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Gray Haru

II

Yuki lay in bed reading while he waited for Haru to get out of the shower. He had already taken one earlier and could tell that he would really miss his baths. The shower was small and beat up, and the hot water hadn't lasted nearly long enough.

He smiled when the water stopped and Haru entered clad in only cow print boxers. "Cute," Yuki complimented. "Where did you get those?"

Haru frowned. "Rin, before we…"

"Oh," Yuki answered, wishing he hadn't asked. Although they had been broken up for almost a year, Rin was still a sore subject for Haru. Yuki pulled back the covers and patted the bed beside him. Haru joined him leaning against him and resting his head on his favorite cousin's shoulder.

Yuki tipped his chin up and kissed him softly on the lips. Their lips touched without moving for a few moments before Yuki pulled away.

"So I guess you're not mad about earlier." Haru said with a smile before taking one of Yuki's hands in his and softly stroking Yuki's palm.

"It was my fault," Yuki answered before kissing him again, their tongues barely flickering together..

When Kyou had gone up to the roof, Yuki had leaned in and kissed Haru with passion, and since it had been over a month since their last kiss, Haru had immediately turned black and thrown Yuki to the bed sliding a hand under his shirt before moving it lower. Yuki had yelled for him to stop, causing a confused expression to flick across his cousin's face and the lust in his eyes to dampen softly. Yuki thought of his cousin's turmoil between white and black as gray, and this blurry area fascinated and excited him.

"I'm sorry," Haru told him softly after they had broke the much more innocent kiss they were presently sharing.

"You seem much calmer now. Spending time with Kyou put you out of the mood?"

"Something like that," Haru replied.

"I just wanted to kiss." Yuki pulled Haru into a hug.

"I know." Haru nuzzled his face into Yuki's chest.

000

Yuki had first kissed Haru during high school. Rin had just broken up with him the first time, and Haru had gone black destroying everything in the room.

Yuki had found him later punching his fist into the school's brick wall. Blood and dirt covered his battered knuckles. Yuki had stared at him for a moment.

"What the hell do you want?" Black Haru asked as he continued pounding.

"You're going to hurt yourself," Yuki said quietly, putting a hand on his shoulder. The two of them had been close in childhood, and Yuki seemed to know how to calm him down, but this time, the wildness in Haru's expression scared him.

"If you don't get away from me, I'll hurt you," Haru had informed him.

Yuki had allowed himself to be slammed into the wall. If Haru's rage had to run it's course, then he would be able to let him ride it out. He took enough attempted abuse at Kyou's hands to be able to handle Haru. He was surprised when Haru's lips had crushed against his and he felt hot tears on his face.

Instead of pushing his cousin away, Yuki had returned the kiss softly and gently stroked Haru's shaking back. Haru had released his tension and thrown his arms around Yuki before leaning his forehead on the rat's shoulders. "I thought she loved me," Haru told him miserably. "I loved her."

Yuki put his hands on Haru's shoulders and moved him so that he could look into his eyes. "I love you, Haru," he said quietly.

"You'll always be my first love, Yuki," Haru had answered back. Yuki had allowed himself to be kissed. He'd never realized how wonderful it would be to touch lips with another person. He dreamed of kissing Tohru, but he'd never be able to wrap his arms around her and press his body to hers as he and Haru were doing.

They had kissed often after that day, but they never bothered to define their relationship. The kissing had even continued when Rin and Haru were together for a time. Yuki had felt slightly guilty, but had told himself that the affection he and Haru shared was purely platonic. Now he could no longer pretend.

000

"Haru?" he asked tentatively after giving him another quick kiss. He hoped that Kyou would stay on the roof for awhile so that he could enjoy holding and kissing Haru alone.

"Hmm?" Haru nuzzled his cheek.

"Never mind." Yuki didn't understand his own feelings enough to express what he wanted with words. Instead he gave his another tender kiss. Both jumped when Kyou slammed the front door to announce his presence.

He came hastily into the room, threw off his clothes, crawled into bed, and turned his back to them. Yuki wondered absently what he was sulking about.

Kyou awoke the next morning in a foul mood. He couldn't remember why until he glanced across the room to see Yuki and Haru snuggled together. Yuki had his face nestled in Haru's thick two-colored hear, and Haru had his arms wrapped around Yuki's neck. It wasn't that he was jealous exactly, but it was just that he felt Haru should have more shame, but then again Rin had never stopped their sparring sessions. In fact, the relationship had progressed them.

000

To say that Kyou was upset when he first learned that Haru was secretly dating Rin would be a gross understatement. The two of them had been messing around for under a year when Kyou heard the news through Momiji. He had immediately stormed off to find the cow.

Haru had been in charge of cleaning duty, so Kyou had waited after school seething in the hallway.

"What do you want?" Haru had asked after Kyou had followed him off the schoolyard scowling. "Do you want to fight or something?" Haru smiled knowing exactly what his words implied.

"Not anymore," Kyou had hissed. "I want to talk to you."

"That's different. I guess I'll come back with you. It's been a while since I last hung out with Yuki."

"It's always about that damn rat. I don't get you. I thought you wanted to be with him. I didn't even know you liked girls." Kyou's face flushed.

"What the hell are you talking about?" Haru asked as the two of them walked to Shigure's.

"I'm talking about Rin."

Haru's face held surprise. He and Kyou walked in silence for a time.

When Haru looked back over at him he was actually smiling. "Are you jealous or something? Did you think I was your girlfriend?"

"No, I'm just saying that if I could actually have a girl there's no way in hell I'd screw around with you."

"You could have Kagura anytime you want." Haru gave a wicked glare. "So why are you still screwing around with me?"

Kyou's face turned a deep shade of red as they entered the woods behind Shigure's house. He couldn't put into words the fact that the thought of being with Kagura scared him to death, but the thought of what he was doing with Haru, however sporadically, scared him even more because of what it could mean. "So what's it like?" Kyou sighed as he sat against a tree his anger and confusion giving way to curiosity.

Haru leaned against a tree across from him and stared at him for a moment before saying, "A heck of a lot better than the awkward fumbling I have to endure with you."

Kyou flinched. "Are you black?"

"No," Haru smiled. "Just trying to get you riled up."

"Guess the fumbling must not be all that awkward.," Kyou retorted sharply.

Haru moved to sit next to Kyou. "It's really great," he told him quietly. "A woman who won't make he transform."

Kyou nodded. His lust for a woman who would definitely make him transform was what had originally started all of the weirdness with Haru. "So, have you guys actually…"

Haru's eyes narrowed. "None of your business."

Kyou knew better than to ask for exact details, but from what he had gathered from Momiji, Rin and Haru were serious. Kyou shrugged before smirking and saying, "Yeah, none of my business what diseases you may be passing on." Haru's eyes flashed insanely and soon Kyou was underneath him dodging wild punches. "I was just kidding you, moron, calm down will you. I was just annoyed that you got a girl before me."

Haru's anger subsided into lust and he leaned down and kissed Kyou roughly. Kyou kissed him back pushing Rin to his subconscious. It was Haru's responsibility to stay faithful to his girlfriend. Besides, what the two of them did together didn't really matter. Haru's hand slid over the front of Kyou's cargo pants. "Want me to show you something?" he asked shyly. He was gray again and the glint in his eyes sent a pleasant shiver down Kyou's spine.

"Sure," he answered nervously. Haru reached for the front of his pants and began unclasping them. Kyou's eyes widened because everything up to that point had been over the clothes. "What are you doing?" Kyou gasped as Haru's tongue flicked across him.

Soon he was panting and gasping with his fingers wound tightly in Haru's hair.

At the last minute Kyou bit his own hand to keep from calling out. He looked down to see Haru watching him with interest.

When it was over, instead of feeling the usual sleepiness and satisfaction, Kyou felt sick and ashamed that he had allowed Haru to do something so intimate with him.

Haru's eyes had returned to normal and he was smiling softly at his cousin. He slid up and wrapped his arms around Kyou's waist. Kyou pushed him away, taking his frustration and confusion out on Haru. "What was that?" he asked shakily.

"A blow job," Haru answered simply. "Like it?"

Kyou glared. "Just don't do it again. Ever. It was weird." He fully expected Haru to go black on him. He would have preferred it to the hurt which passed through Haru's expression.

Haru straightened his shoulders and shrugged. "Whatever."

"Go back to Rin."

Haru stood shaking his head. "At least she's mature. I don't think we should play anymore."

Kyou winced not sure if he was happy to see him go. That's when he realized that he had done nothing for Haru in return.

He caught up to him next to a small garden. "You're going the wrong way, bozo," he called, glancing at the garden with wonder. How had it gotten there?

Haru turned back his eyes angry but shimmered with tears. "I should harvest some of these leeks and shove them up your…"

Kyou grabbed him by the shoulders and kissed him while sliding his hand down the front of Haru's pants. They had rarely spoken of Rin after that day, and Kyou had taken back his words, eventually begging Haru for a repeat of what had happened under the tree.

000

Now as he watched Yuki and Haru asleep in each other's arms, he realized that this was just the same thing. Only now it seemed that Yuki was the other in Haru's life. Kyou didn't want Haru to himself, but the idea of sharing with Yuki made him sick. He had always known how Haru felt about the rat, but he never in a million years would believe that Yuki could love him back.

Yuki's eyes were opened and he was staring at Haru with a misty expression. Kyou watched as he kissed the cow lovingly on the forehead. Somehow things had definitely changed.

TBC