Hello again. I hope this doesn't take long. We'll see. I was babysitting this weekend at my aunt's house. I wrote as much as I could today. So here it is. Write lots of reviews please.
Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation or their characters. I do not own Alice 19th, or Frey.
At Tatsuha's house
Shuichi's Point Of View
The car ride was difficult for me. I was used to hanging onto Yuki's arm while he drove. Tatsuha looked so much like Yuki. I bet he felt the same about me, sort of. I do look a lot like Ryuichi, and act a lot like Ryuichi too. When we first met, and he tackled me. It was kind of cute. But I couldn't do that to Yuki. It was his brother. His apartment was nice. Yuki always had nice places too. I sat on the couch and watched Tatsuha walk across the room. He shuffled through his cd case. "I know this is weird. This is the last time I'll do anything like this I promise," he said. "Tatsuha what are you talking about?" "Will you sign this please." He stuck a cd in my face. It was the Bad luck cd. "Oh sure thing!" He stared at my signature then put it back in the Nittle Grasper pile. He hummed 'Blind Game' for a little bit. "Do you want anything," he asked. "What do you mean by that?" "To eat. Do you want anything to eat?" "Oh! Let's go to Zenny's! Oh and Tatsuha." "Yeah Shuichi?" "Thank you. For everything."
At Yuki's house
Yuki's Point Of View
When we got home, Frey jumped in the shower. He spent an hour in there and it was starting to get on my nerves. I was sweaty and also needed a shower. "Hurry up in there," I said pounding on the door. "Just a minute." "Now." "What?" "Come out here now. If you don't I'm coming in there." "No. Don't come in." "What are you doing in there?" "Washing my man parts." "You're what? That's it I'm coming in." When I opened the door, he slipped and came crashing into me. Next thing I know he's in a fetal position crying. "Oh, now what's wrong with you?" "It's Kyo Wakamiya," he said sniffing. Not again. He was starting to act like Shuichi. Shuichi? That's right, no one was like Shuichi. I held him close to me feeling miserable. Comforting people in this manner, it wasn't something that I usually did.
At Zenny's
Shuichi's Point Of View
Tatsuha was being really nice to me. "Shuichi." "Yes Tatsuha?" "Would you be mad at me if I asked you to dye your hair green?" "What! Is that the only reason? You want me to act like I'm Ryuichi again?" "Chill out Shu-kun. I was just kidding. I think you'd make a better blonde anyway." "Well how would you like it if I asked you to dye your hair blonde?" "Act like Yuki? Do you honestly want to go back to all that?" He was right. I didn't want Yuki, or a replacement Yuki. I could get with Tatsuha. There was nothing stopping me. Would I be stuck with feeling like he was a replacement Yuki? Would that be wrong of me? "Shuichi, don't blow your brain thinking about it." "Hey what's that supposed to mean?" He simply laughed. Could me and Tatsuha really be lovers? Could we survive? I was so tired of the unanswered questions. "Hey Shuichi there's something I have to tell you."
At Yuki's house
Yuki's Point Of View
He cried in my lap for five minutes. Then I insisted he get dressed. While he was dressing, I made him some tea. It wasn't some thing I was usually nice enough to do. I could tell he realized it by the way he said "You didn't have to go out of your way for me." "Shut up and tell me why you were crying." "A long time ago, I loved this girl Alice. I was going to marry her. But this boy Kyo Wakamiya kept getting in the way. He wanted Alice. My Alice! His aunt was real nice though. She let me stay at their house. Kyo was being a jerk and hogged the shower. And I went in there. He slipped. We kissed. And so began my homosexuality." "Is that all. You're being just as annoying as," he stopped me there. I made a mistake and knew it. I was going to compare him to Shuichi, but he wouldn't let that happen. "No one will ever replace Shuichi. If you don't want him that's fine, but don't attempt to replace him by bringing others sort of like him around you." "You're not even remotely like Shuichi." "That's not what you were going to say before. Don't compare me to Shuichi. If you try to replace him you're only going to hurt yourself and others that you date."
At Zenny's
Shuichi's Point Of View
"Hey Shuichi there's something I need to tell you," he said it. Oh no. Now he was going to confess his feelings for me and ruin everything. I wanted to like him, and sort of do, but couldn't he wait for me to heal. If he told me now I would turn him down and he'd resent me for that. I had to stop him, gently. "Tatsuha, it's not that I don't like you. I'm still hurting over Yuki. If I were to get with you, it would be wrong. It would be unfair for you. Because you look so much like Yuki. You might think that I accepted you because of that. It would be better for me to wait and then accept you later, but if I turn you down you might hate me. The point is, just keep your feelings in a little longer please. Long enough for me to heal. That way we'll both know I'm not in it just because you look like Yuk," I explained. I held my breath and waited for him to say something. He simply looked at me confused and laughed. "Shuichi you sure are funny man. What are you going on about? I just wanted to tell you that I'm going to try to get into the music bussiness like you. It's always been my dream to be like Ryuichi Sakuma, and I want to live out that dream. You see Shuichi you've inspired me. I've always wanted to be a singer/songwriter. Because of you, I have the push and drive to actually go for it. Thanks a lot pal." It wasn't a relationship he wanted? I was mortified I went on about being with him…for nothing. Perhaps, that would change?
Perhaps, Shuichi shouldn't jump to conclusions. Well that's it for now people! I'll write more later.