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The Doctor

It was early Saturday morning and Buffy woke up in her room with the light around her. She felt instant warmth in her house and was safe and secure. She turned around and to her surpirse Spike was laying next to her and naked. Oh my god! What happened. With that she realized that she was too. Buffy woke up to her alarm clock and was breathing heavily and realized it was just a dream. Just to make sure she looked at the other side of the bed. Oh thank god! She slipped out of bed and walked to her closet yawning as she picked a pair of jeans a a nice t-shirt to eat breakfast in.

She walked downstiars to find no one home and smiled to herself.

"Finally I get to eat breakfast by myself!" Buffy said out loud.

"Ahh I guess not love," Spike said and Buffy tunred around to see him with a bagel in hand.

"Ohh yeah I guess not," Buffy said as she turned around and blushed a little at his comment and walked to the fridge.

"So...Buffy. I hope me moving in wont be a problem. I can take a hint you know," Spike said grabbing a apple from the bowl next to him.

"Oh no. It's fine. It's just that I've been working a lot more so I seem distant at times. I'm sorry if I made you unwelcome," Buffy said continuing to avoid is eyes.

"Well if you say so," Spike said and walked out of the door, apple in hand.

Buffy smiled and told herself that he was off limits ans she knew it. This is my best friends boyfriend! I can not allow myself to like him in any sexual way! Well at least publicly I can't. With this in mind she went upstairs to try and get some work done but had little success. Buffy decided to call the doctor and get her sleeping pills changed again for the 4th time.

"Hello this is Dr. Finn's office how may I help you, " A woman answered.

"Ah I think I have the wronge number I'm sorry," Buffy replied.

"Oh you must not have been aware of the news! Dr. Neil has been tranfered elsewhere and Dr. Finn has taken his place. I can set up an appointment for Dr. Riley. Would you like to do that?" the woman on the end confirmed.

"Oh sure I guess," Buffy replied and set up the appointment and hung up the phone.

Doctor's Office

"Buffy!" a woman with a clip board called her name next to get started.

After the few weird moments with the new nerse checking her weight and everything else, Buffy was in the chair in a new room, waiting for the new doctor to arrive. The door opened and Dr. Michael's walked in.

"Are you Dr. Finn?" Buffy asked.

"No I'm not, I'm sorry. Dr. Finn had some family business to attend to and wont be here until early tomorrow. So I'm taking his place for the day. I'm Dr.Michael's," The man said as his reached out so they could shake hands.

"It's nice to meet you. I hope everythings ok with Dr. Finn," Buffy said.

"Well I'm sure it will be," As he got out his pen and looked at her papers.

"Well it seems that you've been here almost every month," He said.

"Well yes I have. I've been having trouble sleeping and the sleeping pills over the counter don't seem to work so well. So I come here every month to get evaluated so I can continue on the pills. That's why im here today," Buffy replied.

"Well Im sorry to say this but I wont be giving you these pills Ms. Summers," he said with a harsh voice.

"Why? I have troubles sleeping in the night. I've been trying to sleep on my own, but it doesn't seem to work so well," Buffy added more scared now then ever.

"Well Ms. Summers, it seems to me that your addicted to these pills. I'm aware of what happened 5 years ago and I am sorry for that. The thing is, everytime somethings gets hard for you, like sleeping on the thought of your loved ones gone, you take a pill. Over the years you've become dependant on it causing you to become addicted. Now I'm not saying that I'm gonna start you on cold turkey now. So im going to give you a pill that will try and relieve the addiction," The doctor spoke with a calm voice waiting for her reply.

"In the meantime I suggest finding ways to relax you. If that means spending time with family, or a loved one. That would be best," the doctor added and gave Buffy the slip for her new medication.

Buffy sat there in silence for a while and thought about what the doctor just said to her. Everytime something get's hard for you, you take a pill. She wondered off and started to realize that maybe she was doing that. Why is a sleeping pill so bad anyway? It's not like It's a bad drug that's going to change my body or actions. Buffy was already very angry with herself and headed home to try at least one night of sleeping without a pill.

Well what do you think? Yeah I'm not so big on the medical stuff so if I'm wrong in any areas I'm sorry for that! well I hope you liked it! Don't forget to review!

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