A/N: this chaps really short but i didn't want to fit the last chapter in with this one. i've got one more chapter to go! wahooo! my awesome and coolio reviewers:

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Chapter 14: Confused

Hermione and Ron walked into the common room. They'd decided to leave Hogsmeade a little early to beat everyone from getting in. They also were a little worried about not only Ginny but Harry who decided to hang back instead of go on the trip.

"Hermione, Fred and George are geniuses! They're store is running-"

Ron stopped when they walked in and both of their jaws dropped. They came in to find Harry sitting in a chair by the fire with a sad and wet Ginny in his lap. He had his head against hers and he was smiling while sleeping. Ginny's face could barely be seen through her hair and since half of it was buried in Harry's chest. Harry's Invisibility Cloak sat on the floor next to them.

"Oh. My. Gosh." Ron said separating each word. He thought of his best friend and sister dating. He didn't like anyone dating Ginny but he'd rather it be one of the people he trusts most rather than someone he doesn't know at all. He smiled.

Hermione looked from Harry to Ginny and back again. She couldn't help but notice how different their faces looked as if they had different views on something they were discussing earlier. This made her slightly uneasy. She turned to Ron to see him smiling. "I see you approve," she whispered to him.

"I'd rather it be Harry then anyone else," he whispered back to her.

Hermione rolled her eyes and began to leave to go back to the Head Girl's room. "Goodnight Ron. I'm off to bed," she whispered to him.

"Yea I suppose I should go to bed too. I've got a huge Potions test in the morning," he whispered. He walked towards the boys dormitories and silently walked up the stairs. He walked in and closed the door behind him.

Ginny's eyes blinked open. The small sound of the door closing woke her up. She at first had no clue where she was. Then she saw Harry's arms wrapped around her.

'Oh my gosh! What do I do?' She looked at the grandfather clock in the common room. 'People will be coming back from Hogsmeade by now.' She slowly started moving Harry's arms away from her. She saw a pillow on a nearby couch and slipping out of his grip replaced herself with that. She looked at him. He was smiling in his sleep. She couldn't help but think he looked adorable. 'Wait what? What am I doing? I can't take this anymore! People are going to get hurt.' It was nearly dark outside and as she dashed out of the common room she saw many people returning from the trip.

She tried to slip past them undetected. To her surprise all were too deep in conversation discussing the various objects in Weasleys' Wizard Wheezes. She reminded herself to thank Fred and George later.

She slipped out the front doors to the castle to find that it was drizzling slightly. She ran out in the rain and started dancing in it as it started to pick up and get heavier and heavier. She'd always loved the rain and no matter what mood she was in it always seemed to cheer her up.

But this time was different. She didn't even know what her mood was so the rain couldn't fix it. She didn't know if she should be mad at Draco, angry with herself for falling for the pig-head, happy that Harry loves her and she loves him too but that's another thing. She didn't know if she loved Harry. She didn't know anything.

She began to spin around, her arms outstretched but her shoe slipped and flew across the way. She lost her balance and was beginning to fall but she didn't even try to catch herself. She fell to her knees and began to weep sitting in the mud and the cold rain.

"Why does Draco have to be such a spoiled lying son of a bitch? Why does Harry have to be such a good guy? Why does the good guy have to love me? Why can't I just forget about Draco? WHY DO I STILL HAVE TO LOVE HIM?" She shouted these questions at no one in particular. She was more like questioning herself. She didn't expect a voice to answer her back.


A/N: heh heh heh...the next chapter's kinda long and i didn't wana put it with this one so yea! THE NEXT CHAPTER'S THE LAAAAAST ONE! REVIEW PLEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAASE x a million! okay then! byeyas