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I tried to stay focused, but my mind kept wandering up to Tony's office. I avoided hearing his voice, as I knew it would just make me melt. We both again avoided each other, as we both knew that if we tried to steal a glance or touch we would be completely screwed, and I knew I would not be able to work until I felt his lips on mine. My only consolation was that tomorrow was the weekend, a long weekend for us, and Tony and I were both getting a five day vacation. We were going to go to a hotel on the beach where nobody knew us, where we could act like a real couple. I didn't actually know where. Tony said it was a surprise. I found myself daydreaming about us on the beach, hand in hand, not being bothered by a frantic call into the office at three in the morning. I forced myself to focus. Only one more hour and I would have five whole days of him. There was no point. Every thought was of him.

I couldn't not look at her. She was so perfect. I loved every curl of her hair, every curve of her body, every touch of her hand. Her soft skin. Her beautiful smile. I could go on for hours. I was taking her to a deserted beach on an island of the coast. There was a huge house you could stay in there. Nobody would be within twenty miles of us, where the next house was. When boats wanted to come, they had to raise flags to let us know that they were coming close to our private beach. I knew she would like it. We were never truly alone in L.A. I couldn't wait to be with her. Work seemed so unimportant compared to her. She was all I wanted. This was going to be perfect. Every moment with her was perfect. I couldn't take it anymore.

"Dessler," came the familiar voice.

"Can I see you in my office?" I said.

"What do you need?" she said, a smile flickering across her perfect face.

"You," I said, unable to take my eyes off her.

"Okay," she said, unable to conceal her huge grin.

I watched her hips sway as she walked gracefully to my office. I was entranced. I couldn't wait to get my hands on her, to feel her lips glued to mine.

"You wanted to see me?" she said opening the door and closing it behind her.

"Yes I did," I said, grabbing her and kissing her hard on the lips.

He took me in his arms and kissed me. I groaned. His lips felt good on mine. They were soft, wet, perfect. He put one arm on my back and the other slowly made its way up my shirt. I put my arms around his neck. We made our way over to the couch and he rolled on top of me, kissing me hungrily. I was in heaven. I loved this feeling, his weight on top of me. I started fiddling with the buttons of his shirt. The fact that we were in CTU totally slipped my mind. He pressed himself against me. He was really turning me on and found myself unable to breathe. I let his tongue slip into my mouth, his lips still pressed up to mine. One of my hands wandered on his chest, and I put the other behind his head. Finally, he pulled back, and I gasped for air. He grinned at me.

"Couldn't help myself," he breathed, sitting up and pulling me upright.

"Fine by me," I said leaning into him, my legs tucked under me, my forehead resting on his shoulder, my hand still over his shoulder.

He kissed the top of my head and I smiled, looking at him.

"How much time do we have left?"

I looked at the clock, pulling back so I was sitting next to him, my head on his shoulder, his fingers holding mine.

"A little over a half and hour."

"And then we can go," he said, grinning at me.

"And then we can go," I repeated, relief in my voice.

He kissed me quickly and then I stood up and once again went to the mirror. I redid my hair for what seemed like the millionth time today and wiped off my lipstick. I went over to Tony and laughed. He was so cute. His hair was sticking strait up and my lipstick was all over his face. Not to mention his shirt was almost all the way unbuttoned. I smiled at him and went over to do up his shirt, flatten out his hair, and wipe my lipstick off his face.

"You look so adorable," I said, grinning at him.

"Your work," he said with a small laugh.

He seemed to be enjoying himself, me taking care of him and making him look semi professional. I kissed him on the shoulder and walked to the door.

"See you in a bit baby."

"I'll count the seconds," he said, eyes sparkling.

I grinned at him and walked out, unable to conceal my smile as I thought of him.

I watched her leave. I knew that if I concentrated for a little bit then I would be able to be with her for five days. I couldn't wait. I sat down at my desk and signed the papers that needed to be signed and took care of anything of any great importance. By the time I finished that we only had ten minutes left. I made sure there wasn't anything I needed to do that I had missed and glanced down at Michelle. She seemed to be finishing up some report.

"Dessler.

Her voice sounded so beautiful.

"Hey. You ready?"

I saw her smile slightly. Her voice was weary with tiredness. It had been yet another long day.

"Almost. Just got to finish up this status report for Division. Shouldn't be more than five minutes."

"Great. I'll meet you in the car."

"Okay," she said lightly.

"Oh and Michelle?" I said, unable to stop the words from slipping out of my mouth.

"Yeah."

"I've missed you," I said.

It was true. Each day in the office with her seemed even longer than the last. This last half hour had felt like an eternity.

"Me too. See you in a bit," she said quietly into the mouthpiece.

I got up and got my jacket and my bag. Jack walked in.

"You off?"

"Yeah. I'll see you in a couple days."

"Be good," he said, smirking as I walked out the door.

I couldn't contain a smile and nodded at Jack. I walked down to the bullpen and passed Michelle. I gave her a quick look and her eyes smiled for her. I walked to the door and to the car, waiting for her to come. I didn't have to wait long. Within two minutes she was glancing around nervously and then hopping into my car. I leaned forward and kissed her. Her lips felt so good on mine and for a second I was completely lost in her sweet kiss.

I pulled back.

"Let's go," I said, giving him a quick smile before he started the car.

As we drove he grabbed my hand and rubbed my palm with his thumb. I was really tired, but we had to go to both of our apartments to get our clothes together. We arrived at Tony's apartment and he came around and opened the door for me. I grabbed his hand, and he closed the door behind me. He pulled me close and pressed me against the car door, kissing me. I felt so good in his muscular arms. It seemed like forever ago he had kissed me like this. He pulled back and took my hand and together we walked up to his apartment. Tony unlocked the door and we walked together into his bedroom. He needed to pack so I went and laid on his bed, watching him walk around gathering clothes and next taking a moment to shut my eyes.

"Baby wake up," I said, kissing her lips and shaking her shoulders slightly.

I hated having to wake her up. She looked like an angel sleeping there. But we still had to go to her place, and there she could rest.

"Oh," she said, looking around slightly confused, "Hi."

She had a small grin on her gorgeous face and leaned up and kissed me. I couldn't believe it was possible to love someone this much. It really didn't seem possible.

"I finished packing. We can go to your place now," I said softly.

"Do we have to?" she asked, snuggling into my comforter and pulling me closer so that I was on the bed right next to her, my arms around her, gazing down at her.

"I'm afraid so. You need to pack to. We can sleep there and then we need to get up early in the morning for our flight."

"Oh okay."

She was so cute, and I found myself loving her even more as she sat up, grabbed my hand, and waited for me to get my bag before walking out. I locked my apartment and we went back to the car. Michelle got in the passenger seat and leaned into the chair, shutting her eyes. Suddenly she looked up at me smiling, and for the rest of the trip, she sat there, occasionally biting her lower lip in a careless way, staring at me. I smiled the whole way there. When we got there we got out of my car and walked up to her apartment. She unlocked the door and we went in. I liked her place. Everything in it described her, and I loved that. She went into her bedroom and started throwing clothes into a suitcase.

"Tony, what should I bring? What is the weather like, wherever we're going?"

I smiled at this.

"It's hot there. Bring a swimsuit too."

She smiled at me and threw a suit into her bag. I saw her slip some lingerie into her bag. I grinned at this and watched as she continued to pack. When she was done she stood up and glanced at me.

"Do you want to sleep?" I asked her, having already set her alarm for the morning.

She kicked off her shoes and let her hair down.

"No," she said simply.

I was in a playful mood and suddenly found myself wanting him. I stepped forward and pushed him over to my bed, pushing him on his back when we got there. He looked taken aback for a moment but then smiled that seductive, sexy grin I had fallen in love with. I crept forward on top of him, putting each leg on either side of his body. I started unbuttoning his shirt, grinning at him. I pulled his shirt off and laid on top of him. I began to kiss his neck, working my way down onto his collarbone, then to his chest. I licked from the top of his chest to his chin and he groaned. I went for his lips next, kissing him first slowly, teasing him, next harshly, pulling at his bottom lip, putting my tongue in his mouth, and licking his lips. I let my hand wander from his chest down to his belt, where I undid the latch and threw it behind me. I went back to his lips and pressed mine up to his. His hands began to wander further and further up my shirt. He suddenly rolled me over, getting on top of me, taking control. He fuddled with the buttons on my shirt and slipped it off my shoulders. He buried his head in my neck, kissing it. I groaned. He was totally turning me on, and he knew it. He pressed his body up to mine, making me groan even louder. He pulled back and undid the button on my slacks, pulling them slowly off me, his hands rubbing my now bare legs. He laid on top of me again, kissing my lips. Soon we had both removed the other's clothing and we made love again. Tony kissed me hard and I found myself completely speechless, unable to talk as he continued.

"Michelle," he gasped.

"Uglub," I said.

He smiled and leaned into to kiss me before collapsing beside me. I managed to get my voice back.

"Tony," I said, gasping for air, my chest heaving.

"Yes," he said, propping himself up on one arm, the other reaching over to twist his fingers in my curls.

"That was amazing," I managed to choke out.

He smiled at me, sliding his hand down my neck onto my stomach.

"Yes it was."

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