Disclaimer: I don't own POTC or the song Why by Avril Lavigne.
Summary: Jack see's her everywhere, she haunts him with the smell of her perfume, her smile invades his thoughts, he can't even steer his bloody ship without the wind carrying her scent to him. Jack can't help but feel as if he was in the wrong, he had betrayed the only lass that could ever really love him.
Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
Captain Jack Sparrow couldn't believe what he had done. Jack took a seat at the table located in the Captain's quarters. He took his hat off and placed it in front of him, he stared at the brown sew weathered hat subconsciously. He rubbed his hands over his face, he couldn't sleep. He glanced out the window to see the dark sky with stars brightly shining.
He needed her here with him, he needed to feel her. He closed his eyes and held his head in his hands. He needed her. It wasn't supposed to be this hard to let her go, to be here without her. He's been without her before for at least several weeks. But, he thought, he could always see her if he wanted to. Now that she wasn't around anymore, now that she wasn't his, he couldn't see her.
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all
A knock came at the door and someone entered, he didn't look up.
"Jack" a woman's voice carried to him. Jack didn't look to her.
Makayla sat down next to him, her hand went to his shoulder in a warm friendly gesture. He shook it off, not wanting to feel that woman on him.
"What's the matter?" she asked him. He looked up at her, she smiled at him with that sickly sweet smile.
"Get out" he just said. She frowned at him.
"Its her isn't it?" she asked with a hiss.
"Makayla, I'm giving you a free ride back to Tourtuga, where ye can do whatever the fuck ye want ter okay love. But on me ship you leave me the hell alone when I tell ye to, savvy?"
Makayla stood up at the sharpness of his voice. "But Jack I thought we were going to be together…" she trailed off.
"Forever?" he chuckled. "No, lass. The only lass I'd ever be together with is me Pearl, and quite frankly she is the only lass I'd ever have."
"Unless ye of course betray 'er too" Ana Maria said from the doorway. "Makalya were all most to Tourtuga."
"Why ye addressing her and not me? I'm the bloody Captain, ye tell me when were coming up to the bleeding Port. Do I make myself clear?"
"Crystal" Ana Maria muttered walking out slamming the door.
Jack grimaced from the noise. Great, he thought, now I 'ave a fucking headache. He looked up at Makayla once more to see her ugly pouty face.
"I thought I told ye" he was stopped when she slapped him.
Makayla slammed the door behind her too. "Every bloody woman is pissed at me."
The ship docked not but a couple of hours later at Tourtuga. He gave his crew permission to get off and go have a good time, most of them were still mourning over the lost of the lass. Most of the men felt as though Sarah was there daughter.
Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
Jack walked into the pub with Ana Maria at his side, she was still soar about the whole losing her best friend thing. Jack knew she was never going to forgive him for that, you think him stealing her ship was a big them, think about losing her friends life because of Jack.
"I'll get the drinks" he told her and she walked to the back to get a table.
Ana Maria was dealing with the whole loss on her own. She wasn't of course there when Sarah was hung but she thought she could have stopped it. Ana Maria sighed and grabbed the drink from Jack, she didn't meet his eyes.
"Captain" she said lowly.
"Aye?"
"Did you love her?"
She did look at him that time. He was unreadable, he stared at her blankly, he had never been asked that not even by Sarah.
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why
"Yes, Ana Maria I did love her" Jack confessed.
Ana nodded, she looked at him over her mug. "Then why did you…"
"Lets not talk about it okay?" Jack said before she asked the question he had dodged some many times asked by so many people. The truth was he didn't know Why he betrayed her.
It's not supposed to feel this way I need you, I need you
Jack heard a girl laugh loudly his eyes looked up. Ana Maria was looking also, she placed her mug down and scanned the crowd. Her eyes moved to Jack's.
"Did ye hear that?" he asked her.
"What?"
"Never mind" he whispered. "Where's the rest of the crew?"
"Over there laughing and having a good time" Ana Maria said pointing over to the corner of the Tavern.
More and more each day It's not supposed to hurt this way
Jacks eyes followed Ana Maria's and that's when they both realized they didn't imagine it. That laugh belonged only to one person.
"Jack…"
"Aye?"
"Is that Sarah?"
Sparrow's Lovely Lass: Thank you for review!
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