It's been a month. I'm surprised that I've stayed in the relationship this long. I figured it'd be a one-night stand where we wake up and learn not to do it again. But, Nick got attached…. And so did I guess. I've never been one to screw around than leave. I've lost boyfriends in college because they couldn't go all the way with me until we had a relationship going where I knew they wouldn't leave after they got it. Even when they got me drunk I still made them wait. I guess that was my way to protect me from getting hurt. That it wouldn't be completely one sided.
But something came out of that night with Nick. Weather I wanted it to or not. But I couldn't argue with it. Nick hasn't been the worst boyfriend. He's completely gentleman like. A Texan gentleman. He'd open doors, make me dinner, and bring me lunches; little things that'd make me smile.
Today I realized I can't do this. I can't get this attached. I can only be with someone for so long. Something isn't right. I know Nick has to feel it too.
"RING!" She hears that interrupts her thinking.
"Sidle."
"Hey Sara, it's Nick."
"Hey what's up?"
"You wanna come over for dinner tonight?" he asked.
"Sure what time?"
"6 good for you?"
"Yeah I'll be there. See you later." Has she hangs up.
Okay so tonight won't be a episode of The O.C. with some hugely dryadic thing. Nick wouldn't do that would he?