Hi everyone! (Jumps three feet in the air) AHH! Jesus…sorry, the phone rang, and my dog barked, and it all startled me really badly…(catches breath) How can I write after that; I practically had a heart attack! I missed the phone call…never play music really loudly when you're home alone, cause you miss calls. Um, this poem is about shame. It's inspired by that fact that after he lost to Yugi, Kaiba was in a coma for like three weeks. Or three months, but I doubt it was that long. Yeah, three weeks. Ooh, I love this SP song! In a perfect world, this could never happen! In a perfect world, you'd still be here! It's like how I feel about Marik and Noah, and also how my OC and Marik feel about one another… But I won't spoil that for the person who reads this that also reads my Quizilla story on my OC. Here's the poem!

Disclaimer: U R crazy if U think I own YGO! OK? ASD! I H8 not owning YGO, though…


Lying un-awakened in this state of hopelessness and humiliation

I can't see; can't talk, and Mokuba cries is heartbreaking devastation

I can't explain what happened, even though I wish that I could

I don't know why I didn't get to win, when I believe that I should

Trying to speak, unheard because my mouth cannot form speech

My energy has been drained, like blood is drained by a leech

I don't want to play this game anymore; because it's getting old

Playing between my emotions and my reputation, while all is growing cold

As cold as how it feels lying here in this bed with nobody around

Where the only thing I hear is silence, and silence cannot make a sound

Blackened spirit, totaling up to break me in my coffin-like bed

That seems to be the only thing I know; I might as well be dead

Some might think it to be peaceful lying like this; undisturbed

But I'm telling the world that as I lie immobile, now perturbed

It is like a living nightmare, where you wished you'd awaken

Why am I the one here? I don't deserve it; have I been forsaken?

And I have no one else that I can blame except myself, for losing

Yugi went up against me, and I was so totally and cruelly abusing

I'd like to think that Exodia was all a dream, but I know it isn't one

I'd like to think that he drew a different card, but what is done is done

He managed to draw the final piece of the puzzle, to win it all in the end

My mind says "Wake up from this dream" but I know this is pretend

Now it screams "How could you lose to him? That foolish little amateur!

I used to think I was confident and strong, but at the moment I'm unsure

Scared to think that I'll wake up tomorrow and still be lying stranded here

Scared to think that I'll be waking to a world in which no one can hear

Scared to see what was right in front of me; this unfamiliar emotion beginning

I guess this is some sort of sick repayment for all my lying, cheating, sinning

What is this feeling that runs through my veins like punishment brought into act

That runs deeper than any truth I've found, more meaningful than lies or fact?

I know what I have done; I've brought embarrassment to the proud Kaiba name

I think I finally know what this everlasting emotion is; the feeling they call 'Shame'.


Aw! How idiotic is he? It's not his fault that Yugi drew Exodia! He didn't know what was coming; I doubt he even knew that Yugi has Exodia in his deck! Poor shameful Kaiba…(shakes head) Oh well, so now you know; what are you gonna do about it? (Quote from Kaiba's super computer; couldn't resist!) Well, you're gonna review of course, just like these people who deserve thanks:

Samuraiduck27 –Aw, don't cry; you're gonna get me started! (cries) Aw, look what you did! (collapses from crying too much) We are the lost, the ones forgotten! SP rocks! MWAHAHA! I'm glad it was sad, I like writing sad poems. I've tried writing a happy poem or song, but the ones I write turn all depressing half way through. (curses) Well, a duck COULD do samurai, if it tried! I know you aren't a duck; I'm not dumb. Hey, you could be a tiger! Tigers are so cute and vicious and stripey! (grins) TIGERS! Ducks are okay! I like feeding them bread and listening to them quack and collecting the feathers that are special cause they have a stripe of shiny color down one side! Yeah, I get the top half! Yayness! Thanks for reviewing!

DarkAngel4u –Ooh, my fave SP song is playing…Untitled…(starry eyes) Aw, you got teary-eyed? That is so sweet! I'm glad my poems evoke so many emotions! (smiles) I will keep updating until I run out of inspiration; my poem fic for Bakura already has nearly seventy chapters, so there's a lot to go on this one! Thanks for reviewing!

Computerfreak101 –When I got the unfinished review I was all sad because I thought you hated the poem but I'm happy now! I can't believe it was deleted a-bloody-gain! Well, why was it deleted? Do you know? Yayness, Maiana is still with Sessy! MWAHAHA! Well, thank you SO much for reviewing! (huggles you) C-ya!

Stormrose Dewleaf –STORM! Hi Storm, hi Ror, hi Rik! (waves at Rik!) You're looking awesome today, Rikky! (smiles) Bakura: (drags Sami away from Rik) Sami: Kura, LET GO! I also liked those lines that you liked! Yay, we are soul mates! Unless you don't wanna be… I don't bother to learn the names of Keith's lackeys; they don't deserve my knowing their name! I know Bonz though. Hello is my fave, along with Imaginary, but I also love Taking Over Me, and Everybody's Fool. But I adore Haunted; it reminds me of Rik! OMG! Can you send me the pic? I don't care what size it is! Magic: The Gathering isn't popular at all here! You can get it but nobody plays it here, for some reason. I don't even know what it's about or how you play. Duel monsters is still the main trading game, for those who still play card games. See ya Stormy and Rory and Rikky and Yugi! Thanks for reviewing!

Yugi's Light Keeps Me Pure –Yeah, Seto has a really sad life…I cry just thinking about it. I was crying a lot last night because of my OC's life; I made it so sad… Yeah, well, he can go and burn in hell for all I care, because of what he did. Imagine if Seto wasn't Mokuba's brother anymore! Mokie would be lost without him! Like that Delta Goodrem song. Yeah; I always try to make the ending the best bit because the ending is what the readers remember the most. Thanks so much for reviewing!

Ceribi Motou –HIYA! Bleck, Batman in the 60's? (dies from choking on own rage and utter humiliation of there being a 60's batman show) BATMAN BEGINS! (flies off) Yoda! Wait, Jesus, never use the Yoda speech again; I read you using Yoda talk late at night and it scared the hell out of me! (scolds you) No more Star Wars for you! (Takes away TV and theatres from you) MWAHAHA! Thanks for reviewing! Boo-doo-doo-doo, dah-dooh! (Barney from the Simpsons before he takes of in a jet pack!)

Animefanatickind25 –Aw, don't cry! (cries with you) Be happy! Seto and Mokuba should commit incest…(gasps) Did I say that out loud? Sorry! But they should all the same; they are so goddamn perfect… Yes, together you and I shall murder Gozaburou AKA. Old abusive guy with a rotting stick up his butt! MWAHAHA! Thanks for reviewing!

Love Sami.