A/N: Okay….that previous chapter was really confusing. Just let it go……please! I am more confused now that I got hooked on Descendants of Darkness: Yami no Matsuei. God……I LOVE ASATO TSUZUKI! He is really cute…..awww……okay…..this chapter, I will try to get things straight with Sesshomaru and Kagome. NOT PAYING ATTENTION TO ANYONE ELSE! Most are flashbacks.
Kagome was in her room, crying her eyes out. "Why did it have to be me? Of all the people in this dreaded world….." Kagome looked out to the balcony. "Maybe I could just die here….and leave the world in peace. Because, all of the problems started with me, the trouble maker…" Kagome thought about committing suicide to end the whole problem, but her mom did say something about suicidal attempts.
FLASHBACK
"Kagome-chan! Don't forget! You have to pull yourself together sometimes! When Inuyasha's driving you insane, don't commit suicide, dear. I read once in a book about the human exploratory that, well, it might be a myth, but who knows! Suicidal attempts are dangerous to the souls that try to die when it isn't the time yet. You never know! You might become something you don't want to be in the next life!" Kagome's mom smiled at her. This was creeping her out. "Uhh….okay…..Umm…Ja ne!" Kagome ran out the door and headed for the well as fast as she could.
END of FLASHBACK
Kagome sighed. 'I wonder if I made the right decision not to get involved with the whole relationship thing….' She looked around the room. 'He really does know how to spoil a girl….' The room was beautiful. Better than her old room, at least. This one has a private hot spring, a bathroom; queen sized bed, a large wardrobe, gorgeous plants out on the lanai, and some decorations around. 'Did he do this all for me?' Kagome wondered. "Well, I wanna get back to my own world ASAP." Kagome slipped off her kimono, and put on her school uniform. It was a bit torn on the side, but she didn't care. She hung the kimono back up where it belonged and put in her stuff into her backpack.
MEANWHILE
Sesshomaru sat down on his LARGE bed. He told himself over and over again that she couldn't return IT. He was on the verge of insanity. 'I gotta stop thinking about her!' Sesshomaru cringed his teeth together, like a dog trying to protect one's self. He tried to think of a way to unleash his anger towards something, but it would be meaningless. To him, now, a world without Kagome means no world at all. He sighed, and thought about the consequences that would happen if they were to get mated.
THOUGHT
GOOD NEWS: Kagome would be able to become a half demon/miko. I would be happy.
BAD NEWS: I would likely be targeted by filthy, undeserving, greedy, lower-life demons. They would know my secret about Kagome. Or…We could get married secretly.
END OF THOUGHT
This was getting him nowhere. It only depended on Kagome. It didn't really matter to him, of course, he was in it. But she denied it. So, there the problem arose. Sesshomaru didn't want to think anymore. He just wanted to go out of here. So, he went out his room, didn't bother to close the door, and just went out into the forest where he first knew about Kagome's death.
FLASHBACK
"SESSHOMARU-SAMA! SESSHOMARU-SAMA!" Jaken was screaming for his master. He couldn't find him. Then he bumped into Wakana. "Wakana… 'pant' 'pant' Where is Sesshomaru-sama?" Before she could answer, Sesshomaru appeared before him. "Right here." Sesshomaru said. "Sesshomaru-sama. You would never guess what had happened." When Jaken finished that part of the sentence, Aun was at the front gate with blood dripping on the back of it. "Aun seems perfectly fine, with the matter of blood dripping-. Wait. Is that that human girls blood?" Sesshomaru turned to his retainer. Jaken nodded. "Hmph. Inuyasha…You did have the heart to kill a human after all." Sesshomaru then called Aun to him. Aun walked to him and turned to his side to reveal the girl. Kagome was drenched in her own blood. Where she was wounded was her neck. Inuyasha cut the lower part of her neck and left like that. "Aun. Put her down." Aun followed his orders and left. 'Tenseiga, revive this girl. I will put my trust in you.'
Sesshomaru pulled out Tenseiga and the sky darkened around him. He saw the messengers from hell and slashed them away. Kagome woke with a sudden fright. "Where, where the hell am I?"
END OF FLASHBACK
He stopped the flashbacks as soon as he could. 'Nothing can take my mind off of her…I'm going insane….' Sesshomaru inhaled deeply to calm himself down. He was on the verge of turning into a demon, killing everyone in his path, and having those hatred eyes of a blood-thirsty beast. 'No, we couldn't be together because of that half-breed! He broke her heart, that I loved so deeply….I kept my emotions hidden, because I thought my father was weak to love a human…But I was wrong.' Sesshomaru's eyes filled with tears. "I turned myself into a cold-hearted bastard. I kept my secrets away from the world, thinking it was for the best of my kingdom. But I was proved wrong when that girl came into my life. For the very first time, I will admit it. I have shown what I hath not shown before. I showed my darkest secrets I thought would corrupt me for life. Until then, I shan't love anyone, until the one I love, will love me back." Sesshomaru's eyes closed as he formed a cloud and drifted away.
Kagome woke with a sudden thrust. 'Was I asleep while I was packing?' Kagome asked herself. 'What was that weird dream? About Sesshomaru….about his confessions….was that true?' She wondered about. Surely enough, it had been true when the night of the full-blood moon came about one night. (It was that night!)
Sesshomaru hadn't returned for 2 whole days after he left. Kagome worried. 'Even though I don't want to love him, my heart wants to go to him.' Kagome got up, packed her bows and arrows, and left her room.
(I need some characters in now. It won't work with them alone!)
Shippo and Rin had been passing by when they saw Kagome head out into the bloody night. "Kagome-chan! You can't just go with the arrows! You need this!" Shippo grabbed Kagome's hand and ran with Rin behind. They led her into the closet they were playing hide-n-seek in. "In here, Kagome-san! Rin and Shippo-chan found this!" Rin opened the door and pulled Kagome down the dark stairs. I didn't get too dark though, because of the light that came about the sword. "Oh my god….What is that? I mean, who is that for?" Kagome asked the two kids. "Funny you should ask, Kagome-chan. Sesshomaru-sama said that to give it to you when the time is right." Shippo opened the lid, and Kagome removed the sword. It glowed in a blue-ish light that captured the people in the room's attention. "WOW!" Rin squealed in happiness. "Save Otou-san! He is hurt! Rin knows!" Rin smiled at the miko, as if she were her hero. "I will." Shippo was glad that his okaa-san would decided to go and save the prince from insanity. They took her back to the entrance where she would take off. "Good luck, Kagome-san!" Rin smiled and cried at the same time. The two destiny's were about to end soon, and soon to be their fate...maybe…..
A/N: Do you want me to make them die happy, and unleash Naraku? Or, do you want me to make them happy living, and live with regrets that have happened over the times they gone through? Tell me in your reviews! I'll be looking forward to it! Oh, Kagome is going by herself, with NO ONE! This is a battle between demon and human love. Ta ta for now!