Okay, this chapter is a little bit freakish and disturbing, you might want to skip the second half if you are kind of sensitive, but that's your choice, I guess. I reckon this is my best chapter. Your opinion, I will hopefully find out, if you review me. Anyway, read on!

Disclaimer: I don't own YuGiOh, now let me get back to my mind slave torturing!

I need to breathe, I need to live,

And for all the happiness you give,

It does not reach me, not at all,

I feel no joy, none that I recall.

I have a wish, a wish for death,

But for me the words 'one last breath'

Do not exist, they have no hope,

Please let my tortured soul elope.

And set it free upon the land,

For I, a thief, don't understand,

Why it can never be released,

Until my final breaths have ceased.

And that will never happen, for,

I'm trapped in this immortal war,

Of never dying, but living instead,

But I would much rather be dead.

For when you know the world like me,

A shadow of immortality,

It drives you mad, drives you insane,

To take pleasure in causing pain.

I take a breath, yet I take none,

My happiness, was never won,

And I was left to drown in sadness,

With no one here to stop this madness.

Leave me here, leave me to die,

Those are the pleading words I cry,

And no one knows, nobody hears,

And no one drives away my fears.

My Hikari, my naïve light,

Can never see me through my plight,

All he can do is watch and wait,

Until I hit the devil's gate.

Or if there are no gates of hell,

Nor heavenly angels as well,

I will be sent to nothingness,

And I will rest in happiness.

Happiness that is not mine,

My anger, rage, still reigns divine,

Over my soul, my hallowed mind,

People, to my torture, are blind.

They see not the iron steely chains,

Upon which my arrogance reigns,

Over the lower half of my heart,

That will someday just fall apart.

Can you save me from this wrong fate,

I'd rather think you can't relate,

To this eternal insane life,

Of bleeding wrists upon your knife.

Can you begin to feel my terror,

And can you fix my fatal error,

Of death and torture, pain and fear,

The depression in your mind is mere.

I cannot see why you are sad,

For you, there's lots of death to be had,

For you can die, and I cannot,

And that is nothing's remaining plot.

Upon this anger, inside this rage,

If under 13, you're underage,

To see the bloodshed I endured,

And see this pain that I had cured.

By killing and destroying lives,

Their blood upon my deadly lives,

And though I may regret their loss,

In my sleep, I don't turn or toss.

Why would I? I did not know them,

Were they strong, fearless and honored men,

Or women, brave and fierce and bold,

Or chiefs and merchants, young or old?

I do not see how you could do,

All of these things, oh, how could you,

Take me in your mortal arms,

And keep me from the feared alarms.

Of ringing screams and painful howls,

Of yelping barks, and deadly yowls,

Of hells feared devils, the devils hounds,

Corrupt you with their painful sounds.

But if hell does not truly exist,

Whose shadow is that in the mist,

That's striding to us, in the gloom,

Will we be sent right to our doom?

But there's the person, there's the boy,

To save us from our fearful ploy,

My Hikari, my precious Ryou,

The silver light, my face you drew.

Upon your own, and held me soft,

And kept me safe, kept me aloft,

My light has come to rescue us,

And over you, he'll surely fuss.

For when I entered his sweet thought,

Oh, how we bickered, how we fought,

But in the end, I won the deal,

So we agree, you are our meal.

We'll feast upon you, how you taste,

We ravish you, and in our haste,

We softly caress you, before we feast,

Halves of one great ravenous beast.

Now you are dead, andhave entereddeath,

So draw that non-existing breath,

You've joined us; you came back with me,

To join in immortality.

Erm, was that psychotic, or what? I'm sorry if that unnerved some people! Oh well, my fic, my poems!

Thanks:

Dark Magician Girl Hikaru –I'm sorry I didn't reply to this, but I got your review after I posted! I'm so sorry! I'm really glad you like them! I love shadows and darkness! I suppose I do portray Bakura differently, but it'd be boring if he was the same every time, I guess. I know about catching up with reading, writing fics really keeps you busy, but I still go and read the new fics every day, when I get time.
Thanks!

ttSerenity –I know I update fast, I've apparently been crowned the queen of updating by one of my other reviewers! I feel so honored…Anyway, I suppose it is a bit sad that he has nothing left to live for, but then again, he isn't exactly living, is he? Well, actually, he is living! Living a death…
Please, no more science terms, I hate science, it bores me out of my mind, and I get so bored with year 8 science! I want to burn stuff, or grow crystals! We hardly get to use the burners! Gah, I get so mad with that! Thanks for the review!

Okay guys, thanks for the reviews, keep reviewing! I'm gonna try and update again tomorrow, but only if I get ideas, because all the stuff I've posted for the last three chapters I've had to make up on the spot, and that's a worry!

Anyway, thanks!

Love Sami, Ryou's Hikari.