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"Talking"
'Thinking'
POVs
Flashbacks
The Sister Part: 8
Kagome POV
Sometimes I really wonder what Im supposed to do. Im trying to find a balance in my life, trying to fill a hole that lays heavy in my chest. I've dwelled on this subject way to much. Inuyasha makes me happy... But he is also having my sister's baby. So Im stuck. What would be the right decision? Is there a rightdecision to make?
After waking up next to Inuyasha, I decided to take a long walk. I put on a pair of tight, tattered jeans and a black tank with my black A.D.I.D.A.S. And then I left. I didn't even bother leaving a note. As I walked down the road, I thought about the past.
After a while I ended up in a place I thought I'd never see again... Or at-least for now. I was in the back yard of my house. Southside would always be my resting place. I looked up in the sky. I don't know how or why the time passed so quickly. It was sunset. I had left at noon.
I sat down on an old swing set in my back yard and stared up at the beautiful sky. The purple, magenta, and dark blue mixed together beautifully. I wonder what's up there... What if this is fate? Is it my destiny to be with Inuyasha? Am I destined to live this dangerous life? How long will it be before I can make up my mind?
I remember back before this little affair started... I was a regular teenaged druggie. I had a cut skater boyfriend named Dustin. I had good friends. And most importantly, things were uncomplicated. I knew where I stood, and I like that feeling. I'll eventually come clean and tell Kikyo what's been going on behind her back for the past week and a half. Although It'll crush her.
I started walking back to my 'home' away from home. I kicked the dirt on the side of the road. Inuyasha is gonna be pissed. Keh. Like it matters anyways.
I walked for a while before a black De' Soto pulled up beside me and honked. The driver rolled down his window as I stood in front of him.
"Kagome? Baby, S'that you?" It was my umm.. Boyfriend Dustin.
"Yea.. In the flesh." I muttered.
"What are you doing out here all alone? You of all people should know, Southside isn't the best place to be alone at night in." He smiled at me.
"I needed to think. I've been staying with a friend of mine... But me and him aren't getting along right now." I lied.
"You need a ride? Or better yet, a place to sleep at?" He asked. One thing I can say about Dustin... He always treated me right.
"Can I stay at your place tonight?"
"Of course Baby. You know I could never turn down a face like yours." He said sweetly as he opened the passenger side for me.
I got into the car. Don't know why I wanted to stay with Dustin. I think me and Inuyasha being apart for a while might help.
The sound of Atmosphere's song "Always Coming Back Home To You" Filled my ears.
"I should of known, walked all the way home
to find that you wasn't here, I was still all alone"
This song seems to just "fit" with my thoughts. I've always admired underground artists like "Atmosphere" for the way they seem to capture the raw emotion of things... They see through the same eyes I do.. Hypothetically speaking that is...
"No matter where I am, No matter what I do
Im always coming back home to you
They could leave me for dead, They could take away my true
Im always coming back home to you"
Dustin was singing to me. He always did. I love his voice. So smooth.
"As sure as the life and the garden that you grew
Im always coming back home to you
No matter where I am, No matter what I do
Im always coming back home to you
If only I had known what you already knew
Im always coming back home to you
From the heaven I've had, To the hell I've been through
Im always coming back home to you
Im always coming back home to you..."
All of a sudden, things seemed to lift off my shoulders... Like there was a weight I was carrying without knowing it. I walked into Dustin's house with him. I feel like shit. Im so god damn tired. I yawned.
"Come on princess." Dustin whispered in my ear and led me up to his room.
He laid down, and pulled me next to him. I snuggled into his warmth and soon after I was asleep.
Dustin woke me up at eleven the following morning. Ugh, I feel... Weird. Icky or something. I have a feeling something's gonna happen when I get back to Yasha's...
"Hey D... Can you give me a ride home?" I said sleepily.
"Sure thing angel."
I walked in the house, followed by Dustin. I was greeted with a very ticked hanyou. Oh great, just what I needed.
"Where the seven fucking hells were you! Do you know what I've been through the last twenty four hours!" He yelled at me.
"Dustin, this is my friend Inuyasha. Inuyasha, this is Dustin." I said lamely.
"Who the fuck is Dustin!"
"Him." I pointed to the very sexy man next to me.
"How do you know him?"
"My boyfriend. Enough with the third fucking degree.!" I said.
'Kagome Angel, I gotta go." Dustin said.
"Alright. Bye baby." I kissed Dustin. For some reason, Ticking Yash off even more was on the 'to do' list.
"What the fuck was that about!" He shouted.
"A girlfriend saying goodbye to her boyfriend." I said smugly.
"I thought you didn't have a boyfriend." He spat.
"You thought wrong."
Next thing I knew, Yasha had me pinned against a wall. I was now very pissed, He was very pissed. One big giant pissy fest... Eh...
"Where were you all night?" He growled.
"Dustin's place." I answered calmly.
"Did you two...?" He trailed off and looked down.
"NO. Inuyasha, we didn't fuck." I said firmly. Although, it would have been nice.
"Do you know how worried I was?" He sighed and rested his head against mine. He closed his eyes.
"Do you hate me?"
I looked at him in shock.. Did I hate him? That was insane! I could never hate him.
"No baby. I just needed time to think is all." I said quietly. My hands were now free and I used them to lift up his chin. I leaned in and kissed him.
"Im always coming back home to you..." I whispered.
"Let's go upstairs..." He whispered.
TBC
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