REFLECTIONS DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN FULL MEATL PANIC!. ADV FILMS, GONZO PRODUCTIONS AND OTHERS DO. This is my first Full Metal Panic! Fanfic. Pleas be kind.
REFLECTIONS By RangerH

One Week after the defeat of Gauron

Capt. Teletha Testarossa sat at her desk trying to hold back the tears that were trying desprately to flow.

I have to get work done. Thought Tessa as she stared at the damage report of the Teuatha De Danan.

As she tried to get the paper work done that a Capt. has to do. She kept on thinking of how things came to be.

If it wasn't for Kaname and Sgt. Sagara, we all might be dead now.

With that final thought, the dam breaks and the tears begin to flow.

As Tessa sobs on her desk, she hears a knock on her office door. Before she answers it she dries her eyes and straightens herself out.

With a final sniffle she opens the door to reveal the Lt. CMDR Kalinan has returned from his negotiations.

"Madame Capt. are you alright?" He asks as he comes into Tessa's office.

"I am fine Cmdr. Kalinan!" Tessa says. "Welcome back. I heard that the negotiations went well?

"Yes, Capt. that they did.

"Glad to hear it." Tessa says as she sits down at her desk.

"Capt. Testarossa, the negotiations were not what I wanted to talk to you about." Cmdr Kalinan says as he looks at Tessa in a fatherly kind of way.

"As I understand it you went through an ordeal that you were never prepared for, but you were able to get out of it by using your mind and your familarity of certain personell at your disposal." As Tessa listens she tries to make sense of what the Cmdr is trying to say to her.

"You are in no condition to command right now so might I suggest you go talk to someone that knows more about this.

Tessa's eyes go wide as she contamplates what she was just told.

"I will not go see a shrink Cmdr." She says without thinking. She starts to pick up the papers on her desk in a disorganized manner.

"I was not thinking of you seeing a shrink Capt., but SGT. Sagara." Cmdr Kalinan says with a smile on his face.

"You can find him on the south side of the Island." With that he leaves her office.

Tessa just stares at the door that has just closed leaving her alone again.

Talk to Sgt. Sagara! But what would I say to him? What does he know that I do not understand? Tessa thinks as she walks away from her desk and out the door to head to her quarters.