Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha... Sadly... Or Smile Empty Soul's "With This Knife."
TJ: Ello folks. Im sorry I haven't updated A.S.A.P. But Im still having troubles... I just got expelled.. For no fucking reason. Bah! Stupid fucking school. You know what they're really teaching me? That this society is fucked. FUCK THE SYSTEM! Hehehehehehehehe... Um also, This chapter has Kagome singing a song.. I've got reasons.. So just R&R!
ON WIT TEH FIC!
"Talking"
'Thinking'
POVs
Flash Backs/lyrics
The Sister Part 10:
It had been three weeks since the incident with Kikyo. Kagome's parents were due back any day now. Everything with Kagome and Inuyasha had been going smoothly.. Until this week. Inuyasha was blowing her off and acting like a dick. She had no clue why.
That morning, Kagome had woken up to an empty bed. She went to go find Inuyasha. She walked slowly down the stairs as her eyes scanned the room below. Inuyasha was talking to three girls. The girls were about her age, all brunettes. All flirting with him.. Like crazy. And sadly.. He was flirting back.
"AHEM." Kagome glared at him.
"Um ladies, Let yourselves out." He said sweetly.
"What exactly is going on here!" She yelled, motioning to the doors that the girls just walked out of.
"I have no clue what you're going on about." He said meanly.
"Oh just cut the shit!" She said.
"Just tell me why the fucking hells you're acting like an asshole to me."
Inuyasha let out a heavy sigh and handed her a note.
Kagome slowly opened up the note.
Inuyasha has been proven 99.9 positive as the father of Kikyo Higurashi's baby girl.
It was a note from the hospital... Kagome stared in shock. She was positive that Inuyasha wasn't the father.
"Kagome... I've been racking my brain for the right decision to make... I... Want to break up with you. I can't be with you when Im the father of your sister's baby..." He said quietly.
"But.. Im your mate... You... Can't." She said, near tears.
"We can work that all out later... Until then, I guess we can be frie-" He never got a chance to finish. Kagome held up a shaking hand, outraged.
"Don't. Just. Don't." She whispered.
"Im gonna get my stuff..." She said running up the stairs.
Kagome sat in her room staring at the wall. How could he betray her like this? Just then her cell rang.
"Hello...?" She said in a raspy voice.
'Kagome. Im sorry. Can we still be friends?' Inuyasha asked.
"...No. I can't be your friend. I can't watch you with her." The she hung up.
Inuyasha sighed in defeat. He had made a decision that he regretted already. His demon cried out for its mate. He cried out for his love. It had been a week since he's seen Kagome. He missed her. Finally, his heart won and he grabbed his keys.
He made it to Kagome's house only to have her mother tell him that she went to the Shikon No Tama, A big club. So he went after her.
He searched the club relentlessly. Finally he sensed her. He looked and saw her practically fucking that guy Dustin on the dance floor. She was drunk, he could tell. She was rubbing herself all over Dustin. Inuyasha saw red. He marched over to her and grabbed her arm.
"WHAT THE HELL!" She yelled.
"Come on Kagome. You're coming with me." He growled.
"THE HELL I AM!" She decked Inuyasha right in the face.
"OW BITCH!" Soon everyone in the club was staring at the two.
"You have a baby remember! Im not going with you! I don't owe you a God damned thing Inuyasha! YOU left ME!" She cried.
"Kag baby, I love you." He said.
"Apparently not." She said. Tears in her eyes.
"Im leaving." She said, grabbing Dustin's hand.
Kagome sat on her porch, unaware of the golden eyes that watched her. She cried... She cried until she thought she'd die.
"I thought he loved me... I thought he needed me.. I thought he really wanted me.. I never thought he'd leave." She said while she tried to wipe the tears from her eyes.
She heard a familiar beat on the radio... She thought of him.. She sung along, while crying.
"I let myself fall into a lie
I let my walls come down
I let myself smile and feel alive
I let my walls come down
No matter how i try i don't know why
You push so far away
You wrapped your hands tight around my heart
And squeezed it full of pain "
She sung, Inuyasha listened. Seeing the pain he'd caused her.
"With this knife I'll cut out the part of me
The part that cares for you
With this knife I'll cut out the heart of me
The heart that cares for you
I can't believe the way you took me down
I never saw the pain
Coming in a million broken miles
Like poison for my veins"
She looked at the fresh cuts on her arms. They covered the scars that were already there... The scars that reminded her that her past was real...
"With this knife I'll cut out the part of me
The part that cares for you
With this knife I'll cut out the heart of me
The heart that cares for you
The hate and the fear
The nightmares that wake me up
In tears
The nightmares and (the hate)..."
The song faded out quietly... Leaving Kagome to her thoughts. Why was it her that always ended up in pain? Her heart called out for Inuyasha although her brain was telling her it was wrong to want him.
"Why Inuyasha?" She said, and for a moment... He thought she knew he was watching her.
"I wish I could cut out my feelings for you!" She shouted out into the night angrily.
"I HATE YOU!" She yelled.
"You don't really mean that do you?" He said, stepping out of the shadows.
"Go.. Away. You're not wanted here." She said darkly.
"Im sorry but what in the hell am I supposed to do?" He asked her.
"Do you love me?" She asked him.
"With all my heart and soul."
"Then why can't you be with me?"
"Because of her..." He said.
"Who says you can't be with me? Inuyasha, I love you. Can't you see that!"
"Can't we be friends?" He asked her.
"No. I can't be your friend. I won't be your friend. I can't because... If I see you with her... And if you see me with Dustin.." She shook her head slightly.
"I love you Kagome... I want to be with you but I can't." He sighed.
"So. This is the end? You'd rather have nothing than me?" She said softly...
He thought about it for a minute and looked at her. Her eyes were red and puffy, her hair was a mess, She was in nothing but a large T-shirt, She was shivering...
"Fine... I'll be with you." He said to her.
"Inuyasha.. I can't stand you acting like Im a plague. Don't say it if you don't mean it..."
"I do mean it. I want to be with you, so let's be together." He said looking deep into her eyes.
"Can we be happy now, love?" She whispered.
"Yea." He said, pulling her into a tight embrace.
TJ: Um yea... This is all based on what happened recently with my boyfriend.. C'ept it was his parents that caused us to break up. Now we're back together... And I just got expelled.. BUGGER IT ALL! heh.. Just R&R Please! Find out who's baby it REALLY is next chappy. We all know Kikyo is a lying slut so... XD