Hidden Memories

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… I'm a fool for not fighting my love for her.

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The wind blew softly as I watch the blue horizon turns to a starry dark sky. A radiant orb started to appear above with sparkling gem-like stars beside it. I laid my back on the grassy field and stared wonderingly at the sky. The ground was cold and moist but I didn't mind, for watching the sky always make me think of someone that will always be in my heart.

It has been years and I can still recall our first meeting – of the woman that I once love. A very energetic and vibrant Archer and her eyes always sparkle with dreams and hopes. Her naivety captured my still heart that I can no longer keep the feelings I have. I told her how I feel and hoped that she would return that love. But things didn't turn out as I wanted. She denied and rejected my love because for her, I am only a friend… a companion.

I accepted her decision and tried to be the same, but I cannot deny the pain and sadness that filled my heart. Complications arise and in order for me to forget, I left. Without saying my goodbyes, I journeyed my way to the East and hoped that the sadness enveloping me would cease. Deep inside I know that I'm a fool for not fighting my love for her.

I became a great Hunter, successful in life and known to different cities. Everything I need is in my hands. I am happy for what I have accomplished; however, I won't deny that I still feel the emptiness inside. I traveled again trying to fill this emptiness until I met another woman. A fine Priestess she is – kind, sweet and gentle. She filled the emptiness that I felt complete once more. We traveled together fighting hand in hand and side by side. I thought I had finally moved on until destiny brought her back to me.

Three years have passed when I once again met the first woman I loved. She's a great Huntress now, but nothing changed. She's still full of life and dreams, and it seemed as if everything happened yesterday. As we stare silently at one another, I felt as if time stopped. I wanted to talk to her but the pain seemed to creep once more in my heart. Do I still love her? – A question that suddenly entered my mind. Then I felt a soft touch in my hand and saw my Priestess standing beside me.

She's with me now. I said to myself.

I looked back at the Huntress, at the woman I loved once. I said my goodbyes and the words I failed to tell her before.

This is the best for both of us…

Sighing deeply I stood up and kept that memory hidden in my heart. All I wish for now is for her to find her real destiny, but it still makes me sad thinking that we are not meant for each other. I won't regret the day we first met, and I won't deny that her memory will be in my heart forever.

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