same time. She'd never seen Prue like this before. Piper looked around Prue's room, and then she spotted something odd. She walked over to the empty packets of pills and box on the floor.

"What's this Prue?"

"Asprin" Prue slurred

"Liar"

"Fuck off"

"Are these drugs?"

"I don't have to answer your questions bitch. Now get out"

"Tell me Prue – are these drugs?"

"I said fuck off… And if you tell Grams anything I'll just tell her your little baby secret. Understand?" Prue said narrowing her eyes at Piper. Piper burst into tears and ran out. Prue laughed, grabbed a jacket, opened the window and climbed down the trellis.

Piper ran into her room and slammed the door behind her before letting all her tears out. Everything gone so wrong? What had happened to their family? It was like she didn't even know her sisters anymore. Prue had gone from slightly pretentious but still a good person to drug taking bitch with no consideration for anyone's feelings. Paige had become a shell of who she used to be. She used to be happy, lively and now she was constantly depressed and spent most of her time alone. Then there was the obvious fact that she was anorexic, and the worse thing was she wouldn't talk to anyone. Phoebe was the only one who seemed to have kept her feet on the ground, she'd even managed to turn her life around a bit, she'd stop hanging around with her crazy friends and boyfriends. Piper cried as she thought about what had happened to herself. Maybe Prue was right, maybe she was a slut. What was she saying, of course she was. And what child deserved her as a mother; it would be better of without me… I'm just gonna screw it up for the kid… she thought as tears fell silently down her face. Maybe that's what she had to do, maybe it was only fair to get rid of her baby; but could she really go through with an abortion? No… adoption. She'd have to give it up for adoption.

She cried harder at this thought. The baby was hardly alive and she was already thinking of ways she could get rid of it.

Piper picked up her phone. She had to call Leo she had to figure out what they were going to do… She was so confused…

Phoebe sat where she was. She was shocked. This wasn't the family she knew. How has it come to this…? She thought sadly to herself. Her heart ached for her sisters Piper and Paige. Piper was such a lovely, sweet, caring person and Phoebe knew she was going to make a great mother, but Piper couldn't see it that way. And the way Prue was being towards her made Piper so upset, Piper wasn't strong like her; Phoebe just hoped she could get past it, she had to – for her baby.

What about her baby sister? Paige had always been the lively, jokey one. There was never a time when she didn't have a smile on her face but now it was a rare occasion if she did. She looked so small. She bought tiny clothes, clothes that would fit a ten year old, yet they hung off her. She was nothing, nothing but bone. Phoebe had no idea how it had all changed.

She finally got up from the table and went to find Grams who was sitting in the kitchen with her head in her hands.

"Grams?" she jumped a little

"Oh, Phoebe dear is everything okay?"

"That's what I was going to ask you" Phoebe said quietly. She felt like a child again, she was almost scared; there was so much she couldn't understand.

"It's just a phase, I'm sure" Grams said, trying to sound reassuring. "At least you're being a good girl darling" Grams said, a bit happier. Phoebe plastered a smile on her face and nodded automatically. Grams didn't notice the real pain in Phoebe's eyes.

"Is that all that's bothering you?"

"Yeah, I guess… I'm just worried about them you know"

"So am I darling, so am I. I'm going to watch a film now darling; do you want to join me? "

"Erm… I've got homework" Phoebe said, lying. It's not that she didn't love Grams, it's just she didn't want to spend too much time with her, she didn't want to be asked questions, she didn't want anyone finding out. It still haunted her...

Paige took the opportunity to run out the front door. Grams and Phoebe were talking in the kitchen; Piper and Prue were in their rooms.

She shut the door quietly behind her and shivered in the night air. She had no idea where she was going or what she was doing. She just knew that she hated being at home. Everyone was always questioning her, always having a go at her, they all acted like she was such a nuisance, but they wouldn't have to worry soon. She'd be out of their lives forever. It was only just past eight o clock but it was quite dark, the darkness was quite comforting, she could pretend no-one else was their, no-one was looking at her. She walked slowly around town, thinking of all the different ways she could get it over with. She walked past the park and saw a group of people sitting by the benches.

Wait is one of them… Prue? Paige stared a little longer. Sure enough, it was her eldest sister. She had a cigarette in one hand and a bottle of vodka in the other. Paige walked nervously in her direction. She didn't know what she was doing or going to say. Prue spotted her and staggered her way.

"What the fuck are you doing?" Prue hissed at her

"Could ask you the same thing sis"

"Shut up, what is it with all you acting like you care"

"We do care Prue"

"Shut up, all you care about is yourselves"

"We care about how you're screwing your life up. Since when do you smoke and drink this shit?"

"Paige don't you have something better to do… Go throw up your dinner, no I guess you already did that… Go be depressed or something. Anything away from me… Just stay out of my life okay?" Prue said, her voice raised. Paige could feel the tears stinging in her eyes. She didn't know why. Maybe because Prue had just proved her right. No-one cared or wanted her around.

"Fine then, drink yourself to death. See what I care" Paige said, her voice shaky. Prue just laughed and walked off. Paige turned and walked out of the park. She hated her life and now she was sure she was going to do it…

These are all kinda crappy chapters so I put them in a big 1! I don't expect good reviews from this 1 lol cos its rubbish! I'll make it better next chapter I promise, I'll be continuing with Paige's story cos it's the best out of all of them… though I'm kinda getting writers block lol so any suggestions are appreciated! xx